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Father please forgive me

For I know exactly what I've done

I hurt this person terribly

And now my soul is gone



I did not mean it

I didn't try

But I lost control

I couln't stop

I had to drink

And he is no longer whole



I am a monster

The outcast beast

The one who hunts for blood

For me to live

I need your life

Not your petty love



With each life I take

Each one I kill

Each person that much fall

I go deeper

I die more

I get much less strong



I do not know

How this happened

Or where the scars have gone

Or why this metamorphosis

That I have undergone



Was so absolutely

Necesary for my life

After all, before all this

I was just fucking fine!



And now I kill

And I can't stop

One solution presents itself

Segregate

Keep away

Or just kill myself



But I'm too scared

I want to live

Even though I know I'm dead

But becoming the beast

This monstrosity

Has made me lose my head



What to do

Where to go

Shall I accept the curse

Or live alone



Shall I live

Or shall I die

Or shall I just

Lay each night and cry?



I shall stand

And I shall fight

I haven't lost my soul

If I had I wouldn't feel this way

I'm still alive I know