Xzavier's Vampire Journal

Xzavier's Journal

THIS JOURNAL IS ON 144 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTS
Honor: 0 [ Give / Take ]

1 entry this month

← Jul 2007

Apr 2008 →

Pain from Within
22:52 Oct 31 2007
Times Read: 747

I sit here alone in the darkness

A knife cutting through my skull

Such a pounding have I received

Eyes flicker with light

Sounds and smells corrupt

The very fiber of my being calls for aid

Curling up on the floor a tear breaks forth

My teeth grind together, anything to stop the pain

The feel of a train going passed my ears

Waves of despair course my mind

Getting up I stumble and fall

Wishing for the end of all

Climbing upon my bed I lay and wait

The final push, my body convulses with pain

I scream for comfort yet there is none to come

Alone I lay in the darkness

As I toss and turn from the reeling within

My soul begins to die

An explosion of pain like lightening through the brain I weep

Crying with no ease in sight

I think to myself if only I could die

With what strength I have left I shove my head into the wall

For a moment the pain is relieved

Like a flood it comes again, my eyes grow dark and void

Minutes seem like hours and hours like an eternity

No man should suffer from this.

Xzavier McInnes

J.B.R2322 #"5b"