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Till the End
14:25 Oct 29 2008
Times Read: 836

A heart for a heart

My life with you

My soul and feelings shared

Everything I have to bare

Won't be so hard

With you there

It won't be so lonely to cry

If you can wipe the tears form my eyes

Dieing when I'm old

Won't be so sad

If your there

I'll be glad

A heart for a heart

I don't mind giving you my all

I don't mind loving you

I don't mind at all

Cause my soul is yours and yours is mine

In the end I'll love you till the end of time

I hate
14:23 Oct 29 2008
Times Read: 837

I hated you for no reason

And I regret that,

But then remorse nurtured love

But the hatred was still growing



Love and hate are colliding in my heart

And I did not have time to think

I was unguarded and fell in love

And now my heart has a hole



I love you despite your flaws

Yet I hate you because you are perfect

Even though you are only an inch away from me

I feel that you are as far as the universe



I hate the fact that I could not reach you

Even talking to you seems impossible

I hate that you are so compose and I am pathetic

I hate everything yet I love it all the same



You are oblivious of my feelings

And I like it that way

Cause if you can reciprocate them today

It would be enough for me to die tomorrow

happy

The Baddest Bitch
21:55 Oct 27 2008
Times Read: 861

my old rating stamp
04:44 Oct 26 2008
Times Read: 870

As night falls Ebon wings unfold to wrap the world in it's dark Embrace....You have just been Bitten,

By The Lord Of Noctem Aeternus himself..

~Licks the Blood From Lip's and Grins~

More! I want more!

P.S. Feed my wolf left click the mouse take the stake and feed him.

adopt your own virtual pet!

Ave! and welcome Darkling to the rave.

I hope you like it as much as I do.

I am truely inlove with your profile never have I seen such a dark soul, you bring a smile to a dark heart...10

Ryu Noctem Aeternus

From: Lady Naomi
12:46 Oct 23 2008
Times Read: 919

From: Lady Naomi

Date: Oct 22, 2008 11:30 PM





Yes he hurt me more than what I let on, but I have to look at this from a rational point. Its not all about him hurting me, its the fact that he lied, hid things, and betrayed.

Being a Prince does not excuse him for what he has done to my Lord, his Father, His lord. Lying to him, taking what was his, (even though my lord allowed it) with the knowledge that I meant so much to my lord he decided to walk on that with muddy shoes. He lied to the one he said he loved, he kept secrets from the house, and still now he lies.

He hurt me by lying to me. He kept things from me and as his mate that is not right by any means. I can read things that people do not tell me and I gave him many opportunities to tell me and more lies poured out. He made me cry and feel smaller than an ant on more than one occasion which is wrong. No one should do that to their mate.

I'm asked for my opinion on what should happen from this point with him. Do I say purgatory, exile, or forgive-and-forget.

I can forgive him for what he has done to me, but I cannot forget it. I cannot forgive him for what he did to my lord or the house, nor can I forget it. I can forgive him knowing the heart wants what the heart wants, but is it really his heart? I cannot forgive him for all the lies, and I cannot forget them.

So many options to weigh, so many decisions to make, so little time to do it in, so many punishments.

thinking and deciding is much work to do....

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......................Since he is a man of pain I believe Purgatory to be a peaceful place for him....

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......................................Exile.

No forgiveness. No mercy. For one who has no soul should have no mercy. Therefore my decision shall be exile. One who betrays his own shall no longer be one of many, but one alone.

I am thinking about kicking him from my house,
15:49 Oct 22 2008
Times Read: 967

I think that would be best, and any one who wants to side with him can go to his house. fuck I don't care. I am tired of playing games. I slept on it and feel no better then last night in fact I am more hurt and filled with hatred for him as each second passes.

I am finding it hard not to just crush him and be done with it!

you said your self I should have killed you many times before yet because I was the one who awakened you I had pitty and love for you my own childe yet you still do this. tell me why should I let you live now?

PRIVATE ENTRY
15:30 Oct 22 2008
Times Read: 971


• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

I think its time to say goodbye to the boy!
01:44 Oct 22 2008
Times Read: 999

I feel so disrespected and yet to please another I let him go un harmed I am getting so fucking sick of others putting their hand in my fucking cookie jar. KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE CHILD!

HOW FUCKING DARE YOU DO THIS AND LET ME FIND OUT FROM ANOTHER? are you that much of a fucking coward? one of my fucking Mradu said he would be your sword, that he would stand in between us that he would protect you from me ME THE FUCKING LORD OF THIS HOUSE! be LUCKY BOY THAT SHE ASKED ME TO SPEAR YOUR WORTHLESS LIFE! YOU are my gift to her!



KNow this and know this well boy you are dead to me! stay far from me boy and know that if you do the same shit to her that you did to the other you will pay!

my zodiac
01:05 Oct 22 2008
Times Read: 1,000

Tigers may not be the king of the jungle, but these striped cats are no softies! Magnetic and self-possessed, Tigers are born leaders. They have an air of authority that prompts others to fall in line, which is exactly how they like it. Although they are magnetically charming and fun to be around, Tigers like to go it alone sometimes too. A Tiger's main interest is in following its ambitions -- and maintaining control.



