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Everyone in town knows her. She is quite hard to miss. Where ever she goes she becomes the center of attention. Megan is just not able to do simple marketing. Quickly she is the main attraction, as if a circus had sprung up around her. A circus where she is made out to be one of the freaks. Her stall sits between Snake Woman & Los Ninos del los Lovos, which is just across from the Little Man. Indeed she is not like Mz. Everyone Else & Mz. Else would see to it she remember that.

Megan wasm't always such a pariah in her hometown. She was born on October 15th & was a healthy baby boy. She weighed eight pounds, three ounces. At the age of thre she wondered why she couldn't have the pretty Chistabella doll, that all the girls had, for her birthday. On her first day at school her parents were called to the school to find her bruised & crying. She didn't tell them, but all she did was give a boy a hug. From that point on it became clear to her that she had to act like the boy she looked like, or suffer.

Though the remainder of grammar school & all of middle school she kept to herself. She was, to many a lonely person. Afraid of appoaching anyone for the fear of riticule was like a taught noose. Crying out brought her the answer she sought for so long. A person to work through Megan's body, as if it were their own. A boy to be the boy the world wants, that she is not.

Mathew kept her safe. Mathew became popular at the tale end of middle school & was a social pillar in high school. Mathew was sought after by many girls, envied by the boys. Mathew took a girl as his own. Mathew was a great guy. But Mathew was not a real guy. He is a forced lie perpetuated by a person trapped by circumstance. While she was safe in the dark she had forgotten that the male facade of Mathew was that. Nothing more than a facade.

In the last year of school, before Mathew went off to college in Tuscan, he began to feel tired. Megan realized she was not going to get anywhere by letting another person live her life. Megan began to push Mathew away.

As the days went on the barriers that separted the two halves began to crumble. The time for intimacy with Mathew's girlfriend, Jacky, came when the last wall that separtated Mathew & Megan collapsed. Mathew faded away into the darkness as Megan fell weaping on the ground before her Jacky. Megan was not sad for the person known as Mathew, who now had passed on, but for lying & the people she felt she had betrayed. Despite her best efforts to live an honest life, despite how many times she had told the truth she had been living a lie.

So then began the life of Megan, some nineteen years after her tradgic birth. Learning how to interact with people, again. Having to make new friends, again. Her body going through peuberty, again. Learning her gender role, again. Waking up late at night sreaming & crying because she feels like a lost child with the world caving in around her, again.

Megan is not like Mz. Everybody Esle & she knows this all too well. She will never bare a child, she will be a slave to medicine till her final day. Through all of this there is only one matter of improtance...Megan is a girl.


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