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I feel so much better today! Better than I have in months. I finally am starting to feel reconnected to my magick. My dear friend Andy helped me last with some energy work and I feel so much better. So today I woke up to a very good start and I feel new and like I can do anything. I am so lucky to have some many great people care about me.



My sister is here for the weekend which is always nice. We have been best friends since kindergarten and we are more like sisters than anything else. She came over to work on getting the coven organized since we are getting ready to have our first meeting in September. I love it when she is here, she always brightens my day and makes me feel better about everything.



I miss my boyfriend today. He is at work right now and I can't wait until he gets home. Its rainy and much cooler here than it has been and I just want to cuddle him and love on him. He is a great guy and I am so lucky to have someone that loves me so much and that cares about me and never makes me feel bad for the problems that I have. I guess that is really it for now. Just wanted to express how great I feel and that I am thankful for those that are help making that happen.

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anji13
02:56 Aug 01 2011

Glad you're feeling good!

My best friend and I call each other sisters as well, at least now I know we're not the only ones!

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I have felt so disconnected from everything that I enjoy doing. My magickal practices, my writing, my research and reading. I wouldn't say that I have lost my passion for those activities, but maybe feeling a bit less motivated or inspired. I am still feeling my connection to my family and friends, but everything else not so much.



I really hope that its just because of the fact that I moved to a new area of my hometown city three months ago. Its a much busier part of the city and its about a forty minute drive away from where I used to live. I miss my old neighbors and I don't really know anyone here in my new area. I am getting to the point where I am feeling a bit down because I am kind of lonely here, but I know that in time I am sure that I will meet new people here.



I know another reason why I am at risk for getting down and depressed is because my son is starting kindergarten soon. Right now I am a stay at home mother and my son has never been to daycare or preschool (he was too intelligent to get into preschool). I am not worried or upset that he is starting school, I am actually excited for him, but its the fact that I am going to be at home all day by myself. Add that on top of me already feeling lonely here makes me a bit uneasy.



Just for the record I am also disabled and at the moment unable to work, but hopefully that changes soon so I can get a job and go back to college myself and finish my business degree.



So with this whole disconnection thing it makes me feel kind of worse because practicing my magick is one of my favorite things to do. I also have been slacking on getting things in order for my coven to get started and for helping my dear friend in his order which I am a part of as well. I have been having a lot of physical problems as well and maybe that is another reason why.A lot of these physical issues have been big ones with hospital stays and has resulted with a lot of personal despair. I don't know.



I contacted a friend of mine today who is very talented with her magickal studies and mostly with stone work. She suggested that I get some hematite for helping with the reconnection, so this weekend I am going to look for a hematite ring. I hope that it helps with things. I know what I need to do to help with the other issues, so hopefully soon I will be able to get these issues resolved and feel better about things. Until Next time, Blessed Be.