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-All of us

When I talk about the darkness,

I mean the stuff in side,

Deep inside.

The drive for evil.



The frost covering a lonely soul.

The heat of regret,

That keeps that soul going.



I live on the down low.

I have to keep,

This secret to tell.

No one can have the chance.

Unless they already know.



Bursting and Willing

-Amy

Fog laced with red blood,

The snow still falling,

Preserving her body,

Tis a shame.

That such beauty,

Has gone to waste.

All I know is I did my job.

Even if I left her.

My anger melting the snow,

Till I vanish.



The heat now blistering my face,

And wails of agony drift.

I meet with my master.

As we converse,

A fallen one comes in.



As I am dismissed,

I hear her soft voice though,

The Nether.

Softly saying,

"I was your job, I forgive you."



I walk away quickly trying to hide,

The tears in my eyes.



Scared and Blistered

-John

Alone I run.

I know that false.

The time has come,

To make a great leap,

Not of faith not of hope,

But of strength.



To show that I can and will be fine.

On the inside I'm a weak coward,

That is afraid of my own shadow.

On the outside I'm a warrior.

No lie will hurt me. No boy can break my heart.

Double cross me I will hurt you.



No one will head this warning in a million years.

My wall that surrounds me,

Is unclimbable.



But...



I beg please be my friend.



Alone and angry,

Amy

My angel has fallen,

She has saved me,

From my demons,

That rage inside,

This sphere of thought.



My therapist has failed,

In what everyone else has,

Trying to shield me from this,

World of hate and sorrow.



But. . . .



I like it. . . .



I wallow in the grief,

and stir the pot of envy.

Many don't know that my angel,

Is a Demon.



Dark and devious,

Heidi

"It's all your fault!" Dad screams.

"Phone now!" Mom declares.

My hopes for help drain,

"Go to your room!" Dad says.

Their feeble attempt to get rid of me.



Few Hours Later . . .



They come in heads bowed,

I know somethings wrong,

But choose to ignore it.

Dad comes forward,

Lays my phone on my hand.



Its on the latest received text.



Good bye, May god bless.



I look at the other messages.

Pleas for help, love, and hope.



Now a few days later.......



I'm standing in all black.

In sorrow, hate, and love.

trying to stay strong and not cry.



Love to all

Heidi