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From A Brother I respect and love

16:05 Feb 25 2006
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My brother the Rules of the house you set. I will stand behind you as all other Lords would.

I have also seen Hormones. Try to Control. Be the the Lord Feed My Brother. I see one in your mind now. :)



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01:32 Feb 25 2006
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ENUFF! I am sick of the members of MY FUCKING HOUSE!

telling me how I can feed and how I can not. Who the fuck do you think yous are? I AM THE LORD OF THE HOUSE IF YOU WANT OUT YOU KNOW WERE THE FUCKING DOOR IS! This he said she said BULLSHIT WILL END NOW!

I have not fed sexualy in like fucking forever I am hungry and need to be fed , yes I fed by blood and life force but I NEED MORE!

DO I FUCKING STOP YOU ALL FROM FEEDING IN ANY WAY ? DO I ? I was this way, way before any of you motherfuckers I made most of yous you think I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHEN YOU FEED AND HOW SO? Do I say anything to you no it is what you now are you must feed and I say nothing but if yous think ( KEY WORD THINK! ) I hear MAD BULL SHIT Well I had it fuck you all I am going to do me like yous not saying all do you.

I am SICK OF FEELING WEAK SLEEPY ILL FROM LACK OF FOOD I AM WHAT I AM THIS IS ME!

YOU ALL KNEW THIS FROM DAY ONE! YOU WANT OUT GO LEAVE ME IN PEACE! THE BULL SHIT ENDS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THOSE OF YOU WHO STAY KNOW THE LAWS OF OUR HOUSE KNOW THEM WELL!

As far as new swans I HAVE NONE!!!!! and to the one saying I do you and I have a MAJOR FUCKING PROB. I will HONOR YOUR NEW LORDS WISHES AND GO TO HIM WITH YOUR BULLSHIT BE LUCKY I DO CAUSE IF I CAME TO YOU I WOULD GET MY FILL FROM YOUR NEW DARK YOUNG BLOOD!


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lost

05:40 Feb 23 2006
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today I sit and look around many times have I fell and still I pick my self back up just to fall again but still I rize I will not give up that is not me there are so many things I must do but cant be in three plaeces at once if I go one way some one gets hurt if I go the other I am not being a true man if I go the other I and still not doing what I should be thus I fail again but I will fall and bounce back yet again


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womans words

09:42 Feb 19 2006
Times Read: 851


Well everyone here is a little joke hope it makes you all laugh and enjoy yourselves a little more today than you would have without it...





WORDS WOMEN USE





FINE



This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.





FIVE MINUTES



If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just asked for 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.





NOTHING



This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"





GO AHEAD



This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.





LOUD SIGH



This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are not always as clever as you were when she married you, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"





THAT'S OKAY



This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.





THANKS



A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say "You're welcome."





WHATEVER



It's a woman's way of saying "Get out of my face!"



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Some one sent this to me on myspace acount

22:27 Feb 18 2006
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Hello Ryu,

I am sending you this as a message rather than a comment because I do not want anyone that knows me and you to see that I have contacted you. I just wanted to tell you that I knew a member of your clan and he introduced me to this "way of life". As a universalist I can understand and respect all beliefs. I read your profile and really enjoyed it. Your standards by which vampyres are expected to live their lives is truely inspiring and I wish more faiths, religions, and people in general felt this way. Anyway, I just thought I would drop a line since you asked that everyone who visited your profile do so. I wish you the best with all that you do and truely wish that our mutual "friend" would have introduced us. I always enjoy talking to people that have an understanding of how we should all be. You are certainly a very wise person beyond your years.

Erin


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Holla!

18:46 Feb 18 2006
Times Read: 863


02-18-2006



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Sincerely,



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Don't Look back my son's

20:37 Feb 06 2006
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Remembering the moments and feeling once again the pain,

I once would have forgiven you, But now it's much to late.

In time I strongly believed you were the right one.

Intentions to be forever.

But time has changed everything.

