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01:53 Oct 29 2024
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Occasionally, rarely, I am glad I look around other camps...
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xD
Also one of my favorite Dailys.
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Eat a cobbler, which is not a Pie.
Because... idiots need that stated apparently. How can you confuse cobbler with pie? I don't know about people sometimes. Let's be real, dump cake is better than both of them. The funny thing is though... if you go to cook a cobbler in game.
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Come on now, that's literally a pumpkin pie xD
So a week ago I was level 911. After the double XP weekend I'm up quite a bit.
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There's another double weekend coming up in November so it's possible we hit 1000 by the end of this year~

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05:55 Oct 28 2024
Times Read: 195


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I get it xD
Naturally, trick-or-treating is part of 76, and it's mandatory if you want the Halloween rewards. The main one of which we've already been over isn't worth the effort at all... But still. It's supposed to be fun. You know what's not fun? All the people who make their shit hard to find. If I have to spend more than 30 seconds looking around your poorly designed camp, I just leave. It's not worth the effort of nuking you. Although there are... certain ways to glitch through the silo to make doing it much, much faster. You're not even worth that much. I get it though. If you're unhinged enough to destroy someone's camp with a nuke over a piece of candy... we should be friends xD
My candy bowl is right in the center of my camp.
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Easily spotted if you bother to walk up the stairs. I have a very open layout because I want people to feel welcome. Generally, trap camps are more closed off because there are traps hiding inside. I did consider making a trap camp specifically to kill higher level people. In the newer area, where it's red, and spooky, and storming all the time, there's this marshy, swampy area, and there are certain spots in this marshland with ground that, when stepped on, kills you very, very quickly. Even in power armor, I tested it on a friend so xD So... if you built your camp over this area with your vending machine directly over one of these deposits, that person falls right into it if you pack your camp up underneath them. Most people are so greedy, grabbing everything as fast as they can, it would be so easy to kill them. This is where I'm at mentally in 76, how can I kill all the people who annoy the shit outta me. Simply shooting them in the face isn't satisfying enough, I'm thinking it over🤔
But yeah. My camp is very open, and tastefully decorated for Halloween.
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With my minion dressed like a Sheepsquatch xD
It was a very slow day on 76 today. No good events. A couple decent Scorchbeast Queen fights. The problem is that most people don't fight Scorchbeast Queen right... During Scorched events, such as the current Spooky Scorched, every Scorched that spawns has the chance of being a Halloween variant which drops special Halloween loot. Scorchbeast Queen, when she's on the ground, summons hoards of Scorched enemies to fight you. So it logically makes sense to keep her alive, and summoning more Scorched for as long as possible which is up to like 25 minutes. But because online gaming is rampant with idiots, most people go right into trying to kill her as fast as possible like the absolute worthless dumbasses they are. I never target her during these events, I always go after the smaller ones. No body else fucking holds back on her though. I see you higher fucking levels out there killing her in like two to five minutes. Makes zero fucking sense. You summon her to fight the Scorched... then go hard in on her immediately. It's so dumb xD That's why I don't bother summoning her myself because going through a 30 minute silo run just for some asshole with a Railway Rifle to show up, after my hard work, and kill her in a few minutes, I would be infuriated. The goal is to farm the Scorched, that's literally the entire point.
Is the bulk of humanity really this stupid? And people wonder why I'm chronically antisocial.

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03:43 Oct 27 2024
Times Read: 234


It's always the Railway Rifle idiots who decide to test me. I was in Moonshine Jamboree earlier today with three other people. So I go to my usual spot near Greenhouse Still. Let's remember that there are THREE stills to protect. It's a big open area, and this level 3000 asshole decides to come over near me. Now the thing is, there was another level 3000 there. So why this douche decided to come after me, I don't get it. But I could tell by briefly looking at his character that he was the most basic-ass Railway Rifle Bloodied Build. It's just boring, and honestly at level 3000 you should have evolved into more than that. Bloodied is a very entry, low level build. It's an easy way to do big damage when you're low level. When you're higher level, and have full access to pretty much everything you can get for your character there are much better builds tp have, especially when it comes to rifles. Proof of this is in my build, and the fact that I have full health, and do just as much damage as a bloodied. At a higher level it is not necessary to sacrifice health for power, there are better more beneficial ways to build your character. If you're level 3000, and still using Bloodied you're either a complete idiot or just bad at the game, probably both. So I see him get close to me on my side, and I already know he's there to try, and fuck with me so let's just get the embarrassment for him over with. The event starts, and it's obvious he's missing a lot of kills to me. So he moves around several times. I didn't need to move. I picked my spot, never once felt the need to move. About halfway through the event I guess he gets tired of losing kills so he does the pathetic baby thing, and gets right in the spawn area. If you're ever in a shoot-out with someone, and you have to literally hump up on the spawning enemies to get to them first, if you can't win with equal distance, you just lost. It was also at this point that I noticed the other two stills were halfway dead. How was that possible with two other people there, one of which was the other level 3000? That's a life mystery. High level doesn't mean you're good at the game. Unfortunately, too many higher levels would rather spend their time trying to prove their dick is bigger than everyone else's, that they can push button, and kill shit better and faster. It's just really transparent when you're higher level bloodied that you have no idea what you're doing. It's embarrassing. Stop coming for me, you never win.
I've heard we're getting another map expansion though, and some kinda snake boss. Hopefully it's better than the last one. I do like the area, but... The robot boss they added, I still think it's extremely lazy, and the main new enemy type there is just a reskinned ghoul. It's fine, but it's nothing great. I'm curious when they plan to drop their playable ghouls, and how badly they'll break the game. They're going to be able to rip the face off a Deathclaw? Ok, but when has a ghoul been able to do that? Ghouls are actually generally physically very weak, their strength is in the fact that they can withstand radiation. Like I could see them having some class based equipment, but it's not realistic, in my opinion, for them to be very physically strong, unless you can be a Glowing One because they actually are tougher. I don't plan on going ghoul, but I'm still interested in seeing how you can build them.

