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So it finally happened and now I am squirming around in my skin thinking" oh fuck I shouldn't do that or there has to be some insanely complicated reason why he wants to marry me. I feel like I am going nuts. I feel insecure and jealous and hurt. I don't know. Maybe I just have this picture perfect/ movie perfect image engraved into my brain about how both of us are supposed to act from here on out. What in the name of the dear sweet goddess am I to do?! I need help with one. I need someone who isn't his family or his friends to talk to. When I talk to them they all make me feel crazy and stupid. And all of my so called friends are far away and/or too busy to discuss my issues. I am drowning on dry land, in side my own skin. Not comfortable at all



Ontop of that I feel ignored 80% of the time. Maybe the big solution is to cut every thing off. and start over from there but that is hard. Dunno I just needs someone to give me advice and possibly some support if it isnt too much trouble.