You'll keep playing your games and I'll just walk away.

Now you say your love was true,

Now that it's to late we're over you....

Don't look back my son it's time to carry on.

It's to late to realize you need us after your gone.

Don't look back we won't be the fools we once were.

At times I should have noticed but my love made me to blind to see that your love was anythin but true and only deceiving me.

I gave you all my love my child and in return you gave me lies.

The only thing left to say are a few words of my advice.

The best thing you can do is change and leave the games behind.

It's to late to say I am sorry.

Understand my point of view, All the trust I had in you is gone there is no one to blame but you.


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You'll never find another love like ours

19:56 Feb 06 2006
Times Read: 930


My son's you broke my heart and ran away with love.

Your the one's I'm always thinking of and if only you could understand the love I feel for you can never end, rejected all the love we gave to you's but feeling sorry for me just won't do! All I want is just to make you see what your love has done when you walked out on us...

You'll never find another family like us you'll look and you'll look you'll never find love like ours a love like ours is hard to find. you turned away you turned away.

My son's I don't know how to live with out your love,

When I dream of you's it's like wishing for the stars, You know I cry my self to sleep knowing that our love is a tragedy! IF GETTING STRONGER IS WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE YOU SEE I SHOULD NO LONGER WASTE MY TIME, IF MOVING ON IS ALL I HAVE TO DO, THAN ONCE AGAIN I PROVED MY LOVE TO YOU!

You'll never find a love like mine a love like mine is hard to find.you'll look and look, you'll never find love.

You never really had a chance to show us you loved us.

I gave you this dark gift and still you went and left us,

My mind is so confused I don't know to do I'm try to build this puzzle cause your my son's and I love you.

You'll never find another love like ours


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My Fallen angels

18:55 Feb 06 2006
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Rising high in the morning and the night. feeling low never knowing were you'll fall........hypnotized nothing can make you feel this way, noway out cause now your trapped and

Cant go back. Why couldn't you come to me knowing I'd be there for you, are you so blind you couldn't see you could trust in me my child I love you...Don't do the things you do my falling angel you brake my heart, push your fear away..So give it up my baby.

So look at your self now, can't speak two words, only deception looks your way, deception looks your way!

so your alone now you turn away from family, look in the mirror can't you see so now can't you see my child.

Don't do the things you do my falling angel you brake my heart, push your fear away!

Why couldn't you come to me knowing I'd be there for you, are you so blind you couldn't see you could trust in me my child I love you...Don't do the things you do my falling angel you brake my heart, push your fear away..So give it up my baby.


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WTF?

08:25 Feb 05 2006
Times Read: 949


MacDufferson [12:30 AM]: i have a few questions

Auto response from NoctemAeternus15 [12:30 AM]: I am on the rave so if you want to holla , holla there on feed well

MacDufferson [12:30 AM]: i have a few questions

NoctemAeternus15 [12:30 AM]: about?

MacDufferson [12:31 AM]: you and your clan. just sorta getting a feal for your group. ive seen all of your web stuff.read about your house. just a few general questions.

NoctemAeternus15 [12:33 AM]: ok

MacDufferson [12:33 AM]: one os the most obvioud i guess would be if you are really a vampire

NoctemAeternus15 [12:34 AM]: vampyre yes but if you mean in the ever living turns into a bat or mist then no they are not real

MacDufferson [12:36 AM]: well tell me this, about what percent do you think on the vampire rave are actually true vampyres?

NoctemAeternus15 [12:36 AM]: maybe about 40 to 45%

MacDufferson [12:37 AM]: and you take in people who wished to be turned?

NoctemAeternus15 [12:39 AM]: Awakened you mean yes we help them find there path in the darkness the best we know how if we can't we send them to some one who can

NoctemAeternus15 [12:39 AM]: who are you on VR

MacDufferson [12:39 AM]: i am not

MacDufferson [12:40 AM]: i dont participate in that whole scene, i sorta am just an observer

NoctemAeternus15 [12:40 AM]: I see and what are your views on my house

MacDufferson [12:40 AM]: well...

