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Obsession

01:48 Apr 18 2011
Times Read: 451


Why do I feel this way when I see your face?

The way I tremble inside

The way my body burns in heat

The slightest glimpse of your appearance

Makes my head rush

Why did I feel this way…?

The rivers in my pupil

The suffocation in my heart

I feel like I’ve known you forever

And have lost you forevermore

You took my heart and sent me to a fantasy

I’m sure no one else like me can find their way out of

Every memory of you gets me excited

And soon begins to shatter of part of me forever

Was it a mistake…?

Every memory of you is sickening

As these dreams cause me to paralyze

Was it a mistake?

You took my heart and crushed it

And you may have not of noticed

And yet I insist to love you

Carrying the memory and burden in my heart

Was it a mistake?

I wish you were aware of what you’ve done to me

I wish I could tell you for real

How I feel

And knew you would care

Were you a lie…?

Or my loss?

Was I a mistake?

To be in love with you

Like the last fool was?

You have him now

And it’s been a while

So what will you do now?

Will he end up like me too?

And the others you’ve fooled?

Did you enjoy this?

Or were you too blind to be aware?

Hate that I love you

But still loved you all the more

Were you a mistake

After all?


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Fantasy

23:48 Apr 17 2011
Times Read: 456


I dreamt of you last night

That image, I must say

You were so beautiful

How did we come to be?

I felt your skin, so close

Almost for the first time

I swear we'll touch again

I will not let you go...



(I'm still right there with you

Just thought I'd let you know...)



And when the Space collides

The stars will fly, and I wish for you to see

As the stars rush towards the other side

I wonder what I should still believe...



And then we see the moons gather together in the midnight sky

The stars glowing in rage

The planets soon begin to fade away

They crash together, awaking a new age

And I had no other choice

This is the new beginning

This is the new beginning…



Fall

The darkness gathers

And takes the air away

Awake the new beginning

So that I know it’s worth it all

I will not fall

We will not fall again

This is not the end



This took my breath away

I couldn’t hear another word you say

You say you were there

Now I find myself looking for you all over again

Nothing was lost

There’s absolutely nothing for you to worry about, my dear

I’m still here

I’m still here…



(There’s something that needs to be done

And I refuse to die till it’s done and over

I will not fall if I can’t reach

We will never go down again…)

This is not the end!


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Lost

23:45 Apr 17 2011
Times Read: 457


It's like I felt this smile on my face for the very first time

My heart starts beating too fast for me

The memories are lodged into my head

Why can't we bring these days back again?

I'll always wonder, these fantasies

That I see when I close my eyes

It starts to burn, the more I feel

The more I see, where have you gone?



I'm so tired, unexplained emotion, these fears

I just wanted to know

I know that you do love me

But why don't you show me?

Because I'm feeling a bit lost



I have you into my life

And I will keep you in my heart forevermore

There is nothing I could do

To get my way from you

It just wouldn't be right

Our silence drives me insane

The place I'm kept alone makes it seem more confusing to me

You must still be there...

But I really don't believe!



I'm so tired, unexplained emotion, these fears

I just wanted to know

I know that you do love me

But why don't you show me

Because I'm feeling a bit lost



And then the moment I see you, everything is alright

We hold on, we won't let each other fall

It was just the way that I remembered

Then it started getting better

Until I opened my eyes!

(I knew it was too good to be true

Without you...)



I'm so tired, all of these emotions, these dreams

I just want you to know

You know that I'll always love you

Though I wish I could show you

Because I know that you're not here


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