Tigers are courageous beyond compare and generally come out ahead in battle, be it in the boardroom or the bedroom. Seduction is one area where the Tiger is definitely king! Noble and warm-hearted, Tigers have a natural, raw appeal that's extremely attractive to other Signs. They're not just about attraction, though; ever on the side of right, Tigers will fight the good fight to the bitter end if the cause is worthy. Opponents are wise to fear this feline.



A bit of caution is a good thing around Tigers, since they can pounce without warning. They experience mood swings and often feel things more intensely than others, the latter quality being both good and bad. They can react poorly under stress and are prone to emotional outbursts. This Sign's bristling sensitivity can send friend and foe running for cover.



A lesson that Tigers would be well-served to learn is moderation in all things. Once these cats can find their center and direct their considerable energies toward worthwhile endeavors (as opposed to racing through life), they will accomplish much.

HMMPP.......
22:13 Oct 21 2008
Times Read: 1,019

you know who this is for

I need your thoughts on this! Please Comment
17:12 Oct 20 2008
Times Read: 1,049

My oldest Childe Called me yesterday morning Crying that her man was cheating on her and even tried to get with her sister. that she needed one of us to go pick her up and move her things out because she was afraid that he would lose it! now let me say this, one she is the sweetest woman I know to date! I have never seen or heard her cry before.

when we all met her man I wanted to brake his little punk disrespectful ass in half. but because of her I didn't.

I called the boys we all went to get her. I wanted to kill him but she would not let me she made him stay in his room like a bitch so I wouldn't get at him.

now here is were I need your input when we left I took his psp. she asked me to give it back I got a game for it and a power cord, and I fucking updated it. now this is how I see it. he hurt my baby and she would not let us have him for dinner, so I took it. she wants me to give it back...

I say fuck him after all the shit he has done fuck him!!! he is fucking lucky I didn't kill his ass I told him from day one if she cries he dies!



what do you say should I give it back or say fuck him!

My Lady Kem Noctem Aeternus, I love you baby
16:27 Oct 19 2008
Times Read: 1,055

funny shit
17:28 Oct 17 2008
Times Read: 1,074

I just can't let her go
13:05 Oct 17 2008
Times Read: 1,083

This lie's become a part of me

For months, I've played this game

Acting like it doesn't hurt

Each time I hear her name



Ignoring what's inside of me

Pretending I've moved on

As if the feelings I once had

For her are somehow gone



Spending each and every day

With happiness and laughs

Forgetting all our memories

Avoiding photographs



But last night when I saw her

For the first time since she left

My heart stopped for a moment...

I couldn't catch my breath



When suddenly it hit me

As the tears started to flow

That even after all this time...

I just can't let her go

WAKE UP! before it's to late!
14:44 Oct 15 2008
Times Read: 1,103

Wake up!

Oh, can't you see

What's going on inside me?

Stand up!

And show me what you feel for me.



Who knows?

One day soon I might be away.

It is not sure but it's going that way.



I might not be there forever.

Don't let us loose our "thing".

We could be together,

Only if you feel love for me.



Our love is so strong.

It might last forever.

Our love is so painful,

that we can't be near each other.

Passionate emotions flow,

And then you just have to go.

Yeah it hurts, sometimes,

we might cross the line.



How can I not care?

You know I won't be there.

Forever is not for me...

Why don't you try?

May be we can fly,

as the best thing we could be...

Is there a reason to wait?

Why don't you just come before it's too late?

breathless
14:29 Oct 15 2008
Times Read: 1,108

You are the everything and nothing.

I can't touch you but i can love you,

you are the air in my lungs

without you I am breathless



If I had one wish

You would be mine.

I promise that I would treat you right.

Why run and hide

Instead of letting it all out.

Let me be the one to show you

What love is all about.



I wish...



I wish...



Every time I see you

I don't know what to do.

Should I let you go and move on

And assume my feelings for you are all wrong

Or should I keep waiting and hoping

That my one wish

Will come true soon...

Because without you I am breathless

From my Lissa my Cheeky Aussie
21:39 Oct 11 2008
Times Read: 1,133

I LOVE YOU BABY

You are the air that i breathe.

You are the oxygen i need to survive.

You feed my body,you are the oxygen in my blood that pumps in my heart that feeds my brain that runs through my veins that keeps my vital organs alive without you i'm a lifeless corpse that will be forever be empty and hollow.

The day you leave me my life will be nothing more than a zombie movie i will be a dead corpse rotting but i will wander the earth in search of your smile,your heart,your voice,the words you write,your laugh.



I have yet to hold you near to me locked in your embrace but my hugs will forever be yours.

I give to you my heart,mind,body and soul.

My smile will only ever be for you when you make me happy.

My lips will only ever touch your skin.

My eyes will only ever need you,when I die you will be my last sight.

My thoughts and dreams consume only you.

My body will only ever yearn for you.

My ears will only hear your voice,your laugh.

You are fingerprinted on my hands.