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02:35 Oct 25 2024
Times Read: 276


Apparently, we're getting a double XP weekend. I noticed I was leveling a bit quicker than normal... I'm nearly up to 920.
Hmm... that's funny since it's not on the event schedule. Is it possible Bethesda is trying to placate the people after the recent Reaper Bundle scandal? I mean, it could also be because yesterday was the official "Fallout Day." Seems kinda convenient though. Either way, I'm getting double XP so I'm good.
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So this is new. It's basically a buffed up Rad-X.
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The problem with Rad-X is that when you pop it, it negates your mutations for those 15 minutes. They'll come back when it wears off, but it might catch you off-guard, that's why I never use it. If I have to go into radiation I just put my stealth suit on. It has 1000 radiation resistance, better than most power armor even. Unfortunately it's physical, and energy resistance isn't great, and it has zero protection against fire. But... it's stealth armor, you're meant to not be seen or hit in it so it doesn't need the higher resistance. Unfortunately, I do end up needing to use it regularly against Scorchbeast Queen because her entire arena is usually completely nuked for her boss fight, and she can easily kill me in it with her energy attack. That's why I try to stay behind her when she's on the ground, and NEVER shoot directly under her when she's in the air because she will fully unload on your ass.
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I like to haunt the 76 Reddit xD It always makes me feel better... Just knowing there are people out there who get it, people who deal with the same exact stupidity from other players I do, people who are fighting the good fight. Cause boy... I sure get tired of constantly being thrust into events with people who are not only selfish, but oftentimes completely braindead and illiterate. It didn't used to be like this. You used to run into many more awesome people than awful. Now... it's completely fucking flipped. Like there was this level 700 in an event yesterday who apparently was mad that I was killing shit before he could so he tried standing in front of me, and when that didn't work he tried to kill me, and when that didn't work he fucked off, but then after the event ended he walked over to MY pop-up tent, and tried to use it. Ya know, like he hadn't acted like a little bitch then tried to kill me or anything, like we were friends xD Sure, come on in, use my stuff, bygones. Yeah fucking right. Trying to kill me, I can get over that, but pulling that pathetic, "I'm gonna stand in front of you, and block you," baby shit, nah, you can go fuck yourself. And of course he was a Bloodied Railway Rifle build because babies love to hear their guns go "Choochoo." I'll never understand Bloodied build. This guy had 1/10th of my health, and literally could not outdamage me. That's the point of Bloodied... low HP, but gives you crazy high stats the lower you go. But... I'm at full health doing more damage. Making your build fucking worthless. Yeah.

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04:35 Oct 23 2024
Times Read: 337


Spooky Scorched season is once again upon us so I'm ready to hunt the Scorched into near extinction for some awesome drops.
Except. The drops this year are pretty lackluster. Mostly some tin pumpkin decorations, and the big special edition Halloween outfit?
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An ugly dress.
And I know I'm always saying that the women/feminine playerbase of 76 need better wardrobe representation because everything looks EXTREMELY masculine.
But...
Male or female, if I were someone who didn't particularly care to wear dresses, I'd be pissed that this is their big Halloween event prize. It should be something more neutral, in my opinion. Personally, I'm pissed about getting an ugly-ass dress rather than an actual costume. The last couple years they did a lazy reskin of the skeleton costume, and honestly I would've rather they phoned it in again with that.
On top of that, let's play what broke in 76 with this update? Well. You can no longer see other players names or levels when they're near you. You can look in the map, and guess who's who, but you no longer know for sure. And in a way... I kinda like it. Because it levels the playing field a little bit. I no longer have to care if you're lower level or not because I don't fucking know. So I have no reason to hold back any more. Now... what I need the developers to do is institute some sorta spawn camping punishment. Like, if you stand too close to any enemy spawn point in any event, your damage is drastically reduced. That, or giving the enemies a few seconds of spawn invincibility. Seriously, the spawn campers ruin events. More than anyone else, they ruin it for the lower levels who don't even get to see the enemies most of the time because someone picks them off as soon as they drop. That's not competitive, it's just douchey. It's douchey to sit on top of the hill in Eviction Notice, and kill-hog like eight Super Mutants especially when you're like level 600. You fucking know better. I'm so tired of marching my ass up that hill after a higher level to steal kills from them because they're doing it to everyone else. It's dirty work, it makes me look like the asshole xD It just... It's honestly giving me gaming fatigue consistently interacting with people who are so selfish. There's so little kindness in this world, so little compassion, people get what they deserve. I'm having my Joker moment over a video game xD They were talking about adding a chat feature to the game. Obviously you can already get on mic, but... People tend to talk more shit through text than they would on mic, being through text makes people feel big and bad. So sure, let's give a chat feature to a game already jam packed with toxic babies who get mad at anyone better at the game than them. I can't wait to read all the tantrums.

