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15 entries this month
 

Again I am left in the dark

10:25 May 28 2007
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Some times we wish for things that we can never have.

I seek in this life to find the one who will know me understand me, love me for who and what I am and be there through the ups and downs the good and the bad times life will throw at us....How many times have I been told I am not them that I will never leave!



I guess humans are right what I am is a monster who should not know love, nor joy. I wish I was mundane ( Human ) maybe then my hunger would end. I sit and wonder why god made me what I am if only to punish me for being what I am. Or why can he not make me happy for what I have. I mean to me money is nothing, but to everyone else it is everything! in my heart as long as I have a ruff over my head and food well that is what I need to get by. Today I was told my son would be better off without me because I have nothing to offer....Hmmpp.. is not love good enough anymore.



I am going to school to do something I love not to be rich but to enjoy life and to try and find some happiness with what I know I can do. But I was told it's not good enough. As always put down and left in the dark.



I know some who would give up and end this life hoping for the next to be better, but to me this old fighter that is a cowards way out..I am left here alone in the dark no one to let me be me and be happy with me for who I am....I am coming into an understanding on why being Vampyric is a lonely life! I must say that I do wish with all my heart that when my brothers and sisters died I to was there, that I would no longer be alone and in so much pain...and then my younglings would never see me as the low life thing that I am............


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The Warrior Creed

22:10 May 26 2007
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The Warrior Creed



by Robert L. Humphrey

(Iwo Jima Marine &

Bujinkan 10th Dan)



Wherever I go,

everyone is a little bit safer because I am there.



Wherever I am,

anyone in need has a friend.



Whenever I return home,

everyone is happy I am there.





"It's a better life!"


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Custom Fangs

14:15 May 23 2007
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comments like this are childish and uncalled for

03:12 May 17 2007
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what a fag!!!!! your profile is so gay. who the fuck are you anyways? here a 1 ass-hole.


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Love or Lust test

01:39 May 17 2007
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Testriffic.com

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Me

01:34 May 17 2007
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Testriffic.com

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about how I make bank

01:27 May 17 2007
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Testriffic.com

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My IQ

01:23 May 17 2007
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IQ Test Score

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The Vampyric Soul

20:57 May 16 2007
Times Read: 862


DEATH IS A DOOR.

A PORTAL THROUGH WHICH THE SOUL MAY PASS TO, BECOME ONE WITH THE BLISS THAT IS

UTOPIA.

A VAMPYRE'S SOUL HAS BEEN DENIED THIS LUXURIOUS ESCAPE FROM PAIN.

A VAMPYRE IS THE PHYSICAL

EMBODIMENT OF PAIN AND MISERY.

IT LOATHES LIFE AND SEEK'S TO PUT AN END TO IT'S,SUFFERING AMONGST THE

LIVING.

BECAUSE OF THE VAMPYRE'S RESEMBLANCE,BOTH IN FORM AND ACTION'S TO A HUMAN BODY' IT IS A COMMON MISCONCEPTION

THAT THE HUMANITY IN IT'S SOUL CAN BE MADE TO FEEL COMPASSION...



THIS IS ENTIRELY UNTRUE..

THE DEMONIC NATURE OF A

VAMPYRE'S BLOOD NEED'S TO FEED ON THE BLOOD OF HUMANITY,LEAVING IN IT'S WAKE NOT A RESURRECTED HUMAN... BUT RATHER

A CRUEL,MALICOUS,MOCKERY OF A LOST LIFE!



Shit I wroet this way back in JR High School, when I felt at odds with my self


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my status

14:11 May 14 2007
Times Read: 877


Your Status: Necromancer (Level 27)



You have completed 10% of this level.





Pages Viewed Score: 27 x .30 = 8.1

Time Spent Score: 28 x .50 = 14

Ratings Score: 20 x .10 = 2

Posts Score: 30 x .10 = 3

Score: 27.1

Referral Points: 0

Referral Modifier: 1

Mark Bonus: 0%

Mark Modifier: 1

Total Score: 27.1





Ratings Score: 20 ( 4119 of 10916 or 37.73% )









See the Status Tables for more information on Level requirements.





