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Well I've booked the holiday to San Fransisco. I'll be going to San Fransisco in September but my flight will be from Heathrow Airport to San Fransisco International Airport stopping in New York to change planes. My plane is surprising the airbus a380 from Heathrow to New York then a 747 from New York to San Fransisco.

Just been through Leicester to do some shopping. Unfortunately the road I take into the city center is closed so I had to make a detour. This detour took me through some place that looked like the middle east. Its a Sharia controlled zone, Mosque every 2 blocks and the population was purely middle eastern. It felt really uncomfortable driving through that place and it was a "No go zone" for non Muslim people. Wish I remembered the name of the place now. Anyways at the back of my mind I was constantly thinking I was going to get attacked.

I've bottled up a lot of stress and general negativity so I've booked a 3 week holiday to the United States. Going to soak up the sun and see the sights in San Fransisco. Its going to be a long flight from England to the US.

Its funny the millennial snowflakes are against free speech and pro-censorship. These millennial's want to silence anyone with a different opinion's and deem what they say as a hate crime while using every "ist and ism" in the dictionary to silence other peoples opinions. People have rights to freedom of speech/expression and the lefties want to silence the very thing they are using to protest.

Millennial's let me tell you free speech works! Everybody has the right to speak their minds. You have the right to agree or disagree, you have the right to offend or be offended, you like everybody else have the rights to speak of what's on their minds, even people who everybody hates have a right to speak (as long as their not inciting violence to others) and you have the right to speak out against their hate but you don't have the right to silence others but you have the right to ignore what you don't like. The only time something is deemed hate speech is when a group of people are subjected to verbal attacks on their ethnic or religious backgrounds and threatened with physical violence. Unfortunately you millennials can't see/hear these boundaries.

You millennials get upset over "micro aggressions" no matter what they are. I could turn round and say something small and sarcastic about Americans as a bit of banter but I mean nothing by it and if they didn't like it I'll apologise to them. Hell even Americans can say something small and sarcastic about me been British but at the end of the day its harmless banter and I have a strong enough backbone to take it as banter. What I'm getting at here is tolerance. Everybody has a level of tolerance for sarcasm and if someone says something sarcastic that you didn't like then assertively point it out. Cause 9/10 the person who made that sarcastic remark would apologise. Like I said before everybody has the right to offend and be offended but most people get upset over small things that a simple apology could fix. This "micro aggression" in life is unavoidable no matter what and most people don't realise that they gave of this "micro aggression" half the time. All you got to do is either point it out and the other person would apologise, take it as banter and say something sarcastic back or just simply shrug it off.

Millennials just do the world a favor by getting out your "safe space", grow up and meet us adults in the real world!

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immortalxkiss
14:56 Jun 29 2017

By all accounts, I'm considered a millennial, as I was born in 1987 and they tend to group it starting with the early 1980s. However, I don't fit the title as much as those younger than myself do, but, I still fit it to an extent. Maybe if people stop pandering to the bullshit, the younger generations wouldn't be so sheltered in their lives? I know, typical millennial nonsense, blaming other people. But, think about it. This attitude a lot of people perceive in my generation, this "safe space" stuff comes about from those older than us feeding into the political correctness we find today. These are learned behaviors, not innate. Parents created this, teachers fed into it for at least 17 years (more if they go to college), but oh no, it's totally our fault and we need to grow up and get past what we've been spoonfed all our lives. Logic.

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Wolfofthenorth
15:48 Jun 29 2017

I consider millennials to be 2000's. They are spoonfed crap in schools and colleges while given special treatment so their feelings don't get hurt. They are told that their generation will make the whole world will be all sunshine, rainbows, progressive and equal... But they haven't considered human nature into their little world. Everybody has their own opinions and there is going to be disagreements no matter what in their sheltered lives. As for all the problems in the world who do they blame? Us for everything. Especially us white men... Apparently we're plague... Well that's just Liberal logic...

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immortalxkiss
16:07 Jun 29 2017

The millennial generation begins in 1982 and ends roughly around 2005. If you're talking about kids born in the 2000's, you're not really talking about millennials. You're talking about an entirely new generation.

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Wolfofthenorth
16:11 Jun 29 2017

Well the new generation then.

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So Anita Sarkeesian has a restraining order on Sargon of Akkad... Lol... She can't take criticism for the stupidity she dishes out on YouTube. She expects to call everyone down without getting her little fee fees hurt in return. Lol Sarkeesian fails big time. This reminds me. I wonder if Undoomed has another video uploaded. I know Bearing is gearing his videos up on the Sargon of Akkads restraining order on how Sarkeesian was clearly the bully at VidCon calling Sargon down for his content he's rightful to create.