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23:56 Oct 21 2024
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I went through, and cleansed myself of all mutations. In 76, there are 19 mutations you can get, 18 of which can be active at a time. I've gone most of my 76 journey with all 18 active on my character. I finally decided to clean them up a bit. Mutations are great to have because they offer good buffs to your character. For the price of a debuff. So say something like the Marsupial mutation, which is very popular because it adds jump height and carry weight, also takes -4 to your Intelligence. And there is a particular perk card you can get to significantly cut back on the debuffs, but you can't fully get rid of them. Depending on your build, some mutations are more or less beneficial or harmful, and I found quite a few of them to be a bit unnecessary on me. Like the Talons mutation which gives you more melee damage, but -4 Agility. As an Agility/Luck based character, that's pretty unacceptable especially since I rarely melee. The only time I really melee anymore is during Mutation Invasion when the enemy mutation is that they can only be killed by melee. They can still be shot, it's just the final blow that needs to be melee so it's a lot of fun actually to shoot things to Hell then one tap punch them to death. Most people with guns don't realize this so they hide up on buildings while I'm in the pit, blood-covered from punching big lizards. They don't know what they're missing. But otherwise, losing Agility for something I don't even use, obviously my mutations needed a full overhaul which meant finding all the serums for the ones I wanted to have. Unfortunately, you can't pick which ones you cure or keep, if you take Radaway or walk through a decontamination shower, it'll randomly cure any of them so I did a full clean after I had all the serums ready to pop in, and replace what I wanted.
I had a rough Scorchbeast Queen fight earlier. Anytime I end up in that fight with exclusively people who are like level 200 or lower... I don't like being the highest one there, it's a lot of pressure xD And the thing is, the Scorchbeast Queen doesn't fight you alone. When she's grounded, she summons lots of little minions to attack, and distract you because if you don't do consistent damage to her, she'll fly away again which makes her harder to kill. Your job, as a lower, is to keep the small guys off me so I can shoot the shit outta her. Because as a lower, your weapon most likely does mosquito damage to her, you are better served attacking her minions, and that's more XP for you anyway. When I have to stop every few seconds to shoot something off of my ass, it makes the fight fucking drag. Like this happened earlier, and eventually I saw 3 or 4 of the lower levels huddled in a pop-up tent together xD Like, guys... At least get out here, and try. I don't need you to worry about the big bitch, I got her if you got the little ones. Trying to coordinate in an online game is difficult xD Like I was in Project Paradise with two guys, and we'd made it to the end where the Legendary Sheepsquatch spawned. Like I've said, people often underestimate these legendaries that spawn into the end of Project Paradise, they can and will kill you in 1-2 hits so running up on them is not advised. Of course, one of these guys runs up on it, immediately goes does. I'm very comfy perched up on a ledge, but my instincts take over, and I jump down, shooting this thing in the face, trying to get it aggroed on me so I can lead it away so the other guy can heal the downed one. That's not what fucking happened. This big idiot, who was pretty low level, sees me getting in this three-star legendary Sheepsquatch's face, and decides he's going to do the same. And he's keeping it right on top of the downed guy so I can't even revive him because he'll just go right back down. Not helpful.
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It reminded me of this xD
Gee, what's the different between me and you, level 200? About 700 levels, full combat armor, an OP gun, and a well constructed build. On top of thousands of hours of experience doing these events, knowing every inch of them, knowing how quickly every fucking thing will kill you. Working cooperatively is very beneficial in 76, but it's like some foreign thing to most people. Help... other people? Work... together? Ew.