I need no god for my soul is yours you are my heaven you are my lord.

From a sweet sister that I helped, This is why I am here the reason I keep coming back to the site
00:27 Oct 07 2008
Times Read: 1,173

LordofNoctemAeternus i would just like to thank you i realize now who i am and the reasons for the things i have experienced in the past i just want to thank you without you i would have never realized it and embraced it the way i should



if there is anything anything at all that you need that i can assist you with i am all way right here thank you very much i really appreciate this



without you i would have stopped trying manipulate energy in fustration, but you encouraged me and even though i still don't have full controll over it, i will get there with time thank you very much

I still believe..
01:56 Oct 06 2008
Times Read: 1,183

There are times

I swear I know you're here

I forget about my fears

Feeling you my dear



Watching over me

My hope sees

What the future will bring

When you wrap your wings



And take me where you are

Where you and I will be together

Once again, we'll be dancing in the moonlight

Just like we used to do

And you'll be smiling back at me

Only then will I be free

When I can be, where you are



And I can see your face

Your kiss I still can taste

Not a memory erased



How I see your star

Shining down on me

And I'd do anything

If I could just, be right there where you are



Where you and I will breathe together

Once again we'll be dancing in the moonlight

Just like we used to do

And you'll be smiling back at me

Only then will I be free

Then I will be free, so take me where you are



Now baby there are times when selfishly

I wish that you were here with me

So I can wipe the tears from your eyes and make you see



That every night when you are dreaming

I'm here to guard you from afar

And anytime I feel in love

I'll close my eyes and dream of where you are



where you are



Only then will I be free

Then I will be free,



Baby I still believe

Oh I gotta believe

I still believe

I will touch you that sweet day



That you take me there

Where you are

I still believe

I gotta believe

I still believe

I will touch you that sweet day



That you take me there

Where you are,

I still believe

I gotta believe

I still believe

I'll always be waiting here



For that sweet day



I still believe......I still believe...

He'll never be
01:45 Oct 06 2008
Times Read: 1,186

I heard you found yourself a new man

And you say you're happy as can be

No one can play the game like you can

But does he give you everything you need

But in good time, you're gonna find

Your eyes were closed and your heart was blind

Now it's too late to change your fate

'Cause there's no way he'll ever take my place



He'll never be

What I used to be to you

So, if you wanna play the fool

Then make that move

And do what ya gotta do

You'll never find

A heart that is half as true

I guess you really never knew

But soon you'll see

That he'll never be

What I used to be to you



Does he even have a notion

Of what you really feel inside

Are you going through the motions

Livin' a lie like you're satisfied

But late at night, you realize

There's somethin' tellin' you it just ain't right

It's not the same, am I to blame

And when you're with him you call my name



He'll never be

What I used to be to you

So, if you wanna play the fool

Then make that move

And do what ya gotta do

You'll never find

A heart that is half as true

I guess you really never knew

But soon you'll see

That he'll never be

What I used to be to you



I gave you all my love

What were you thinking of

Guess it was just a game

It's all the same to you

Too late to try again

This story's at an end

It's time for movin' on

Now what ya gonna do



Remember one thing

That he'll never be

What I used to be to you

I will never be with you
14:15 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 1,198




I can't stop these feelings,

You mean more than the world to me.

I can be in a room filled with gorgeous girls,

But you're the only one I'd ever see.



I have always wanted someone like you,

Someone to be here when I cry.

You never did anything to hurt me,

You never told me a single lie.



I know you don't feel the same way,

I understand that I'm not so great.

I blame myself for ruining my life,

I guess I found you too late.



I'm sorry if I made your life worse,

I don't want you to be unhappy at all.

I just want to be more noticed,

To know you will catch me if I fall.



In the end, I'm happy,

To hear you say we're friends.

You know I will always be here for you,

I hope your success never ends.



I want you to have the perfect guy,

Whether you have to date a lot or just a few.

Your happiness is the most important thing to me,

Even if that means I will never be with you.

Distant heart
14:09 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 1,199

Distant heart I need you right now torn apart

And I can't live without your love

Keep the feeling alive distant heart

Won't you come back to me



I don't want to know why you walked away.

I don't want to know who's holding you now

All I've ever dreamed, and all I'll ever be

Lives inside your heart, I've got to make you see

If I could I would be by your side

But girl you are so far away

All I have left is the hole deep inside

The miles between us will fade



Distant heart please come back to my side,I'm torn apart

Something beautiful is dying, our love

Can't we keep it alive distant heart



I see you on the street

You stop and say hello

Though I try to smile

Inside I'm dying

You talk about your life

I'm about to lose control

Better get away before the tears begin to fall

If I could I'd find words that would say how your touch makes me feel deep inside

You're so close but you're so far away

I've got to cross over that line



Distant heart please come back to my side I'm torn apart

Something beautiful is dying, our love

Can't we keep it alive?

I hope you come back and live in my life

I need you right now, I'm torn apart

And I can't live without you love

Keep the feeling alive distant heart

Please come back in my life



You're so close but you're so far away

I've got to cross over that line