My heart is beating through my chest. I try to calm it, tell it this time it's wrong and it is being ridiculous. My heart persist and pays no mind to my pleas.
I ignore it but it beats harder, quicker, so much that I can't sleep. I feel it in my stomach, now I can't eat.
It beats violently like it's in it's personal insane asylum.
I can't stand it anymore and I give into it like a mother to a spoiled child.
This calms it and I can breathe deep... it's over and like I said you were wrong.
This is short lived. This was not enough to keep it satisfied for long. I have nothing left, you were wrong. Now let me move on.
This means war!
My soul is peace loving by nature but under my heart's occupation it becomes tired and lifeless like other tortured souls before it.
On an August night I strap on my boots.
This battle meets the cool September dawn.
I have no confidence in a victory, I have no army of lovers to defend me in this battle.
... I must go
... I must recruit.
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