it was Not a complete success this year Sadly.
my dad was pestard over my wanting to turn off every light in the house.
my mom went along w/ it which was nice of her have to remember to buy her something she would like.
I told the children that it was important that they turn off their lights it took ten min to fully clear everything. except what was in my dads room which at the the end became his tv set which was better then nothing turned off at all.
but I stayed in high spirits the whole way through and thought about all the other ppl in the world doing their part tho no one on my block cared or probably even knew about it got me thinking about next year what I could do to improve this problem which was
to on this day that we celebrate earth hour i would hand out either flyers or stickers or something to remind everyone to turn off all your lights and get everyone to open their eyes to a bigger and more beautiful picture.
and my father makes it so easy I can't stand him I hate being arround himeverything about him he erks me so much I try to bite my toung b/c of the lil shit he does that causes me to be upset and want to smash his head through a window I try to stay calm but I am jsut so ready to move on
if him and I get in to an argument it automatically becomes my moms fault like I don't have a mind of my own and I don't see the bull shit he pulls
if theres something he don't like he puts everyone down and mostly downs my mother and she has enough issues I mean why can't he jsut be silenced just because he don't like somethign the whole house has to be uproared and full of tention b/c he can't contain himself
he makes me sick he doens't take resposability for anything he does, he picks with people because of the amount of money he makes compared to my mother and I and then with every job my mother gets thats actually good paying he has something to say "you can't do this" or they don't pay!
I fucking can't stand him
two weeks. thats all I 'm waiting for is the 31st to come and take me away.
GOOD NIGHT! Geez I'm pooped I am ready to just fall over. if you read the what i did today you'd know why. man I'm beat!
anyways just thought I'd share w/ you a quote
"live life get paid then get laid"
inspiring words from the "Finchmyster!"
I love American wedding Finch is just "my type" I sware he's just too cute!
but anyways Night!
I'm thinking about time going by death
the beginning and the present not exactly in the order but... I am worried, as well worried about alot of things I can't help myself.
this here is for my thoughts it will be jumbled if you can make sence of it all then thats good b/c me I'm just venting
I'm restless right now can't sleep I have a krank in my neck and feel like a truck has run me over atleast twice
:/ I'm so drained
I perfected the voice of moaning martle from harry potter the ghost girl who dwells in the girls bathroom where she mysteriously died.
I was feeling down and decided to do voice thingys was concidering doing voice overs for a living however I havn't a clue how to geti n the business where do I start? any one anyone ??? I thought soo
I'm a lil depressed as well this whole job corps things has got my brain all wonky :/ want to finnally hear them say "your in!" thats all!
anyways I'm going now my eyes are hurting i"m gonna go lay down now ta ta
MoonLight
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Fizbop
05:15 Apr 01 2009
I had a power outage taht day my power was all off. Most the people around here didn't do anything about earth hour either. Seems people still don't give a damn about the planet.