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I listen to the shadows, death lingers

in my mind but I know its not the answer

I try to think of happy times but they’ve all gone,

sitting on the floor wondering what went wrong



Sitting in my cold dark room,

cutting into my wrist, trying to imagine if life were different,

would I still wallow in my self-pity ,

would I still drown in my tears, would I keep running from my fears?



Sitting in my cold dark room

hiding from the light - cant stand the yelling ,

I want to run , not fight



Sitting in my cold dark room

holding up a mirror. Trying to forget painful words,

but I cannot. Tears in my eyes, I throw down the mirror.

As I pick the glass out of my feet , I pretend I can take the heat -

but in the end these ends just don’t meet



Sitting in my cold dark room

I know drugs are Not the answer. Some took it as a joke,

but I don’t. They took the ones I love, and I hate them forever more.

They took my best friend, which made him Screwed up in class -

he makes me so made sometimes I wanna kick his ass

They took my cousin, who only tried a little joint,

it could have been grass, It could have been weed,

it could have been coke, whatever it was it caused her

to smoke and she dropped out of school and disappeared forever more



Sitting in my cold dark room

thinking of the friends that love me.

They say they understand, but how could they ?

Tears running down my face as they call me one by one ,

saying that they must move on. Just when things looked bright

or was just a dream? a mirage?

One by one they disappear forever more,

each one closing the door. I lay in sorrow forever more

Am I the only one still left in the dark? Just when things looked bright, or was just a dream? a mirage? One by one they disappear forever more, each one closing the door.

I lay in sorrow forever more



Sitting in my cold dark room I cry among the shadows.

I want to die I say , but I don’t mean it. Fuck I think ,

I say , but I hate using it. Crying among the shadows, people try to reach me, but its too late

Im Gone With Only Shadows To Comfort