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Today I began to wonder about what had happened to me the last couple of days. I've been called a monster most of my life but I've never been called such by one who was close to me. but that all changed friday, a girl that I had feelings for and who I accidentally hurt her feelings called me a cold, heartless monster which although it at the time made me laugh at the time it began to sink in over time and today I began to question if someone like me should be living and since i've been called a monster all my life it was semi- clear to me that I might indeed need to die due to the fact that I am what the say I am... a monster. But, I do have some kind of a soul left due to the fact that I will not go through with suicide, not for fear of death for death is just a part of life, but for the reason that if I die then who will look out for my little sisters, who will comfort my mother, and how many people would I hurt by selfishly ending my life. you may be asking well you if you worry about your family then your not a monster that is where I beg to differ. I only care for my family and a select few... so as you see I am a monster in more then one way......

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Liliancat
12:39 Sep 02 2009

You are not a monster my small lost friend. You are a sweet person

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SleeperKing27
20:39 Sep 05 2009

no one can truly judge what you are inside



that right is yours alone



but you also have power

like any other living being



the abilty to change who you are



it is still a path you will chose for yourself



good luck

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Vampiress121
18:11 Nov 09 2009

you are NOT a monster. U are very sweet and kind and caring. Do not listen to others. I've been through the same. Only I never learn from my mistakes and still listen to what others think...



but you, you are different. You are, idk how to describe it, the lame word "awesome" or "enthralling" or "enticing"



idk. but ur special. :)

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