There was a time, far longer than I care to remember, when I truly believed in love and the power of happiness. The world seemed so magical then, so full of life and wonder.
Have I truly been the architect of my own undoing, or has life somehow conspired against me from the very beginning, leaving me as nothing more than a simple actor playing a role in some dark comedy? I no longer know (if indeed I ever truly did), and find that it truly doesn't matter to me anymore.
I am what I am- so the old biblical phrase goes. Demon or angel, lover or fighter, hero or villain... I have been and still remain all of these and so much more.
Should we ever chat, or even meet in person there are a few things you should know...
1. Never try to enter my thoughts or mind, you won't like the neighborhood.
2. Judge me only if you enjoy being held to standards you will never obtain. For in my world, I am the ultimate and only true judge, all others are lacking.
3. Existence is hard for everyone. Tell me your soul, only if you wish me to bare mine.
4. Love me or hate me as you choose, only do it with passion and fire, or not at all.
COMMENTS
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Isis101
02:10 Mar 03 2009
well said.