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what do you do when every thing is over your friends have changed and











no one is sober and you try your best to hide the cuts on your arms and chest











with blade in hand each tare you think about how your friends act like they care XxXxXxX

what is life life is pain what is pain pain Is what makes me want to split the main vain what is lust lust is what you think is love a so called gift from above what is death death is a peaceful rest what i do best XxXxXxX

Am I awake yet? Can't you feel Everything's supposed to be real When you're awake But I can't feel When everything around me isn't real ...But I'm awake Am I awake yet? Can't you see me When you open your eyes Or am I just a dream Why can't I realize I'm awake Maybe I'm dead Trapped within my head So I'm dead Remembering all the things you said Am I awake yet? I'm already dead Am I alive yet? But you're in my head Am I dead yet? Life is my bed Upon which my heart I lay When will this dream Ever go away? Life is a dream As I lay awake Death is my life When will I ever wake Am I dead yet? Am I alive yet? Am I awake yet? Hand amongst my head Laying me down within life's bed "Go back to sleep," you said "You're already dead"

im lookin and searchin for that one man that was never there. 17 years and i know he dont care. left me at 3 days with out a bye. im 17 and still never said hi, and you ask me why why i say i hope he dies. i dont mean it im just tired of this lie, and that one day of the year. you know the one that brings me tears. i know if i see him i wont be able to look him in the eye. cuz i dont want that man to see his little boy cry. im not going to lie. im writin this down whippin tears from my eye, but if i die before we meet forever i will lay and weep.XxXxXxX