Brother sleep study done. Now we wait for the results.
And with that and little sleep last night, I am planning a early night.
:)
Rain is coming in and I have a Halloween book to read.
Due to the gifts from my friends and family for my birthday- got my new tennis shoes. :D Brooks, nice support, and will help my feet after a long day standing and walking on them.
:D
Happy girl, I am.
Asked how my weekend went? Well, let's think.
Woke up Thursday with a huge swollen sore area on my throat. Seems the cold sore that is on my lip has turned into a infections, effecting my glands.
So on med's. And rest. Heated cloth on my neck.
And now on Monday.... still swollen, but not as big, or as sore. Cold sore is healing, but still there. Ahhhhggggg.
And this is my birthday week- going out on Saturday with friends.
*thumbs up*
Sucks turning 50.
And with that... settlement is done for the truck fire.
One year, 11 days later, done.
Looking in my journal as I wanted to repost a 9/11 one. 15 years. Seems like yesterday....
Since I can't find the post I will just rewrite what I wanted to say.
Fall day, wonderful weather. We didn't have a job at work so I was hand washing my pickup, Dad working on some little project watching me. I think he was working a putting new ends on battery cables, but can't remember all that clear.
What I can remember was my sister telling me how on the radio it came over that a plane had hit one of the tower's in New York. I remember as we both talked about how it had to been a problem with the plane as it's not like you could miss them.
I left to go to a car wash just a few miles away to use the vacuum to clean out the inside of my truck, knowing my father was here in case something came in. When the vacuum shut off I could hear my phone ringing. My sister- telling me to come home now.
She said, and I can remember being at that car wash when the works of "We are under attack." came out of her mouth. So I drove home to find the office locked up, the warehouse locked and the cars at our parents home. The TV was on and we sat and watched.
My sister told me she had called the army base which we dealt with almost every day, the three ladies and one male inspector who were unaware of the attack, turned on the radio. They called back about a hour later saying they were being sent home, and thanked my sister for calling and checking on them as they couldn't have a TV in the offices at that time. They locked down the base, and order all workers off the base.
Dad told me to go get cash out of the bank, and he went to fuel up all the trucks and cars. If it had a gas tank- he filled it. Remember my dad was born in 1926. He was a Marine. He went thru gas rations, food rations before if we went to war. He also remember trying to move the military moves during that time- you needed as much fuel on hand as you could get. Of course the past of rations did not happen, but he acted on his past history, and I think it was a way to feel like he was in control of something. And to prep for what came after as the military moves did change - we got really busy.
He was the only one in the family who had been to New York, inside the Towers. He had delivered inside them, telling us how you drove down into the basement to unload. And how he would never in a thousand years would think those big buildings could of fallen. He was sadden to see how wrong he had been.
I remember crying, my mother and sister crying, my father sad, and my brother just shocked and not understanding what was going on. I remember the depression my mother went thru as by then she was at home, unable to walk so she sat and watched the news for hours on end, for months, years.
So I remember watching the tower's falling. I remember the dust cloud, the gasp from all the family as it happen live on our TV. And thinking how bad it must of been in person as folks ran to get away.
I remember. As in the days of great loss- you remember.
To this day I still miss Ann, our beloved Doe. I went over to House Eternal and read the page, her image on the top of the page after reading something on Facebook about another dear friend I gain from this site.
I still cry, doing it now seeing her beautiful face.
And it is still my biggest regret not going to that wedding.
You can call it a website.
I call it the place I meet so many wonderful souls.
Now I need to go dry my eyes and blow my nose.
Thinking of you Doe, missing you.
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I am SO sorry hunny. I hope you feel better soon :)
She was in a dream I had napping yesterday... I'll journal about it eventually, maybe. I'll tell you I still have items of hers or things she gave me placed about so I can always look to them for motivation and silent "help" through my days.
So I had the day with my second family. Cat ( no, not that CAT on here but Master Vampire *Nightgame* on the site) and her family is my second family. I haven't been around them for a few weeks due to just stuff in general.
But this day we plan to spend time together. I missed the kids, dang it. Early meet up, went to lunch, did some shopping, did some laughing, did some bitching and moaning, just being a family. :D It was a really good day.
Then ended it with some crafting.... well Cat's sister did the crafting but I watched. She made me bows for my lantern for Fall and Halloween. I can't wait to get my fall decorations out this week. Thinking Monday would be a good day as the temperature is only to be in the upper 70's before it goes right back up to the 90's. *sigh* This heat can't last much longer- it was 93 today around 3:00 p.m.
Fall has to be here soon... right? :)
Lordy lordy but it is hot out there. The weather man keeps talking about cool weather coming.... well get here already!
But I plan to decorate for Fall next week, maybe next Friday.
:)
My favorite time of the year is coming.... then my 2nd favorite- WINTER!
:D
Might have to dust off that Snow Voodoo doll soon.
Sad to see Rizzoli and Isles ending. I have watched this show from the very beginning and have enjoyed every show.
I hope they remember the one they lost, the actor dying. I see his little robot on the empty desk and find it touching they have kept a part of him on the show still.
9/11 is coming up. Seeing the shows on the History Channel is starting.
And pasta is food for the gods. :D Just saying. Carb overload but still... it was so good.
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It was a great show! Hopefully it will show up on Netflix as a option.
I hate when good shows come to an end. That's how I feel about Beauty and the Beast. I believe this week is the last week and I'm very sad.
See the death of Darrell Ward is hitting me hard. First time I saw him on Ice Road Truckers I thought of my father. They shared a lot of traits, the way they looked at life.
I didn't know he had died till last night when friends told me.
I wondered what the ending of the show this week was about, but it never enter my mind it was his death. I don't know why- just.... shocking to see that he had died.
Less then ten days it will be 9 years since my father passed away.
Just sad, brings up a lot of pain.
I forgot how romantic the movie Rocky was. :) He is so sweet with her.
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