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I've started hearing them again.

The voices, they're just whispers right now.

I know what's coming next, medication and therapy..



But honestly I just don't care anymore..

Everything was fine, now it's just falling apart.

I feel fractured, shattered and fragile..

Yet I'm pushing everyone away because I don't want to hurt them.

It seems silly but I just want to lash out at something..

At someone...



But my job is to help and heal people..

And it's who I was..

I don't know where I'll go from here..

I feel like perishing, giving up..

But that's not who I am and I'm at a crossroads now..



Sanity and medications..

Or insanity and madness..