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i am so tired of feeling this tired. its terrible how much i actually enjoy being alone. i have seriously grown to hate people. i want attention and all at the same time i want to be left alone. i just want one person to be by my side and not go away. i want to be held through the night and be told everything will be ok. i want to feel safe and secure and taken care of. this journal entry will probably make no sense and thats because my mind is kiind of just everywhere. ugh someone reach out and talk to me. nutif youre a guy that is just going to try and flirt then fuck off. there is nothing more annoying than a guy or girl that just messages you thinking its ok to come on to you. biggest way to annoy me and piss me off. anyway thats all i got for today. im tired. but not sleepy tired. just tired of having to think. time to smoke and relax for the night.

Yesterday I woke up feeling content and with a new outlook in life. Today I just want to stay in bed and not deal with anyone. Depression is no joke. I can Go from being ok to not wanting to deal the next. Today I have no motivation to get up. No motivation to work. I just want to stay inside my cave and drown in my loneliness.

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ThedarkprinceVvvvV
22:41 Mar 21 2018

depression always is difficult. hope things improve for you.

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Today I woke up feeling refreshed. Feeling good. With a bit of hope. There is so many things i want out of this place. My main goal is to just li be happy. Simple but happy. I want to be able to give my girls the life I know they deserve. Today I look forward with a new attitude. A better attitude.

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Liliancat
16:52 Mar 20 2018

Being positive and smiling. The best way. Everyday is a new day

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I'm so tired of feeling this way. When anxiety and depression hit me at the same time all i want to do is sleep. Just close my eyes and feel nothing for just a moment. Can't exactly do that though because I also have insomnia. I refuse to take medication. Weed definitely helps but it's not a daily thing. I just want to shit the world out for 5 minutes. But at the same time I want someone to give me attention and ask what's wrong. My brain is just running at 100mph sometimes and I don't know how to make it stop. Like I said, im a mess.

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RavenStormrider
16:11 Mar 20 2018

It happens to us all I assure you. I tend to cope via music, I play songs that tell a story and get myself lost within them

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