The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I have such a hard time giving someone another chance after they have cheated on me. After someone has.........I grow very cold-hearted and I become a heartless bitch to them. I don't feel anything for them and pretend I never knew them.



I have never given anyone another chance with me after cheating because they didn't care about me even to want to try. They only ever wanted me for was SEX, to use me, manipulate me, take everything I have, crush me until I am nothing, and play with my feels an heart.



But when you are with someone that says he is sorry that he has cheated and really loves you. Wanting so badly to try things over again, it's hard to do that. Even to try a clean slate. The reason why it is hard to do it.....is when your gut feelings still telling you that he is cheating. An that when you see a profile or a page that is so much like his old one but just reworded. Also, has a name that is close to his. You just can't ignore that. When you call him out on it, an he says it's not him but you know inside of you that he is lying.



How is a woman supposed to get over this? How is she supposed to know if he is telling the truth or lying to you? How can she stop hurting and feel better?



When there is a part of you that wants to believe him and another part that thinks he is so BULLSHITTING you!!! An it gets to the point where all you want to do is have him prove that he really loves you. Also, that you get so worn out, tired of fighting, wanting to stop hurting, worrying, and feeling/making yourself so sick of having to go through this that a part of you just wants to give up ending it all. Saying it's not worth it.



Life is to short to stress yourself out and making yourself sick everyday.

I FUCKING Hate You



By: Godsmack



For everything you do, I'd like to swallow you

And everyday I'm gonna blame you

Even if you justify every Fucking bullshit lie

It only makes me want to break you



You pull me down and you crucify my name

You make me insane

It's broken now don't ever look my way

Don't even think I'm play'in



'Cause I Fucking hate you, you're such a liar

And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me



When you repeatedly take advantage of me

The only thought I get of you sickens me

Everybody knows your fate, you're everything I Fucking hate

And I'm everything that you could never be



You pull me down and you crucify my name

You make me insane

It's broken now don't ever look my way

Don't even think I'm play'in



'Cause I Fucking hate you, you're such a liar

And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me

I Fucking hate you, you're such a liar

And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me



Fuck You, Fuck You

Fuck You, Fuck You



You pull me down and you crucify my name

You make me insane

It's broken now don't ever look my way

Don't even think I'm play'in



'Cause I Fucking hate you, you're such a liar

And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me

And I Fucking hate you, you're such a liar

And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me



Fuck You

(Fuck You)

Fuck You

(Fuck You)

Fuck You

(Fuck You)

Fuck You

(Fuck You)