i'm back again
i'm gone for good, i'll try to live although everyone here is what has kept me alive and i'm sorry but this is it.
my heart is detroyed and gone now. all i can do is live for my brothers and sisters here and everyone else in my family and the woman that i love that i don't have a chance with............
i'm sorry angelkiller, drcullen, Aracon, firedrake and everyone...............................
I'll live and maybe one day............... i'll return..........................................................................................................................................
i maybe going away for awhile............. and sorry but a person can only take but so much pain before they gotta get away.... and sorry everyone that i love and care for..... my friends, i understand if you hate me and i'm sorry.... and i hope that everyone will be okay....
i feel like the one person that i love most in the entire world no longer want to talk to me or anything. she does send me a message back from time to time but i feel un trust worthy and slowly i'm dieing inside, losing all emotion and feeling.
telling me that she gotta go because she need to get rest but stays on two more hours like i'm not there. tellling me that she's busy. talking to others more but not me.... why even bother sending message if you don't want to talk to me half the time.....
and i have seen it happen before too, at some point i thought that i was finally worth it but i guess i'm not...
i have been called sweet and kind by her but i don't feel that way not anymore....
i hate living, the only reason that i live anymore is for people i care for (including her).... dranking and dranking and dranking.... my life is becoming a living hell....
I feel better now that I have talked to her again. ^_^
There's a special woman and sister that I hardly see anymore because we keep missing each other when she comes on and when I come on. I miss her, life is no fun without her, it feel so dull and depressing...... -_-
you'll find new pictures with me with make up on in my portfolio.......
COMMENTS
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Blackholesun
10:19 May 26 2009
NO FUCKING WAY
you are back...........!
sweeeet!
now it all begins
DrCullen
14:35 Jun 12 2010
Wolfen, please don't go again, I have this site because of you alone. Don't leave me again.