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05:44 Oct 21 2024
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There's drama brewing in 76, and people are angry at Bethesda. But... that's pretty normal honestly xD Like sometimes I feel bad for the people who actually put work into improving the game because I do believe in those people, obviously someone over there is trying.
So part of the 76 2024 Halloween drop was the Grim Reaper outfit.
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And I like it. I'd never wear it so I didn't buy it, but it's cool. It also came in a bundle with a special weapon, and some other stuff for the price of 1800 Atoms. Atoms are basically real-world currency, you buy them, and use them on these micro transactions. So 100 Atoms = $1. There are ways in game to earn a small amount of them, but realistically if you want a larger, more costly bundle, you're gonna have tp buy them. Or subscribe to Fallout 1st. Fallout 1st is $13.99, I think, and it includes 1000 atoms, and you get access to special perks like the scrap box, and in-game pop-up tents which are very useful. So if you're going to spend $10 for 1000 atoms, you may as well spend the extra couple bucks for a month of Fallout 1st.That's why I usually have a bunch of atoms because I'm lazy, and pay $14 purely for convenience in a video game xD Anyway. So thus bundle, which in real world money would equate to $18, was a week later discounted to 1500 atoms($15), and people are losing their shit, demanding refunds. For $3. I don't mean to sound entitled or spoiled, I know I'm both, and $3 is probably a lot to some people. But really? $3? People are talking about filing lawsuits against Microsoft. For $3. It's just... insane xD And that's coming from me, someone who regularly berates Microsoft for being garbage. But this ain't a hill I'd fight on. People of the world... do you not have bigger things to worry about? If your biggest concern is having spent $18 instead of $15 in a game, you probably don't need that $3. And I know what you're going to say, "It's the principle, big corporations screwing people over." I don't think they tried to screw anyone over, it looks like it was genuinely a mistake, and was only discounted for a couple hours before they realized. Why be mad that other people got it for less? Whahwhah, so unfair. Get over it you little bitches. I don't cry for a refund when a buy a dress full price that eventually goes on sale for like 75% off. You felt like it was justified to pay the $18, you were happy enough with what you were getting for that when you bought it, why does it matter if someone else then got a slight deal, and you didn't? Life ain't fair, sugarplum. Something that always blows my mind having to explain to adults. There's a certain age, you should know. At a certain age life should have rolled you enough for you to know exactly how unfair it can be, and if you don't, if it hasn't, you're entirely too privileged. If a $3 transaction on a video game is the hill you die on, you gotta find better things to do with your time. Just saying

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06:48 Oct 20 2024
Times Read: 437


Ok. I'll admit it.
Dark Souls 2 controls bad.
And it's weird... it's very subtle. You wouldn't notice it before playing Bloodborne or Elden Ring. If you'd only ever played DS1, and maybe Demon's Souls, you probably wouldn't notice much difference. But even with the two older games, they control better. And I can't quite put my finger on why. One of the things is, usually you can dodge straight through enemy attacks. If your timing is right, if you dodge just right, you can dodge into them when they swing, and you won't get hit. This isn't working in 2. And it's in my muscle memory at this point, this is how you play, you dodge straight into things. So what's happening is I'm compulsively doing this, getting hit, getting staggered, and being killed by very basic enemies. Which then forces me to rage quit into 76 where I am essentially a god xD Like when I got my ps5 about a year ago the first thing I did was play through Demon's Souls, and it controls BETTER than it's years later predecessor. How? I guess technically it could be because it was the Demon's Souls "remake" maybe they retouched the controls. Dark Souls 2 doesn't have the snap of the other games. It's really hard to explain because mechanically it is the same fighting system, but... it's very subtlety worse.
But yeah, I've had my ps5 a whole year now. Funny story, I met a guy on here around that time, and his first message to me was about Fallout and D&D so that obviously got my attention, and we easily became friends. He was telling me one day that he was thinking about getting a ps5, and I was thinking about getting a ps5 so I got one. He claimed he got one. But... never added me. Like, weeks go by, never adds me. And if you didn't actually get one, whatever, you don't have to lie about it. So he was already in fuckboy territory with me lying about something so stupid xD But then, he had mentioned to me how he used to live in my area, like up in the city. So I bring up some specific popular places that anyone who's lived here an extended period of time would know... And he said he'd never been to any of them. I guess that's possible, just seemed, again, kinda like he was lying. Because he had mentioned to me needing to come back here, he'd recently apparently moved to another state, but he needed to come back here, and clean out a storage unit, and maybe we could meet up. Which I was very, ehhh, about. I want to make it clear that I was in no way interested in a relationship with this guy. I haven't wanted a relationship since Wolfie left, and ya know, lying is not exactly a turn on, so even if I were looking, he was not the one. More than the lying though, one thing I hate about when people are interested in me... When they constantly give you reasons why it wouldn't work out anyway. For him, he constantly brought up his age. I think he was 49 at that time, and fucking hell, 49 is not THAT much older than me, much as I hate to admit it xD I'm officially closer to 50 than 20. I may not lookit... Still. Again, I wasn't interested in him anyway, but when you bring shit like that up, basically begging me to compliment you, and stroke your ego... It pisses me off. If anyone should be getting rubbed or stroked, it's me, fucker. I don't handle insecurity well. You know, for all Wolfie's issues, he was never insecure about handling me. So when men approach me with this timid, insecure, shyguy bullshit, it just... It's icky. I don't want you anyway. But please, don't make me also feel icky.
Anyway. This guy directly encouraged me to finally go through with upgrading to a ps5. So I'm grateful to that. I hope he's met someone more willing to put up with lies and insecurity cause I'm not the one~
I have had ENOUGH of the Eviction Notice camping. I just can't anymore.
If you stand up on the hill during this event:
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You are a worthless human being. Especially if you're a higher level who can one-shot shit. It is completely unnecessary for you to be up here, one-shotting, keeping kills from everyone else. No body needs you up there, you're just being an asshole, and I'm done tolerating it. I finally snapped on a level 500+ today xD He was up there with a couple level 100s, and I expect that kinda behavior from the lowers, they're not doing enough damage to take away from everyone else anyway. But your over 500 ass perched up there, insta-killing, that's just bad manners, and it's keeping the Mutants from turning into legendaries so not only are you robbing the entire server of possible XP, you're taking away half the possible legendaries. What a bitch. So I hopped up to where he was perched, and got uncomfortably close to him, and spam thumbs downed him. I'm not gonna be that bitch that gets in front of people, I'm just gonna stand real close... And kill every fucking thing that spawns before you can react. If you're going to take from everyone else, I'm gonna take from you, you're welcome. And the 100s got the hint and left. Fucking 500 decided he was going to take a stand. Cool, cool, hope it was worth getting, like, maybe two kills the entire event. So stupid. And then of course because I was off harassing this douchebag the rad scrubber goes down, and no body except me notices. I'm pretty sure I'm the only person in the entirety of the game who pays attention to the rad scrubber. And our level 500 boy instantly died because he wasn't wearing any radiation protection, that's karma, but I had to run my ass down the hill amid, I dunno, 15 other people, not a single one attempting to repair the damn thing. This is the entire issue with the game: Everyone trying to kill everything before anyone else can kill it. Being the ONE. If you want that level of competitiveness... Fallout is not for you. It doesn't support it. The events aren't big enough to be truly competitive over. You killed a couple enemies that literally any level 25 could kill before anyone else. That's not... anything. And when you take it to that level of competitiveness, someone better will eventually come along and stomp you. Someone like me xD So stop it.

