( December 22 )
Hey eveyone!! JUst droped down to say I AM STILL ALIVE! HA! TAKE THAT SUN!
....Ya - im like never on now .......sooo who wants shusi?!
Im goin to the beach - Im Goin to the Beach --- Coco Here I come!!
*growls* Grrr! Its so unfair! Alright lissen everyone ---- I wont be on for very long anymore, I would rather not talk about why.
( 7 - 24 - 05 ) 1:33 -- Everyone is forgiven - im not mad anymore.
( 7-23 - 05 ) 8:25 pm - Im sing mcr songs in my unders! LONG LIVE UNDERS!!
( 7-17-05) 8:07 am--- GOD I HATE MY BROTHER! hE CAN BE SUCH AN ASS HOLE SOME TIMES -- NOT THAT MY STEP MOM CARES! GOD - I DIDNT DO ANYTHING AND SHE PUNISHES ME FOR DOING NOTHING!!! NOW EVERY MORNING IM GOING TO HAVE TO GET UP AT 8 AM EVERY MORNING ---- FOR DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!. tHIS IS WHY THE ONLY PERSON I DONT HATE IN MY FAMILY IS MY BELOVED SISTER. --- WHO IS CURRENTLY SLEEPING , BLESS HER. THIS IS HARD TO BELLIVE , BECAUSE WE WERE YELLING REALLY LOUD.
( 7-16-05) ( 6:50 am) YAY I found one of my friends ! ---- Now to find ScareCrow..........
( 7 - 14-05) GOD DAMNIT! IM LOSING MY FRIENDS - LITTERALLY -- I CANT GET A HOLD OF SCARECROW , WHO IS A GOOD FRIEND I WOULD SAY --- OR drizzt1972 -- WHO IM SORRY TO SAY HASNT BEEN ON THE LAST COUPLE DAYS , AND HE SAID HE WAS IN IRAQ , AND IM NOT A VERY POSSITIVE PERNSON , IF YOU THINK IM TRYING TO BE FUNNY YOU SADDLY WRONG. IM REALLY WORRIED AND SCARED , NOT FOR JUST drizzt1972 , BUT ALSO FYGITEAMTL -- I DONT KNOW WHY --- I HAVENT BEEN THIS STRESSED AND PISSED OFF AT THE SAME TIME SINCE THE DAY WHEN MY MOTHER DEAREST TOLD ME SHE SHOT MY FATHER. -- PLEASE HELP ME --- SOMEONE -- ANYONE
NNNOOOOOOO!!!!!! Im at SuicideQueen's house and I made OREO PUDDING! and i went to eat it and it was GONE!! noooo! --- My LIfe Has NO MEANING Now :(
Hey lessen up - I have something that anyone and everyone needs to here -
1) Dont ask if im single - although I sadly am now - ugh - guys can be such pervs sometimes! *sigh*
2) Yes, I do randomly tag people -- Im sorry If I upset you Cancer * hangs head shamefully *
3) I get depressed easy - so dont give me alot of bad news at once please
4) If you need me my sn is tgifmonkey ( for AIM )
My life is one that should not be repeated - It is full of nothing but Maddness, Mystery, Sorrow and Woe - My life is still somewhat of a mystery even to myself - I choose not
to remember but I will give you all the just of it - Parents had on-
going conflict since I was ~ oh id say about 5 or 6 years old
My mother finally snapped and one thing she did was shoot my father
nine times in the chest - he is still living thankfully - I have no
life - Im always forgotten in the shadows by everyone - even my
closest of friends and family have left me in the dark - Why? That’s
a question I’ve been asking myself for along time. I don’t know when
Ill wake up from this nightmare - but when I do there will be Hell to
pay for all my pain and misery that I’ve endured over the years. I don’t
have a set religion right now - im trying them one bye one ......
