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For sometimes silence can cause you such turmoil

For in silence, you can hear each thought that throbs in your mind

Again, I find myself picking up a cigarette

Just to try and clear everything up

Only to succeed in making myself suffer from a migraine

Why must the heart always contradict what our brain says?

That even the definite lines of good and bad begin to blur?

How does one take hold of one's life

When there are too many people concerned?

Without stepping on anybody's toes.. including yours?

How can you command respect when you find your own self

Questioning the very things you would preach?

Sometimes I am blessed to drown myself in a crowd

As if I really am lost.. but the thing is.. I'm not.

But why is it sometimes, I feel that I am?

If you were given a chance, just one chance

To know the warmth of a lover's embrace..

To feel his touch lingerly caress your face..

To allow him to run his fingers through your hair..

To let his lips touch your awaiting mouth in sweet kiss..

Would you allow it?

Even if it meant knowing it for just a moment?

Looking back on all that has happened,

I have realized I have easily learned how to forgive

Yet somehow, the memories remained..

Mind you, these are not bitter visions of what could've been

But sweet tender scenes of what once was..

And it made me smile..

So to those who hear love knocking softly upon your door

I encourage you to open it and let its power overwhelm you

For even if it last for merely a split second in your lifetime

It'll mean all the difference to the person you will choose to be

I know.. I've been there.