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01:33 Oct 17 2024
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SHAME unto the higher levels who come into my camp, and take all the free shit.
You are absolutely worthless human beings~
I would sooner die than take anything from anyone in game for fucking free, especially someone lower level than me...
Did you really need that handful of scrap? You're just gonna dump it into your scrapbox which is probably already overfull. Meanwhile, someone lower level could possibly actually use that stuff. Fucking selfish assholes. You see the best, and worst of humanity in 76. See, some people know you're trying to help others so they deliberately try to stop you by taking anything you're giving away. It's really pathetic. People who are level fivefuckingthousand taking charity are 100% pathetic.
I can't imagine the need for scrap being that hard. But then again, I run a very low maintenance build. For as OP as my weapon is, and as good as my armor is, it takes very little to maintain them. I'm not sure how much it takes to keep power armor up, and running. I know that any friends I have who use large guns are constantly breaking them, and running out of ammo, especially during boss runs. Basic boss kit is stims, repair kits and lots of ammo. Not everyone wants to invest in the carry weight of 15,000 rounds the way I do xD But guess who never runs out? I have a friend who is constantly overencumbered so we regularly clean out his inventory, and he's always got like 20 different guns on him. Like dude... a gun is like a lady, you gotta commit to one, happy gun, more fun xD

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23:22 Oct 15 2024
Times Read: 536


It's a bit difficult going back to Dark Souls 2 from Elden Ring. I keep trying to jump xD Technically, you can jump in DS2, but... it's awkward. And from a technical standpoint, the fighting mechanics are just a lot smoother in Elden Ring. Which is obviously going to be the case seeing that Elden Ring is a much newer game, and had more work put into it. But it almost seems downgraded from Dark Souls 1 even. Maybe I'm just imagining it. It just feels... weird in 2. But that could also be because I don't have my preferred weapon, and won't have access to it til much later in the game. Now, a scythe is basically a poleblade/halberd style weapon which I do have access to now. In fact, one of my favorite weapons in Elden Ring is a double bladed poleblade so it's nor entirely new territory to use one. I just like the little bit of added range compared to a sword. In my current class you start dual-wielding short swords, and like I said, I'm used to having slightly more range with a longer weapon. That, and the fact that seemingly when you lock onto enemies in DS2, you seem to lock on to their feet... That's what it looks like to me anyway, my character stupidly swinging their weapon... at the enemies feet. Maybe it's just me xD I never had these problems in DS1 or Demon's Souls so... it's odd. I have played through DS2, DLC and all, years ago. But it feels like a brand new game in a lot of ways. Some small things I remember, a lot I don't.
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Granted, I've probably spent the least amount of time in DS2 than any FromSoftware game. So that kinda makes sense. Honestly, I've forgotten huge chunks of my entire life making room for Elden Ring lore xD

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08:22 Oct 15 2024
Times Read: 571