Your Status has been updated.


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WiiFeY aPpLiCaTiIOn!

05:55 May 06 2007
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Body: ~do you have what it takes?~



first about you







1. your name or what you like to be called



2.where you stay at



3.do you live with your parents?



4.how old are you



5.are you single



6.if so how long have you been single for



7.is there any thing else you wana say bout your self that you havnt already?



8.do you drive?



9.are you a romantic?



10.how tall are you?



11.name somethin intresting bout ur self.



12.do you have tattoos or piercings?



if so where



13.name things that turn you off and on



~ABOUT ME~



1.DO HAVE A CRUSH ON ME OR DID YOU?



2.IF WE LIVED IN DIFF STATES AND GOT TOGETHER WOULD YOU MAKE MOVING ARRAGMENTS?



3.IM VERY BLUNT AND OPEN CAN U HANDLE THAT?



4.WHAT ATTRACTS YOU TO ME?



5.BE HONEST HAVE YOU CHEATED?



6.if we got into an argument what would you do to make it better?



7.are you a jelous person?



8.is there any thing you would like to know bout me more then you already do?



9.i like attention ..so what would you do for me?



10.would you call me everyday just to see how i was doing?



11.what would you do if u saw or heard me cry?

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What The Fuck Is This?

20:22 May 03 2007
Times Read: 928


my name is becca i'm 15 i like to skateboard and i love bondage and i'm kinky as heck.







15 and talking like this omg! can we say Parents boy's and girl's!


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03:35 May 01 2007
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Profile for ToiletDuc

ToiletDuc



Vampire Rave Dominar



15:30:39

May 01 2007



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You didn't write it, and you posted it without crediting the source. That's plagiarism. Under any and all circumstances.



On 03:23:24 May 01 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you dumb motherfucker some one 0on the site gave it to me



On 03:20:23 May 01 2007 ToiletDuc wrote:



When you add your name at the bottom of a piece of writing, it's implying yourself as the author.



Even had it not been for that, it still would have been plagiarism, because you didn't cite the source.







On 03:10:01 May 01 2007 LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



You punk Mother Fucker where do I say I wrote it ass hole you are full of shit where is it on the fucking thread do I say I made it it's say lets see what your views are on it


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DOMINARS

03:26 May 01 2007
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There is a natural life energy from which and with which one is supposed to live. When instead one lives off the energy of other people or animals, it is called vampirism. Some become the vampires or takers, while others act as victims of the vampires. Instead of a gentle natural energy, both vampires and their victims are out of touch with this energy and experience instead the ups and downs that come with obtaining energy from others.



The basic way one gets energy from others is by upsetting the other. The two basic methods are through intimidation or seduction. These take a person or an animal away from his or her center and cause them to give up energy to the other.



what are your thoughts and views do you have anything to add, do you agree, disagree. I would like to Discuss this with all of you. Thank you for your time.

Ryu Noctem Aeternus

How in the fuck dose this sound like I am claming this as a fucking work of mine? I am asking others on there views on it. You fucking pricks need to ask me if I am taking credit before you fucking act and try to make me look like a thief you dumb fucks


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ToiletDuc

03:15 May 01 2007
Times Read: 861




YOU COCK SUCKING MOTHER FUCKER READ WHAT THE FUCK I AM SAYING HOW THE FUCK DO YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKING DICKS SEE MY ASKING WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT WHAT I POSTED AS ME SAYING I FUCKING WROTE IT YOU STUPID FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!















Your Posting Rights were suspended on 20:10:18 Apr 30 2007 by ToiletDuc for 7 days.

You can post again after 20:10:18 May 07 2007.



The following comment was left with your suspension:



You have been warned about plagiarizing in the Forum multiple times.

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