I like Manga and UnderWorld -- I cant wait till 12-9-05 :) its gonna be
soo awesome - the latest Manga I’ve been reading has been Chobits -
Its good - alata horny jokes - but still good
Well Kitties that’s all I have to say right now - If you have any
questions for me im available on IM at tgifmonkey - Please don’t ask
about the monkey thing - I will be changing my sn , and email so I
keep you posted (^.^) And remember Kitties - read your JTHM before
going to bed to have Death filled Horrors in your Dreams :)
Dont Make Fun Of it ~ Its not a poem ~ Its just kinda - There
Why? why must we hide under the cloak of darkness? why do I cry these bloody tears of sorrow? does no one care? why do they all turn their backs are look away? is it because im different? Why must it be this way? Why cant they love me? Foverver Searching for my home I am lost - someone save me, for I cant find my way - I want someone to stand next to me and hold my hand - lead me away from this madness - someone please, please just love me
SOMETHING MORE:
What is your name?:
Opi
How old are you?:
16
When is your Birthday?:
its up there
Where were you born?:
Under a cresent moon
Where do you live now?:
In the darkness
What color are your eyes?:
grey...
What color is your hair?:
Brown? Red? I dunno
How tall are you?:
short
How much do you weigh?:
110 ish
What is your race?:
Vampire
What is your worst fear?:
Clowns and Needles and Celing Fans and Garbage disposals oh! BEING LEFT ALONE BY MYSELF IN A HOUSE
Do you smoke?:
I may be stupid, but not that stupid
Do you drink?:
Well, I have a taste now and then
Do you use drugs?:
Yes - Zertec :) I have allergys
Have you or will you ever steal?:
Hmm...no - not that I remember.....
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:
YES!
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercing?:
No, I want some - but im afraid of needles....
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:
I want to die in the pouring rain
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:
No
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:
Well , I got mad at karie once and chased her around and tryed to strangle her......
Are you evil?:
Mwahahahaha!
Do you believe that you can be possessed?:
No
Are you paranoid?:
Who isnt?! * looks around room *
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:
Yes and no - Im under weight and people make fun me :(
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?
No....
Are you a violent person?:
Almost never, until my nerve glass is not full,
than I am really dangerous :)
Do you take your anger out on other people?:
Depends......
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:
No
What is your favorite game?:
Blood Rein - duh!
What is your favorite movie?:
Nightmare Before Christmas + UnderWorld
Vamp:
UnderWorld's Victor
Who is your favorite band?:
Pink Floyd, Matalica, MCR , NIN, Sytem of a down, Black Sabath, etc.
What kind of books do you read?:
E.A Poe - and Anne Rice , and Gris Grimly
What is your favorite color?:
Black, Gray , and sometimes Jade Green - Depends on mood
What is your favorite food?:
I like Everything
What is your favorite drink?:
Vanilla Coke/ Pepsie , Cream Soda , lots more
Do you study martial arts?:
Nope - I do ballet
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?
Myself? Someone else? You never know...
uhhh...no
Are you kinky?:
No
Do you like biting?:
I love it - I teeth and feed on everything
Do you watch pornography?:
Im not that desperate or kinky
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:
nope
Do you like to write poetry?:
Yes
Do you like to do your own photography?:
No
Do you have any self inflicted scars?:
One - on my foot
Are you religious?:
Not sure yet
Do you believe in vampires?:
Of course!
Does pain turn you on?:
?! no....
Do you believe in witchcraft?:
Some
Have you ever played an Ouija board or used tarot cards?:
Yes
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?:
On occation - I get dizzy and faint easily
Do you believe in love at first (bite) fright?:
I dunno - Ive never been loved or in love :(
Sex Is A Sensation Caused By A Temptation A Guy Sticks His Location In A Girls Destination To Increase Population For The Next Generation Do U Get My Explanation Or Do you Need A Demonstration? -- One Of Karies Friends Wrote that .............
Your Birthdate: June 15 |
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways. |
| Your Power Color Is Lime Green |
At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?" |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
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Your Birthdate: June 15
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With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.
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