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There I lie on the ground painfully



Awaiting my death I know it’s coming for me



I can’t say I don’t deserve it



All the things I have done



All the things I have said



As I’m waiting and thinking about what I have done in my last few hours of life



I now see I should have spent more time loving people rather than hating people



I now see I should have been kinder more gentle



But its too late now I realize there is more to life than hatred and torture

Do you hate me OR love me



I say I didnt mean to you dont believe me



I say I am sorry but it seems you dont care



You dont understand me or at least it seems tht way



You say you love me but are you lying



Just make up your mind do you love me or hate me



I cry and you dont know do you ever know?

Finally together with the guy I love again



again in his arms



the feeling of his breath on my neck



his lips touching mine



his eyes take my breath away



his sweet touch makes me feel like I am floating in space



he makes me feel out of this world



I know he is one in a million and always will be



he is mine now forever and always



I love him

Ok there is this guy you like him



But you think he just wants to get into your pants



you dont know that for sure but its kind of hard not to think that



when all he does is ask you to get on webcam



and do stuff for him



then try to black mail you with pictures that you gave him a long time ago



what should you do continue to talk to this guy you like



or stop and think about it is this worth anything to you



You keep think no its not you feel bad about it



but your heart is telling you other wise



he kisses you its sooo good



he plays with you



he makes you just forget everything



you look into his eyes



its like magic but i t isnt



its better than magic its real should you believe it



is it true does he like or is he just wanting to hit it



telling you things that you want to hear



you dont know anymore....

Pain with love



nobody cares or at least it seems that way



only a few know...



She cries herself to sleep at night



she misses him



They grew so close



but now their families practily hate each other



but they don't care...



They still love each other more then anything in the world



always will...



But still they wish people would understand...



They love each other and always will painfully...

Nobody knews except a few



She cries and very few even care



She takes her pain out on herself



Why was I born to suffer in this life



What did I do so, horrable that I desever this



Nobody knew she tried to kill herself



By stranglation



Nobody knew she cut herself



She smile to cover up the pain inside



But very few knew that deep inside her heart cried.

People Change



Some people change for the good



some people change for the bad



but my family they stay the same they never change



backstabbers, liers, theifs, drug addicts, and bitchs...



Inspired by:



Anna Bailey my little sister.

Backstabbers they are normally your friends



but this time it is unique it's family



they call you a hoe and wanna sleep with your man



they are jealous



you would think family would be happy



you finally found the right guy



a guy who treats you with respect, loves you, and cares



but they anit happy at all they hate it

Family is suppost to be there for you



But instead they are not here for me



all I got is my friends



but that's enough for me



because they are my new family

I Am clumsy, pretty and sweet



Sometimes a can be a pain or annoying



I am good at many things like writing and computers



My friends and I sometimes fight



I’m not perfect no one is right



Many people come in to my life and leave



My heart is sometimes broken but I still smile and think of the good times I live for today because if I live for tomorrow I may never get today back



I’m tired of being hurt with their lies but I can’t walk away they're family



I am what I am take me; for me because I’m not going to change

I see the dancing water-waves







I smell the stench of fish in the air





I hear the howling of the wind



I feel the cool touch of air



I taste the salt in the water



I think were at a beach; : D haha

I don’t understand guys







I don’t understand lies





I don’t understand the look in their eyes

Most of all I don’t understand how someone can say they love you and then look into your eyes and hurt you with all their lies



I understand my friends

You have the key



The key to my heart



without you I would be nothing



forever and ever in my heart



locked away for you only



for you I would do anything



I love you sooo much forever babi



I Love You ForEver and Ever Amen

I Love you means me and you forever



Babi I love you more then anything



in the world me without you would be



like trying to breathe with no air



so painful without you



you have changed my life forever

Blue for you



Love is missing



Uniquely alone



Eternal

Dreaming of you



Dreaming of the future



Dreaming of love



Dreaming of life



Dreaming

Softly I speak



Softly I dream



Softly I cry



Softly I try



Softly I weep

Loving



Others love to be around me



Viberant colors all around me



I am here to speak my mind and help with problems



Never going to leave you



Giving to help you always

Setting on the dock



He listens while I talk



Cool breezes blow



As I see a rainbow



Sharing all I feel



Secerts I will revial



When setting on the dock



And he listens while I talk

Love is kisses or hugs

Love is perfect for Valentine's Day

Love is two people together

Love is caring

Love is eternal

Love keeps the world together

Love brings everyone together

Love is sharing

Love is smiles togther forever

Love is togetherness forever

Love is Love

Loving People are together

Loving People love each other

Loving People come together

Loving People are weeping

Loving People are sad

Loving People come in many colors

Loving People are happy

Loving People are family

Loving People are loving people

Silent Winds are warm

Silent Winds are sweet

Silent Winds are lonely

Silent Winds are crying

Silent Winds are weeping

Silent Winds are blowing

Silent Winds are sad

Silent Winds are silent

Silent Winds come home

Lost is lonely

Lost is scared

Lost is trying to get home

Lost is sad

Lost is crying

Lost is cold

Lost is hungry

Lost is meloncoly

Lost is lost

Lost is trying to find a home

Lonely is scared

Lonely is sad

Lonely is alone

Lonely is cold

Lonely is hungery

Lonely is Lonely

Lonely

The stars so amazing

like a kiss on a velvet seam

lite up by the dawn of the nite

fireflies dancing around me

soft warm breezes blow hugging my skin so tightly

A twinkling light over the bay

what a wonderfully beautiful nite.