Lyrics:

Define your meaning of war
To me it's what we do when we're bored
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
And it makes me want it more
Because I'm hyped up out of control
If it's a fight, I'm ready to go
I wouldn't put my money on the other guy
If you know what I know that I know

It's been a long time coming
And the table's turned around
'Cause one of us is going
One of us is going down
I'm not running,
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is going
One of us is going down

Define your meaning of fun
To me it's when we're getting it done
[The explicit version: "Is it fuckin', druggin' or guns"]
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
So get ready for another one
Let's take a trip down memory lane
(Do you remember me?)
The words circling in my brain
(And what you did to me)
You can treat this like another all the same
But don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain

It's been a long time coming
And the table's turned around
'Cause one of us is going
One of us is going down
I'm not running,
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is going
One of us is going down

This is hardly worth fighting for
But it's the little petty shit that I can't ignore
With my fist in your face, and your face on the floor
[The explicit version: "When my fist hits your face and your face hits the floor"]

It'll be a long time coming
But you got the message now
'Cause I was never going
Yeah, you're the one that's going down

One of us is going down
I'm not running,
It's a little different now
'Cause one of us is going
One of us is going down

One of us is going down

Feminists... How stupid can they get honestly... Apparently there's not limit to their stupidity... I read an article about their manifesto. Apparently they want to sterilise all men and put us into slave labor and extermination camps like Auschwitz. PIV will be illegal, no medical treatment for men cause we're expendable. Women will reproduce through laboratory insemination (test tube children). Any male children that are produced in the lab will be future slaves, all women will live comfortable lives in an all female community. Men who refuse to collaborate will be executed and women will eventually rule the world once all men are dead... What do they expect??? All men dead while all the women sit by a campfire singing kumbayah with flowers in their hair?!? Has misandry ever crossed their minds? Oh wait it has... Only the media glorifies misandry and calls it "equality"... No matter how "cute" and "pretty" they make feminism out to be. They will always be corrupt, manipulative genocidal morons.

As if it wasn't enough... Women already view us men as dumb Homer Simpson type men...

There's always that one guy people seem to know. This guy I know he's a bit of a chav/hoodlum who knows a lot of people in Leicester. His vocabulary is mostly text speak. My vocabulary ain't great cause of dyslexia but his is hilarious. He texts like "hey bruv wat u doin 2day m8" and talks like "you got any plans today cuz". Real British slang or chavlish. Anyways it turns out he knows the little sh*ts that mugged me last night and was kind enough to give me their address. So I'm going to pay them a little visit. I'm sure their parents will be delighted to know what their kids get up to outside.

Well my day did get worse. Not only did I accidentally break the TV trying to switch the HDMI from one console to another I also ended up getting into a melee with some local yobs. All I wanted was to get some cigarettes from the shop but instead I ended up with no cigarettes, £20 shorter and a black eye...

This sucks! Went to change over the HDMI cables from my PS4 to Xbox, tripped up and landed on the TV putting a crack in the screen... As if my luck couldn't get any worse... Now that I've said that it probably will. It always does...

Well I've been on World of Tanks in my new Valkyria chronicles tank called The Nameless. We was losing the battle in team destruction. We killed off 3 enemy tanks and my team just dissolved around me. Next thing I know its 1 vs 12... I'm backed into a corner but the WoT gods smiled upon me. The enemies show up in force and the next thing I know I ricocheted at least 40 high damage impacts and killed all 12 enemies, securing my High Caliber, Steel wall, Top gun and Kolobanov's medal. Probably never be able to that again.

Lyrics:

Hate your goddamn, motherf**king, sh*tty ass band
Hate the way you've got my back while you're holding out your hand
Hate the way you pussies talk sh*t, hiding on the web
Just the fact you think you know me makes me f**ked up in the head
Hate your nails, hate your hair, hate the fact I even care
Hate the way you said you loved me but you f**king weren't there
Hate your friends, hate your folks, it's a stupid f**kin' hoax
Hate the way I tried to change when the whole thing was a joke

I... hate... you...
That's an understatement
I... hate... you...
For who you are

I hate you
And all you stand for
I don't care
Anymore
I gave you
100 chances
You gave me
A hundred ways to hate

