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So Some one gave me some photo to use and I am starting to draw. Thank you to SystematicxxNeuragalia for the two images.











Two elements from the image that I used is the elf like face on the top image and the lotus and vines from the other image





So far







and update two







I will be working on more later on tonight but this is it so far.





Anyways,



My dream last night was strange but it wasn't strange as in unusual but as in... Did I just have a past life dream??





So it begin with a story of two friends. A boy and a girl.. In my dream I was not to interacting but rather then watching Mainly through the boy side. It felt as if I was watching a Movie, my subconscious felt like it was a show but I had more then front row seat this was because I could feel their excitement, their emotion as if it was my own, from the flouter of my heart beat to the sad angry emotions and disappointment. It was spring break, I can hear his tv and a mid of a conversation. I was able to hear his side as well as her's. His was excited to be hanging with her now that school was out but she wanted to investigate the school more. I did not understand but when you hear investigate and school you know something is a foot. I felt his disappointment but her excitements in investigation of the school. After hanging up he sat back to watch the tv. Felt like only a few minute to me but then I came back to the next day as he called her to see what she found only to hear the phone ring countless on. He hung up and gave her a couple more days. For me it felt like minutes again but then he started to worry. A deep sinking feeling, as he watched again the tv waiting for a reply I can hear the tv as it seems to be getting louder with a quick report, he turned to face it and with a heart sunk feeling as he hear's a body was found at his local school of girl who seemed to have died a couple nights before. As if he knew who it was....Forward again now to school day.. Back again it felt this time quiet and empty...I followed next to him watching over to what his day unfold. It was strange kids acted as if nothing happened, no one went missing...i can feel, see and hear his memory like a flash, every happy moment, sad and exciting moments with her. I can feel he was in love with her..Everyday like meeting that special someone always greeting you always being with you wondering if they liked you the same way..He of course had more then a few chances to tell her how he really felt about her...But always a coward to telling her anything then random question to a possible answer...Moving on to class after class.. Teacher acting as if not one student went away and all student accounted for..But he knew she will never be back. I sat in the empty chair that sat next to him watching him but not being able to see his face...Move on to the next month when he decide to go to the empty classroom that used to house her small secret but known club...It wasn't a club that had a cool name like club of the snakes or club house of omega no instead it was the bear care club...Yes....Random and no I do not watch that show.....anymore.....since I was a kid *cough nervously*



The club room now full of younger kids who wanted to keep the club open in remembrance. He wanted to join, I can feel it was only right as it belonged to his friend and he has stuck around a few times during the time with her. But the club member denied him and told him it was because the school does not agree he should join after losing his friend. Questionable and rage i can feel his mind as to why. Again with a flash this time a bit longer as to what she would do in the club.... She found several hidden books around the school journal of the club as they investigated the secret rooms of the school. Dark and hidden the rooms can only be access by secret's and charms. He began to research the last thing he remembered about the time with her.. In the cafeteria in a corner of the kitchen was a door beyond that was an old room full of dirt, dust and old pans. I can feel his excitement as he finds his way through a secret door into a room. The room was dark, and old. I can feel how scared he was as he walked around. Their was this chained fenced wall, on them were symbol and mounts next to each door, you can see that each entrance had stuff and old books leading you through. He hears her as she pulls him down. His heart again fluttering happily to see her, giving her a big hug. Skipping through like flashes the school is now wanting to remove him and take him to another school flashes again to what has happened he talked with her and searched through each entrance he knows she is trapped in not being able to leave with other who were all member of the same club. Out side they said was a set of houses small once made to house each member of the original member of the club. He was determined to free not only them but her... I can see as he tried each room with a dead end and leaves him to other exit around the now massive school which seemed smaller before exploring. He skipped a class and went on to guide the member of the clubs out to the light. I can feel his heart race in excitement and fear as member of the school factually tried to stop him from doing so. Not being able to interact i guided him through his memory and helped him free his friends. One by one they all escaped to a field that had 6 broken down house that as if faded fixed itself properly with bright color each one with book, drawing and happy cheers around.



One by one each person faded into the light free from the place they were. He held her hand, i can feel his tears as they run down my own cheeks happy to be with her. She is finally free. She too excited happy to be away from their. They talked and he wanted her to stay with him and how he felt for her. As if guiding I made him courage and kiss her telling her how he felt but she could not stay. Telling him how she has to go but will never be for ever they hugged and she slowly disappeared. I can hear him saying how unfair it was how much he missed her and how he will always miss her. She too crying with him as she left his arm....



This was my dream and not a story...It was very detailed and even now I can remember ever part of it..... I don't know what to say but i can tell you I woke up feeling both heart broken and happy.......Was this a memory of my pass life? Was this just a dream or did I leave my body and remotely seen something that just happened else where...I don't know I just know....It was more then I could ask for....

So I think what I need is help from anyone who is reading this in deciding what I should draw next. I have an artist block on what I want to draw.



What I propose is having anyone comment on here, message me, or leave a rate and a comment with an image. I will select a small handful and use what ever element sticks out on the image in a combination drawing.



I will then post the image on my page, as well as the person who image gave me an idea and rate with a thank you on the attached image in the rate.



thank you for your help :)

So first time writing a journal, been a while i guess a long time since I wrote anything down lol



So i also haven't been drawing much. I promised I would get back to drawing but I have been trying to figure my life out...Not talking about soul searching or none of that, you see I moved back down to south miami to help my father after my mother left him and went back to her home country his been not eating but drinking a little to much, I decide to move back down to keep an eye on him, make sure he takes his meds and actually eat, all while trying to get a job and maintain a small budget to help myself and my father and family out but since then I have yet to find a reasonable job...Miami they say is an easy state to find a job...In fact it is not if you do not have the right commodity and finding something local is slim to none. But why not travel? Well it all comes down to cost of gas versus how much you can earn. Now that gas is down to $2 a gallon should be easier but nope you have to travel further and further north now to find something which means you are wasting more gas then you can earn. Either way my fiance and I are planning to move back up north and away from here once my dad retires and goes where ever he wants away from here and this. I know city's especially major once's like miami, new york and so forth are big goth seen places where clubs and places where we all can hang and be us but I do not like the city or that life forbidden. I feel better a lone in the country where no one can bother us.



Anyways of topic here...I really want to get back into drawing but I am running blanks..I guess i should upload some image of my art work and see if i should continue. I used to draw more in high school then now as an adult but such is life.



You can see the small progress in my art work from then when I was in high school through college to now.