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People are CRUEL05:02 Aug 21 2019
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You just never know someone.
You can never predict how cruel a human can be.
My coworker was cyber bullied by another co-worker
It was horrible.
I do not condone bulllying of any kind.
In my mind, I've crossed her out with a
bit fat X.
There is no going back in my book:
1. Age discrimination
2. Online embarrassing photo/video
3. Humiliiate someone publicly
She is done in my book.
I reported it and will continue to fight for those who cannot do it for themselves!
one thing is certain:
PEOPLE ARE CRUEL
the PAST
03:42 Aug 18 2019
Times Read: 392
Reconnected with old friends via media.
Probably a mistake.
Some friends are before the "dark times"
The other where during or after.
My life is easy now.
My past very complicated.
I feel I am a sort of modern day FRANKENSTEIN.
I did bad things for good reasons.
I did not intentionally become a BAD guy.
I was SHAPED,
MOLDED,
CONVERTED.
What do you do when HORRIBLE,
UGLY
things happen to you?
You CHANGE.
Yeah, the PAST
that ugly horrible thing I avoid.
In my journal: FORGIVENESS
18:54 Aug 09 2019
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"One day she asked for forgiveness
and I FORGAVE her
BUT that was the last time I spoke to her."
I thought I would give the story behind this entry
not only on vampire rave but from my personal journal.
In my mind, it is quite profound
and heartbreaking.
My dear love died after I left him
due to my addiction
I could not make myself stay with him
which was at the time
a somewhat stable environment for my lifestyle.
He had his addictions as well,
and actually he was killed in Texas in a shoot out.
So his mother had spread some nasty rumors
about me and the dope man
as she felt I was the reason for her son's death.
Indirectly I have blamed myself
but would this have happened regardless
of my selfishness?
I will never know.
But she asked for my forgiveness for the mean thing she did.
She had blamed me for his death after all.
Later, she realized she did the wrong thing,
So yes I forgave her but never spoke to her again.
That rumor scarred me for life
and gave me a reputation in the neighborhood
where to this very day I cannot show my face
without getting sneers and snickers.
I've been sober for years! Some things you can never shake
no matter how good you do in life.
I stay away but do go visit my family.
So like I said,
SOME THINGS YOU CAN NEVER TAKE BACK.
MADNESS
06:54 Aug 09 2019
Times Read: 438
I've always been facinated by the troubled mind.
So is a priest but he at least is guaranteed heaven.
What do I hope to gain?
The satisfaction of helping those in hell.
See, of all the afflications;
I can think of none more cruel than MADNESS.
It robs man of his reason and dignity;
the very soul.
And it does so slowly without the remorse of death.
I will shine the sympathy into the darkest corners of the mind,
and maybe then I will find what they so desperately want to keep
hidden from everyone and from themselves.
Death cannot be prevented no more than madness cured.
There's no cure for the human condition.
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