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Well band camp is over. My dance partner still cant dance and its quite annoying. Im thinking of threating his life to get him to try to be better. But then again i could charge him 10 dollars everytime he drops me. Id make a large amount of money then. Its getting to the point i want to kill him. But i think i can resist.



My guy friend is avoiding me. It makes me very sad. I really wish he wouldnt. Why is it the only one you love can make you the weakest person in the world? Hes the only thats been able to in awhile but i just dont know what to do about him. I hate men for now.

Theres hope. I saw Brian last night while i was commitng a very evil act! It was actually kewl. I was very delighted! But yea, i guess tahts different form my normal worries! I just thought id leave that here for happiness memories later!

Well life is pretty shitty right now. My passion for dancing is being smothered by idiots who dont know what theyre doing. I have a solo dance and i have a retard for a partner. What am i gonna do? I have no trust in him at all. Hes supposed to lift at one point in the show and theres no way in hell hes going to be able to. I do not want to touch the ground during a performance. If i do ill be severly pissed! Other than that, the dances are coming along well. I like the routines our instructor has come up with. Its very seductive but at the same time conservative. It makes the croud want more. Which im good at!



On another note. I think im getting sick. My lipnodes are swelling and my ears are hurting. My throat is also kinda sore. I hope its not strep throat. Ill shoot someone if it is! I hated it last time i had it and id prefer not ever again.



My dating life is horrible. I need someone but theres no one around thats worthy. Or at least no one that i can be with and not worry. I dont want sex or anything like that. But i guess ill keep on the prowl and hopefully something will pop up soon.



Thats about it for now!

My exbf is going to die. Hopefully by my hands and hopefully soon. He is such an ass i could kill a thousand people im so pissed at him. UGH! *calms herself* But, ill wait and let my good mood settle!



Band practice reminded me why id ever be happy at all. I swear music can sweep away any emotions that i dont want. I love it. Its my only weakness you could say. But of corse there is another weakness... almost better than music but not quite. He still hasnt called the bastard. But he will. I have no doubt he will. Eventually. Im going on vacation tomorrow. Its much needed. Hopefully itll clear my head so i can figure out what to do about a certain exbf who likes to run his mouth to much. Who knows? Maybe ill find someone even better..... but lets not try to see the future. Lifes still dark... but its lightening up.



~VampiricShadow

Its day 2 of my newly made vr journal and profile. Ive loved all the comments everyone has left me and i hope to get back to everyone asap.



Life is dark. For now nothing is going my way.... but it will soon change. Soon she will see her mistakes.



Im in love currently with someone who doesnt seem to want to die. He has done a variety of things to try but none have been successful. I think i may have finally found my one true love.



My exboyfriend is being an ass. Nothing new. He should die. But im not going to kill him. After all he holds something very precious to me. So he can live... for now.



But until further notice, life is still depressing.

First entry and first time on this site. A friend told me about it and it sounded cool so i joined. Plus vampires are awesome. I wish that some books written about them were real. But wishes can only be wishes. But life is good for now. See yall later!



~VampiricShadow