An interesting bit of Dark Souls 2 lore... There was a war with the giants, much like in Elden Ring, and from the corpses of the giants these huge trees sprouted. In Elden Ring you find the skulls of... something humanoid shaped that is much bigger than the actual giants that Marika fought against. You find them in Caelid and in the Forbidden Lands. It's never explained what or who they are/were. Trees and giants, both strong themes in both series. Actually, the inaccessible world in Demon's Souls is also a Northern land of giants. I can see the bones of Dark Souls 2 in Elden Ring.
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The scenery in Elden Ring is very reminiscent of DS2. Moreso than 1, I think. I also forgot how unforgiving these old games can be... Weapons having durability, what a pain in the ass. It's also going to be some time before I can get my hands on my trademark Scythe. I'm alright leaning into a katana for now, but the low durability of the katana makes it difficult to use. I just have to get back into that Demon's Souls mindset of repairing my equipment every time I come back into town. You can tell I haven't played DS2 in a good while because...
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My original character is not only not named Bunny, but she's not the classic blonde pigtailed menace. This is pre-Wolfie Era. Feels so long ago...
I guess that's an interesting question. Did Wolfie make me what I am today? Did I become what, and who I did to suit him? Did he make me? The answer is no, really. For about a year before I even met Wolfie I had already been working on myself, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I had already been trying to sync up on the outside what I felt was on the inside. To a degree. Like I've said, I was diagnosed pretty young as borderline, and... That year was really the first time I took trying to fix myself. I hadn't been single in several years, I had bounced from one toxic relationship to another, desperate to not be alone, being with anyone who would have me. And in that time, I decided enough, and I stayed single, and worked on myself, by myself for about a year until he found me. And it's not that he made me. He just helped give me the confidence to be who I was. Which is funny because... he never had the confidence to be who he was. Not really. Always the mask beneath the mask. Maybe he's the one who became what he thought I wanted to suit me. Kind of a mindfuck, actually. I know that sounds crazy that someone so fucked up could help me so much. But he did. And I don't know of he'll ever find the strength to come find me again. It would be difficult for anyone to face the woman you abandoned. It got me thinking about his dad. He used to rage about how his dad had abandoned him. Then he goes... and does the same thing. Learned behavior, I guess. He'd probably be pissed at me for pointing that out, but I'm just calling it like it is. We try so hard not to become our parents, not to make their mistakes. Usually in vain. It's heartbreaking in his case because I'm not the only person he's left behind. He's done it often in his life. And then he turns around, and asks why he's so alone, why everyone leaves him. And it's just like... beloved, you are the one who leaves💔
He just... doesn't see it like that.
I'm sure he looks at me like, "Oh, Bunny finally ran away from the big, bad monster, she finally realized how horrible I am, and ran away like I always said she would, just like everyone else." But I didn't. I fucking didn't. That's NOT what happened. I was forced away.
I hope every day to hear from him. I don't know if I ever will.
But... that's just part of the drama. The anxiety. The excitement.
The...
rocky-horror

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STABB666
STABB666
01:51 Oct 16 2024

+1 For Tim Curry





 

01:10 Oct 15 2024
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Don't you dare go hollow~

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22:20 Oct 14 2024
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I've been talking to people about the etiquette of revives in 76. When your health is emptied, you don't die immediately. Well... unless you blew up, and your body goes flying. From experience, this forces you to do a full respawn right away. But if you simply get shot or smacked to death, you fall to your knees, and other players have to opportunity to revive you with a stimpack. I'm the person in game who will go to any length to get to you, and heal you. Even if I'm across the arena, even if I'm being attacked, even if you're surrounded by enemies, I'll try my hardest to save you. And it's funny because I NEVER let anyone revive me. If I go down, I immediately hit the button to respawn, I don't wait around to be helped. I don't know why I don't let other people help me, but I've always been like that in game. Even when I'm on a team with friends of mine, no body gets to revive me, it's just a weird thing. People often times, even higher levels, underestimate certain enemies. Like the Grafton Monster in Project Paradise. A Grafton Monster is generally a pretty easy kill, but the one that spawns in Project Paradise can, and will kill you in a single hit. So I see a lot of people get downed getting too close to it. Or Scorchbeast Queen. They definitely buffed up Scorchbeasts in general, particularly their energy beam attack because it does way more damage than it used to, and it can easily kill you. That's usually why I end up dead, being dumb, not paying attention. Not switching from my regular armor to my stealth armor when the rad scrubber goes down in Eviction Notice... That happens more than I'd like to admit xD Speaking of Eviction Notice, I saw this.
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And I thought... There ARE people out there who get it. Cause seriously... I know the general 76 player mentality is, "Kill everything as fast as possible as soon as it spawns before anyone else can shoot it!!!" But... You take away a significant amount of legendaries when you do stupid shit like that. You make the game not fun for everyone. And seriously, Bethesda... Nerf explosive weapons. I like that you gave enemies a secondary health bar specifically when they get one-hit blown up by the dumbass with the Cremator. But let's just completely nerf them. Cause the only people who enjoy them are the assholes who use them, and they use them to ruin events for EVERYONE else.

