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I have just noticed that my Mentor has vanished off of Vampire Rave. This disturbs me slightly but I suppose I have been gone for a few months and I shouldn't be too surprised.



My only wonder now, is:



What am I supposed to do on here?



I certainly don't want to talk to all kinds of random people in the forums. If I wanted to be openly social I would log into facebook...

This is a letter I wrote to someone who will probably never read it.



Dear girl of the wolves,



It makes such sense now why I despise you so.

It makes sense why this vampire girl hates you wolf girl.

You see, we are natural enemies. While the vampire hides underground, waiting for it’s time to rise, the wolf digs her up and exposes her to the world. The wolf may even consume pieces of the vampires flesh in attempt to destroy it.

You see, it is meant to be that we hate each other. You see yourself as doing nothing wrong but you ruin my life by exposing me for what I am. I should give you some thanks though, as you in some ways helped me figure out what I truly am. It was only a short time after such realization that I began to hate you so.



And I laugh inwardly at your pride and arrogance as you claim yourself so wildly to be BOTH vampire and wolf. This oxymoron could never exist. At least not in one so bland, two dimensional, and empty as you.

I see now that your desire to be half blooded and your lust over vampires is from your desire to be one.

Your desire is so obvious that you, like your fellow wolves, lust over the vampire and his perfect traits. Perhaps this sick fascination with your enemy is because you secretly want to destroy them, though I doubt such complex thoughts or feelings could be expressed by you. You want to be what you can not be. This desire I must relate back to the fact you try to be as much as possible in order to make yourself more interesting to others in order to surround yourself with more people. Such a whiny, attention seeking dog you are.



I now question whether it was in fact true that you drained my energy psychically. I think now that perhaps it was just me being around your energy that was killing me. Once I awakened my blood lust, my desperation to be away from you birthed and it has been killing me since.



Vampires and wolves were always on the opposite sides. No peace treaty or compromise could ever change that.

I, as a vampire, see and seek the destruction of humanity. And oh how beautiful it is to me. How pathetic, sad, and beautiful is the destruction of humanity.

And you, the hyper lap dog of the humans, seek the acceptance and companionship of the humans. You like them and their existence, even though you may not find that all their actions are necessary or make sense.

You see, I want to watch them all crash and burn and choke on all their lies and dreams while I laugh in their scorched faces bleeding out tears of ash.

While you cradle their existence so fragilely and want it to recover like a sick child so you may continue to play with it.



This explains your need for excessive amounts of people to be around you. This explains why you must be friendly and loved by everyone. This explains why your greatest fear is to be alone. You can’t live without humanity.

And frankly little naïve wolf girl, I can. I can live without humanity. One day I will live without humanity and your pathetic wolf kind.



Sincerely, the vampire girl.