You were my light! you saved my but now that i need you most you're gone and i can't reach you cuz you've made sure of that....
in this dull and dark world you brought excitement and light in it....
where ever you are i just want you to know i'll be keeping an eye out for you..... i won't let anyone hurt my babygirl you deserve so much more than i could give you..
i just want one more talk, one more touch and if one is to much i just want to say thank you for everything, all the things you've done for me
you'll always have my heart
Dear black December,
I'm writing in this eulogy
I don't wanna remember, all I wanna do is forget
This is a black December it's the first time in 18 years that i had to face the holidays with out my gramps and then i look around and nobody has any clue what to do now that we can't go there anymore for these days so these days just turn cold
And where is the one i need to face black December i look around and she's not here and that was my own doing, making mistakes like i'm only capable to do it seems
Smoking seems my only solutions, smoking the cold dark and lonely nights away, looking back at the year that has passed, looking back at how my world was thrashed in the beginning and how light was restored to it only to have that taken away from me as well and now its just a cold black December
so the hush is all I need to hush the misery
The hush that belongs to me, like the hush inside a dream
Just be still
And let the noise just fade away
Dear black December die......................
Why is this world so cruel? simple, with out this cruelty we would be weak! now i have learned turn your heart cold and you'll feel no pain! easy
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LuvlySwan86
05:23 Dec 31 2016
Aww. This is so sad and yet so beautiful.
Be strong Mister. We have to be strong.
I wish my daddy had loved me this much.
All the hugs for you.
Swan.