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02:13 Oct 10 2024
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Finally, we're up to level 900. Should've been here a lot sooner, but I missed most of double XP weekend, and I've just been super busy. Who knew. Also today, a level 50 straight up got me fucking killed, and I'm still mad about it xD
I had gone into Project Paradise. Before this event starts, I like to go around the areas, three of them, and kill all the robots roaming around so they're not a pain in my ass during the event. I had opened a door into a small room, it looked clear so I turned to leave. That's when I heard the assaultron say something. At my level, and experience killing an assaultron can be done within a few seconds. So I turned around, and started to shoot as it ran at me. Suddenly, this level 50 asshole walks in front of me, into the doorway, and stands in the doorway, completely blocking me from shooting the assaultron. Realizing, I assume, that it was an assaultron, they backed up right as she fired her face laser. So that laser went straight into me, and before I could move, I was dead. All because this motherfucking moron. And this all happened within a matter of seconds. No, please, by all means... You, level fucking 50, can definitely handle an assaultron better than a level 900. Fucking idiot. I'm still mad xD I felt a little better after respawning, and gunning him down while the assaultron was simultaneously still attacking him. I know I said there's no victory in killing a lower level... But when you get me killed because of your stupidity, yeah no, you're gonna die. Stupid, stupid, stupid idiot. I wanna kill him again xD

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06:35 Oct 09 2024
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I'm so fucking tired of the lazy remakes, is the gaming industry seriously so hard-up, and out of ideas that they need to remake games that aren't that old? I can see the merit in remaking older games. Like Silent Hill 2. Do I think Silent Hill 2 needed to be remade? Absolutely not, the original is perfect. But it's an older generation game so I can see bringing it into the future for more people to enjoy. That being said, I encourage anyone to play the original Silent Hill games. But why are we bringing Until Dawn inti the future when it's still a very accessible game? I don't get it. I understand that Until Dawn is probably the best of Supermassive's games, it's honestly the only halfway good one. The Quarry is ok. The Dark Anthology games are... awful. I approve not working on those, those games are all terrible, but bringing back a good game to cover up all the bad is like bringing back Commander Sheperd to cover Andromeda. It's just a scummy thing to do. Instead of fixing what's wrong, let's just go back to what works, right? Fucking lazy.

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23:27 Oct 08 2024
Times Read: 742


EcaN
Sometimes... someone in 76 will get pissed off at me, and I'll have no idea what I did xD
I was in Eviction Notice, and the event had ended so I was walking around looting corpses when this bitch walks up to me, attempts to punch me, and vigorously thumbs down emotes me. And I am fucking befuddled, like, wtf did I do to you xD I have a couple theories. Possibly they were angry I had started the event when I got there. Here's my mentality on event etiquette... If I've been in a server long enough to know who else is there, particularly who shows up to events, and most of who shows up to events are higher in level, like 500+... Yeah, I'm not waiting. Because it's on you to get your ass to an event when it pops, you should not have the entitled expectation that people are going to wait, up to 5/6 minutes, for you. Also, if it's mostly higher levels, why would I wanna wait around, and give you fuckers the opportunity to steal my kills? That just doesn't make sense to me. Seems that if I get there first, that's an advantage for me. Now if it's mostly lower levels, I will wait at least a couple minutes. And maybe that's bad because it seems to be a running theme that lower levels who then become higher expect the same consideration they got when they were lower. If you're level 50 then I treat you much differently I'd you're level 550. When you're higher, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. So I dunno, maybe she was pissed about that. But her, and I'm assuming her partner both had names with "psycho" in them so maybe she felt threatened by me somehow. Because I definitely want your man xD People are fucking wild. I mean, look, if I were playing a game with Wolfie, and any female got too close to his character I would definitely like... pull out the flamethrower. So I get it. But I'm definitely not trying to take anyone's Fallout boyfriend. I was talking to my sister about my 11 year old niece having an Xbox boyfriend... I know exactly, all too well the kinda creeps you meet in online gaming. Better shut that down. Which might sound hypocritical because I've met several guys online. But not in like... 9/10 years. And I definitely wasn't 11 years old. But I also wasn't smart about meeting them, and most of them were complete garbage people with absolutely no redeeming qualities. Not serial killers or anything obviously, but still. Wtf do you need to be meeting guys online at 11 for anyway?

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06:02 Oct 08 2024
Times Read: 772


To battle my cat's uncontrollable urge to sleep on my PS5...
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I got him his very own kitty hammock placed in the window. And as you can see, it beats even the PS5, especially since I put my Sailor Moon blanket in it which is his favorite blanket. He's definitely not spoiled at all xD But the PS5 is saved~

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21:56 Oct 04 2024
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When I can't see my AP cause there's a big, fat cat in my way xD
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Ok, now he's just trolling💀
I know I complain about people standing in front of me, but half the screen? Who paid you to do this? Was it Longnutz6969 or FrodoTeaBaggins?

