in this world
am i here
taken by your stride
showing me to hide
away from what i fear
distorted images
are disturbing me
letting me see
what i will be
as if a reverie
taken away to see
what had happened again to me
lifeless for the dangers taken
she was distorted in fragrent death
for the longer she kept
the longer they wept
at her body sinking into the sea
is this the fate for me
never had i seen a thing of such grace
falling away from the darkness of this world
and hated in me
i should see
still i left her be
thrashing waves taking her
my loss controling my mind
i stood and watched
as i stabbed him from behind
he'd taken her away from me
so i took a knife and showed him
the blackening world as he left this earth
and fell into hell unlike my kim
water blue as the sky
and filled with dangers
after the blood stained the sands
the water just restrained her
taking her final breathe
the light coming through the surface
no hand to pull her up
i stared at the water and saw the race
was it me holding her down
or just me not allowing her to come back
forsaken to the depths of darkness to drown
she can never take back the crown
but now do i feel better as she's died
or just hate myself more
for i could have lived with the lie
that she never actually loved me
and used me for what i could do
i gave her what i had
my heart and my secrets
blood soaks the sand
water floods the lungs
i shall never speak of this tragedy
of my love for her undone
forsaken to my just like my tongue
for i let her know how i felt
so she went away with him
and all the blood spilt
cruelty spoken to me
hating the way she took away my heart
drowning in the sea
is myself along side her
whilst we are still torn apart
"Within the darkness of night,
Bring forth the black rose,
For thy morbid mistress awaits,
Hear the mortals screams as she wakes,
Her beauty shines from the darkness
within her eyes,
Skin white as snow and eyes dark as sulphur,
Oh what I would give for her,
Just to hear her call my name,"
What I would give,
For her to be mine,
I'd dig my grave,
For I want her beauty to be mine,
Oh what hath spawned
that evil vixen from hells gate,
But only from lucifers mouth,
Can her freedom be set,
She walks the path of darkness,
That will always be met,
She mourns the day,
And with the darkness comes
her appetite to feed on human flesh,
Morbidity within her soul,
and hatred for those who do not know,
Of the life that they could have,
Though darkness has claimed her soul,
She walks as though she doesn't know,
The end for her is near,
And it is truly clear,
"Remember the days,
with the sun and it's rays,
when it shined upon us,
no judgement was passed,
and we walked free in the world,"
Is it true what they say,
There is no beauty without cruelty,
Though to take her life from her,
Would be far worse
than she could ever do,
"now we feel the pain of it all,
for our memories kill her,
and I cannot lose her,
for she is so cruel."
Her sins cannot be unmasked,
For she is the devil within our thoughts,
And pain she seeks cannot be reaped,
From the minds of mortal men,
"as the night closes in
and shadows lengthen across the land,
the mistress rises to take my hand,
her hands as cold as death
and eyes as dark as dusk,
yet I can see the cruelty
in her face but adore her musk,"
with all her beauty and flesh adored,
she took my hand and
delivered the visions
of the life she has led,
pain swept through my body
as I fell to the floor,
screaming in agony,
I saw her life through her eyes,
Felt the feelings that she despised,
And the screams of her victims,
For they hadn't moved from her mind,
And from the pain she'd given to me,
I received an eternity as she was,
Damned and departed from the lord,
Not that I wanted to be of the light,
Morbid Mistress,
Thy Morbid Mistress,
Morbid Mistress,
Thy Morbid Mistress,
My blood runs cold eternally for thee,
This Night as Eternity
night falls upon the forest
the stars shine bright
revealing the haunted masks
of the dead souls taking flight
look beyond the windowsill
watch as they fly
aurora surrounding them
makes you want to cry
close your eyes
and go to sleep
i'll protect you
so don't weep
oh, beyond your smile
oh, sleep tonight
oh, the haunted mile
oh, the love filled tile
into the night sky they leave
bringing light unto the fern
they died because of love
and for love they will return
the world is brighter
now that you have appeared
now that i'm with you my love has seared
into the dark i will never ride
and into my heart you will never hide
don't worry my dear
nothing will take you away
you have nothing to fear
for with me you will stay
sleep forever if you wish
i'll stay with you
my heart is your hearts dish
to feed and true
oh, beyond your smile
oh, sleep tonight
oh, the haunted mile
oh, the love filled tile
don't worry my love is true
i will always wait for you
nothing makes me want to leave
and i hope nothing makes you too
beyond this world there is so much more
to make you look more beautiful
though it is hard to imagine
but your beauty cannot be fulfilled
entwining are the trees
reaching together for unity
they wish they could have what we do
you have made me fall in love with you
close your eyes
and go to sleep
i'll protect you
so don't weep
the world is brighter
now that you have appeared
now that i'm with you my love has seared
into the dark i will never ride
and into my heart you will never hide
as i look into your eyes
i can feel myself falling
into your heart
i want to stay crawling
the darkness unvails
your perfect face
behind the skin pale
is a heart that beats
the spirits dissappear
as i kiss your wine red lips
happiness devours me
as time strips
slowing down
making the moment an eternity
oh, beyond your smile
oh, the reverie mile
oh, entwining lovers
oh, spirits discover
i just wish this night would never die
forever you and me
take me with you everywhere
even into death for i'm in love with thee
The waters of the old canals are mentally feeble,
so mournful, among the dead towns, along the quais
trimmed by trees and gables in rows, which,
in this impoverished water barely show,
aged waters lacking fortitude; malingering, deprived
of all impulsion to steel themselves against the breeze
that furrows them with too many ripples
Oh sad waters that go to weep
beneath the black bridges and are afflicted,
these waters obliged to wear reflections, truly enslaved
are they to what seems to them an unyielding burden.
But so ancient, that on the shimmering surface
they lose what reflects, as they lose a memory
and spin them out in confusions of grey mirages.
Waters so grief-stricken, they seem about to give in,
why so naked and already of nothing?
What is their problem,
lost in their slumber and embittered dreams,
are they nothing more than a deceitful frosted mirror
where the moon herself can barely endure?
To live as in exile, to live seeing no-one
in the vast desert of a town that is dying,
where one hears nothing but the vague murmur
of an organ sobbing, or the belfry tolling.
To feel oneself remote from souls, from minds,
from all that bears a diadem on its brow;
and without shedding light consume oneself
like a futile lamp in the depths
of dark burial vaults.
To be like a vessel that dreamed of voyage,
triumphal, cheerful, off the red equator
which runs into ice flows of coldness
and feels itself wrecked without leaving a wake.
Oh, to live this way! All alone…to witness
the wilting of the divine soul's white flowering,
in contempt of all and with none the wiser,
alone, alone, always alone, observing
one's own extinction.
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