Hate your face, hate your lies and the blank look in your eyes
Hate your needs, hate your wants, hate the way you love to taunt
Hate your voice, makes me cringe every time I hear you speak
It's uncomfortable to know you share the same air as me
Hate your lack of common sense and I'm tired of compromising
Take a good look at the end, 'cause it's just on the horizon
I've been wrong about a lot of sh*t, this I know is true
There's a hundred f**king things that I hate about you

I... hate... you...
That's an understatement
I... hate... you...
For who you are

I hate you
And all you stand for
I don't care
Anymore
I gave you
100 chances
You gave me
A hundred ways to hate

I hate you
100 ways
I don't care
100 ways to hate
I gave you
A million chances
You gave me
A hundred ways to hate

A hundred ways
A hundred ways to hate

Lyrics:

My heart is frozen
My soul's been broken
The whole world's on my mother f**kin' shoulders
and I can't seem to control it
I can't contain it
And I just don't give a sh*t
You need to feel the way that I feel
but you'll never f**kin' know it

Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
You try but you can't reach me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
There is nothing you can teach me
In hell
Motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I swear you're out to get me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I'd live but you won't let me
BURN

Your life's been wasted
You'll die forsaken
You act like the world's on your shoulders
but it's not there so you fake it
Do you embrace it
How do you take it
I'll never feel the way that you feel
I'd rather f**king break it

Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
You try but you can't reach me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
There is nothing you can't teach me
In hell
Motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I swear you're out to get me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I'd live but you won't let me

Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
BURN MOTHERF**KER BURN

BURN!!!
BURN!!!
BURN!!!

Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
BURN MOTHERF**KER

Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
You try but you can't reach me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
There is nothing you can teach me
In hell
Motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I swear you're out to get me
Burn motherf**ker burn motherf**ker burn
I'd live but you won't let me
BURN

BUUURRRRNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Had to censor it. Don't think cancer would approve if it wasn't censored.

In dire need of a haircut. But can't think of a style to have. Shall I grow the top of my head down to my neck and have the sides completely shaved off? Can't find any good short haired metal styles. Was planning of going bold but my hairs too thick and I won't look good bold cause of the shape of my head. Any ideas?

Throughout the years my life has been a rough ride. Really rough. First started when my father became an alcoholic. He used to drink himself stupid, accuse my mother of cheating, beat me for stepping out of line and sleep with other women. My fake friends exploited me for money and laughed at me behind my back. My first love threw me away for an older bloke during my GCSE's while my parents where getting a divorce. Girls I liked used to toy with me, play with my feelings and emotions. After my parents divorced I moved to a new area, a rough area with gang activity and prostitution. The gangs and prostitutes never bothered with me. It was a blessing in disguise, they left me alone I left them alone. Along comes my future step father. He's violent, aggressive and horrible to me when my mother is out of the house at work. He called me everything that was awful that you could/can find in the dictionary. So I signed up for the army to get the hell out of there. It worked until my medical records came to bite me in the ass. I was and still am fit enough to enlist again but I can't cause of asperges syndrome... So they shipped me back home. Back to hell with that vile man. After years of abuse, torment and suffering I finally snapped and so does my mother after she caught wind of what my step fathers like. A vile man. My mother boots him out and she can finally rebuild her life. As for me. The damage has already been done.

I came across my fake friends not long ago after years of been away from them. They didn't like what they have seen. They saw a monster before them. Fear in their faces made me smile. They saw my intent to harm them so I played a little game to see how long it will take for one of them to piss their pants. It didn't take long after grabbing one of them by the throat and watching his face turn blue. I enjoyed watching him gasp for air while his feet dangled in the air. A man can only take so much before the monster inside him is awaken. I welcome my old fake friends to a place where dreams become nightmares.

Well I expected this. I'm a loner. Not many people to talk to both in person or online. Not that I'm complaining but more reflecting on things. Anyways I need to learn to write these journals without seeming self-centered or vein. Its not who I am.

No matter what I do I can never remain settled. Been going to the gym nearly everyday, cycling, pumping iron, martial arts and swimming just wear myself out and spend up to 4 hours in the gym alone.

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FeverDreams
15:29 Jun 24 2017

The beast can never be tamed ... worn out maybe ... but never tamed.

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Well this is cliché. I find sitting in a graveyard alone seems to make me feel better and clears my mind especially at night. Unlike been out during the day amongst other people. Have to stick on Spotify and listen to Living Sacrifice - Flatline just to blank out everyone else's existence to go about my day. Don't know why sitting in a graveyard sipping on a bottle of cherry lucozade seems to set my mind at ease...