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98 Days ago I met the most incredible person. Somehow in this short amount of time he has changed me and my entire life. I went from someone who couldn't make phone calls, could hardly shop for myself, hated most aspects of myself, and at that point only wanted to die, to someone who can do everything I never could before. I no longer self-harm, I am not suicidal anymore, and I actually like who I am and who I am becoming. I could not imagine my life without him, I would be so very lost. He pulled me from the depths of depression as I was teetering on the edge of ending it all. He is my best friend and the last person I have in my life that I feel I can trust. So far everyone else has betrayed me, even people who were supposed to be family. I will never understand how someone that claims to love you can look into your eyes and blatantly lie. Perhaps it seems so shattering because I could never do such a thing to anyone else, especially those I love and care for.

~Kyna

I have been through far too much. More than anyone should ever go through. I usually summarize my life with 'I've been through just about every bad thing a person can go through.' I honestly shouldn't have survived everything. When I was twelve I was choked out and dead for approximately twenty minutes and I believe that was the catalyst for my whole life to change so drastically. I have been trying to figure out who and what I am since then. I go by Kyna (pronounced Kee-nuh) now and you will find the majority of what I write signed as such. The person I have become to this point in my life is someone who strives to be honorable, trustworthy, and loyal. I am the type of person to do everything I can for the people I care about, to the death if necessary. This is just a miniscule glimpse into who I am. If you desire to know more please feel free to ask, I am an open book.

~Kyna