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Nowadays, when mass-media puts the idea that only skinny women are beautifull in our head , I preffer to indulge myself with an ice cream, go out to dinner with a man that makes me vibrate or go out to a coffee and cookies with my best friends. In time we all gain weight, because we acumulate informations and knowledges and when they don't fit in our head anymore they start being distributedin the rest of our body. So we girls are not fat, we're just incredibly smart. From now, every time I'll look in the mirror I'll think to myself: "Oh god, how smart I am" :)

Do i cheat? I pus this question in my head. The answer is a very shy "yes" that makes the wrinkle on my forehead appear again caused by frustration. I cheat when my partner doesn't offer everything I need. Maybe attention or maybe he just doesn't sattisfy between the sheets the way I want him to. Then I go to someone else. I drop the "good girlfriend" attitude and and I become the little vampe again. The things that were missing drove me into the hands of a hidden lover. Sounds so romanthic...but it isn't the case. The senzation that you're a sluth still remains and that I'm deliberately looking for trouble.

If I cheated now , I would do it to demonstrare to myself that I can seduce a man. Sometimes you need something or somebody to boost up your selfconfidence. I would cheat only to see if I can get away with it without being caught. I don't need a man or a boy between my legs. I don't need it. No. If just wanna see if I can play the role of a cheating mistress again. And I think I pretty much can.

Why will I cheat in the future? I have no clue. Maybe I'll stick to the same reasons or maybe I'll move on. I'll wait and see...I'm not in a rush.

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VisuVerde
08:25 Dec 23 2009

;d

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Theban
12:25 Dec 26 2009

Each to their own

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