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Theres not that much that is really strange, more like tiresum. 2 days ago I wake up and stay up all night. Which came yesterday at 10am I finally went to bed for 3 hours then have stayed awake till today. I cant go to bed now because its 10:23am and I am going out and going to visit family. Im not even tired but I believe that I soon will be. I know that it is not healthy but wat am I to do.. its so fun lol!!!



Well Since I have been away I feel more happy, except for those strange dreams lol!!! Seriously, sum of these dreams are so morbid, and I aint used to having those. Also, I cant wait till Alyse, a good friend of mine, comes back down because I miss her lots. She is down in New York, and what also sux is that she has a camera. lol!! Shes my photographer lol!!!



Anyhows.. so I am going to be going to see my sister and sleep over ther. Wat sux is that I have to go see my mother also. Now ur probably wondering wat is rong with my mother.. and that is easy to answer... shes a snobby bitch who acts like a 5 year old. I mean seriously.. its not becuz Im the teen... she really is immature for her age. In the past 5 years she has even gotten more strict, and she is only 34 years old. Did any of you have to go through this much trouble when you were younger, or is still going through this trouble. I dont live with her thank god.. but she is freaken drives me crazy. LMFAO!!! Anyhows please send me mail about ur opinion about my personal weirdness lol!!! THX xxxx





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I am involved with a band, Young at Heart, and we are having some difficulties. We need background music. Yes we could make our own which is kinda hard since we are only able to use the instruments we know, or find someone who can play a certain instrument and has one of their own. If we can find music on the internet that no one is going to use thats great to. The problem with that though is that we have to give them credit on the CD, and even we might still get sued or w.e. We have alot of good ideas but sometimes they are just to hard to accomplish!!!



If anyone has any ideas please send me a message thx!!!



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I feel like sumthing is happening to me. For example when I moved to to my friends for summer vacation my dreams suddenly have turned into a different direction and they have been scaring me. I see death and painful things happen to me and around me in these dreams. Also, when I woke up this morning I felt taller. ALOT TALLER, but I dont think I grew much. My teeth feel sharper and I can feel a fang I natually have kinda touch my lip. Like it grew longer in a night. I have been having headaches, and a few days ago my insides felt weird, and they felt like my belly was going to cave in. I didnt tell my friend, but yesterday she told me her stomach didnt feel well either.. and I dont think it was just a normal thing. I have been sleeping later then I usually do. And I constantly is craving food. I ate alot of food before... but I have been really hungry the past few days.





Can anyone send me some ideas of what this could be??

Right now I am thinking about my bedroom at my house. I had painted it black with red on the door frame and the bottem of the frames edge along my walls. I had put all the furniture and posters in and up, and had shelves put up in my room.

I am thinking about buying new shelves, and removing everything. Right now I am on vacation so I cannot really do anything, but I was wondering about peoples ideas of a perfect room to feel safe in and to feel it suits the person you are!!! Also does anyone know any perfect stores in Ontario, Canada where you can buy the perfect cross for the top of the door because I really want one, lol!!!



Anyhow please send me sum messages on your idea of the perfect room. Or give me a list of stores where they sell nice stuff. It doesnt have to be anything gothic... anything you like suits me. So please send me sum of your ideas. THX



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