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Seek me, call me

I'll be waiting

Seek me, call me

I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution

I cling to memories while falling

Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day

Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in

Another moment is another eternity

For comfort

(Call me)

For solace

(I'll be waiting)

For the end of my broken heart

I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change I spent on you

Where have the times gone? Baby, it's all wrong

Where are the plans we made for two?



If "Happy Ever After" did exist,

I would still be holding you like this

All those fairy tales are full of shit

One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.

I cannot believe the endless bounds my mistress will go to.

She is so dedicated to her following it makes me proud to be one of her gracious followers.

Thank you for your patience.

Your beautiful nature.

And the fact that you believe in us wretched souls.

So I log in today and notice I have -3 honor.

What the hey!

No name.

No reason.

Reminds me why I don't like online sites.

But whatever.

I've scrolled thru my past ramblings.

And I vaguely remember when I was on 2 favorite lists.

Now it's in the 20s.

And I know most of those are one person.

But I fear a growing number of people who will read my bs.

How can I affect a change when I myself can't change?

Well I am now part of the coven of royal blood.

And I'm happy about it.

And I know that I don't put up the banners for it.

But I really should.

I'm just to preoccupied with nothing that I forget everything.

Perhaps I should keep notes.

Post its?

Alerts?

It's taking forever to level up .20 percent.

Oh but before I leveled up 2 just for logging on.

Stupid system

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Dakotah
15:10 Jan 16 2016

Wait till you hit about 91. That leveling from 90 to Sire I did not think I would ever hit. LOL yeah sometimes I will hit the data base and rate like crazy and gain .1 . Then I will log in the next day and jump a whole level.

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Ok.

So the race is on.

I'm trying to get into one house but the connections have been hit and miss.

Time to drink a beer and wait it out.

Well, it's been awhile since my gibberish has graced these pages.

I just finished rating, adding, and favoring the journals of all the pupils within my mentorship.

I'm assuming that will be enough to raise me to the level which will bring on forced induction.

I'm slightly amused to see where I land.

Stay tuned for the the most anticipated episode of the season.

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BeautifulEnlightenment
15:47 Jan 11 2016

*giggles* :)

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It is almost time

Induction

Where will I go

Do I care

I will hasten said infliction

It must happen

I've held it off for as long as I could

But now is the time