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07:26 Oct 03 2024
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My dad asked me if he bought me a gaming PC if I'd use it.
I mean, yeah, why not? I don't have anything against PC gaming. I have a lot against Xbox, but PC never did me dirty. I used to PC game a lot as a teenager. A lot of Diablo, Neverwinter Nights, Alice, Myst, and there was one game about hatching these fuzzy little goblin creatures out of eggs, and like taking care of them across this 2D world. The only thing I really remember about that game is my creatures constantly died, I was a horrible mother, big surprise xD Definitely didn't leave any of them to die just because they were so fucking ugly🙄
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Then there was Cold Shadow which I think was about a ninja duck. Never got good at that game. Dungeon Siege, haven't thought about that game in forever, pretty sure I beat that one. Yeah, so I'm not against PC gaming, I just happened to fall in love with the Playstation~

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02:56 Oct 03 2024
Times Read: 874


Moonshine Jamboree really brings out the butthurt in people. Never fails, someone always gets pissed off at me, specifically me, during this event. And it's very targeted. Is it because I'm dressed in pink? Is it the pigtails? Or is it just because I'm that much better than everyone there? Cause for example today I was in Moonshine, and there was also a level 999, and a level 3,000+. But some level 100 jackass specifically comes up to me, gets in my face, attempts to body block me. Pretty bold from a level 100, gotta say. Pretty fucking stupid. Like, why me? The level 999 was shooting in the exact same area as me, why come after me? I've moved where I stand in Moonshine.
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Up to the big rock. It's just a better tactical position, I can see much better from there, I have clearer aim. Some people consider this spawn camping, I disagree, I think there's plenty of area between me, and the tree to the far right where most of the enemies spawn. Spawn camping is, in my opinion, when idiots stand right beside the tree, and some people do. It's funny to watch because they're always still too slow to kill anything before I do. Maybe that's why people get mad xD It's mind-blowing that, that's the elementary school mentality of so many people on these online games, they can't handle it when someone is better than them. If someone were better than me in a server, and it genuinely bothered me, I'd switch servers. I wouldn't go out of my way to to show them how bothered I am by them. Like, this is a competitive game, what do you expect? It's not, but the weak events make it competitive because you have to be better, faster, smarter than every other player who shows up or you will get nothing from that event. It's not on me to allow you to get what you need. Take it for yourself or sit the fuck out. I blame the nice 76 community. It's good to help people, to a degree, but then these people get higher in level, and still expect to be treated like babies, like you should hold back, and hold their hands, and give them wins until they're as high level as you. Once you're above, maybe level 100, you should be fully capable of handling yourself alone, and if you can't, fix your fucking character. Relying on anyone for anything in an online multi-player game is pathetic. And again, it's fine if these were actual children being dumbasses on a game, but it's almost always grown fucking men. And people wonder why I'm done with relationships xD There are a lot of reasons, but every time I look around at men, I'm reminded why I love being single. For fuck's sake.
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It is something I've noticed, and have been curious about... Legendary equipment can have up to three legendary effects. But there are two remaining empty stars that are never filled. There's room for 4-star, and 5-star mods, they just haven't ever existed. Not yet anyway. I dunno, there are already some pretty OP people running around the Wasteland, myself included. You really wanna give us more? I'm curious why they never implemented them, and why now they might be considering it🤔

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06:29 Oct 01 2024
Times Read: 827


Nevermind.
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That's an Elden Ring platinum🖤
592 hours later...
Finally, it is done~
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Profugus
Profugus
23:13 Oct 04 2024

There's nothing like getting that final trophy/achievement to 100% a game.





 

06:09 Oct 01 2024
Times Read: 837


The game... has changed when it comes to finding the elusive Asylum Uniforms in 76. Sources have told me that now, officially since the last update, Mutated Party Packs have a chance to drop uniforms. Even the red one. Not sure why they decided to add this, but it has caused the 76 community to erupt into chaos because suddenly those packs are worth A LOT. I happen to have a lot of them in my stash. You get these packs from doing mutated events, obviously, and they always have a legendary item, some junk scrap, some stimpacks, and super stimpacks. The reason I have so many is because a pack weighs like 1 pound whereas stims and super stims are heavy, they can easily put on significant weight to your character carrying even like 20 of them around. So instead of carrying a pack of supers, I carry like 10 packs, all of which have 6 or 7 supers in them, but only weigh 10 pounds til you pop it. It's just a good way to carry a lot of stims for much less weight. So I've got a lot of packs stashed away, and any of them could have my red asylum uniform. And I'm really tempted to go open every single one of them... But I won't. I dunno. I've been hunting thay damn dress over a year now. To get it like that instead of actually finding it... Takes away from it a little bit. Plus, it means my selling dresses for loads of caps is probably at an end if the rarity of them goes down the drain. So I have mixed feelings about it. Obviously I want it... But do I want it like this?
In other news:
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We're going back into Dark Souls 2, get excited xD
Because I've been saying I would ever since I platinumed DS1 and Bloodborne, and I'm still one trophy away from my Elden Ring platinum. But yeah, I haven't played 2 in several years, maybe since PS3 era so I'm sure there will be a lot of mindless lore rambling to come~

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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
21:24 Oct 01 2024

I can't wait!








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