NoctemAeternus15 [12:42 AM]: If you want to know more on my house and what we believe read my journal on vr

MacDufferson [12:42 AM]: i would have to say that the characters in your house are a little well, weak minded. now i am all about beleiveing the impossible and alot of the things people are afraid of beleiving in

NoctemAeternus15 [12:42 AM]: why do you say that ?

MacDufferson [12:42 AM]: so i have no problem beleiving that vampires exist

MacDufferson [12:43 AM]: well, like i said, i am an observer

MacDufferson [12:43 AM]: i see things in a birdseyed view

MacDufferson [12:43 AM]: **birds-eye

MacDufferson [12:43 AM]: i saw you have kids am i correct?

MacDufferson [12:44 AM]: like actual kids that came from you

NoctemAeternus15 [12:44 AM]: yes I do

MacDufferson [12:45 AM]: brb

MacDufferson [12:45 AM]: and how do you think that this will affect them?

NoctemAeternus15 [12:46 AM]: well this is who I am hiding it can only hurt them we are what we are

MacDufferson [12:47 AM]: ok, i guess this is what i am getting at

MacDufferson [12:47 AM]: how can you prve you are a vampire? you wear contacts, and your fangs arent always showing

NoctemAeternus15 [12:49 AM]: well one would have to be here to see with ones own eyes online one can say what he or she wishes but I see to you seeing is believing

MacDufferson [12:49 AM]: what if i told you that i have seen you

NoctemAeternus15 [12:50 AM]: talking to me hanging with me and mine is something diff them seeing me

NoctemAeternus15 [12:51 AM]: I live my life for me noone eles I know who and what I am and have nothing to prove to anyone but me

MacDufferson [12:52 AM]: to yourself? have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe you arent who you say you are and you haev altered so many lives as a result

NoctemAeternus15 [12:52 AM]: no I know what I am

NoctemAeternus15 [12:55 AM]: this is what is I am vampyric believe it or not Good sir I can careless what others think of me this is me bottom line don't like me or what I am about be off with you as long as I am happy fuck what others think they are nothing more then close minded fools who go through life blind to what is , but they just can't see.

MacDufferson [12:56 AM]: ohh i can see

MacDufferson [12:56 AM]: and i can safley say that i have seen alot

MacDufferson [12:57 AM]: and what i see is an impossible thing. so lets take a realistic approach here

NoctemAeternus15 [12:57 AM]: only what you wish to see, I trust you have but there are things that just are in this world

MacDufferson [12:57 AM]: how many diseases have you contracted through drinking blood

NoctemAeternus15 [12:57 AM]: none

NoctemAeternus15 [12:58 AM]: and never will.

MacDufferson [12:58 AM]: and how is that?

NoctemAeternus15 [12:59 AM]: know thy food!

MacDufferson [12:59 AM]: wow

MacDufferson [1:00 AM]: ho wmany people in your house are women?

NoctemAeternus15 [1:01 AM]: lots Firebender NoctemAeternus15 [1:02 AM]: they are more respectful and loyal

they are more respectful and loyal

MacDufferson [1:02 AM]: loyal, have they ever really questioned you?

NoctemAeternus15 [1:03 AM]: yes what is it you seek firebender or who ever you are why not just say if you have seen me

MacDufferson [1:03 AM]: you think i am firbender?

NoctemAeternus15 [1:03 AM]: well if not tell me who you are I don't like games

MacDufferson [1:04 AM]: this is no game, like i said i am only trying to find information

MacDufferson [1:04 AM]: i only wish to learn more

MacDufferson [1:04 AM]: you really want to know who i am?

NoctemAeternus15 [1:04 AM]: then read my journal or come talk to me face to face

NoctemAeternus15 [1:04 AM]: yes

MacDufferson [1:04 AM]: i have talked to you fae to face

MacDufferson [1:05 AM]: i have read your journal

MacDufferson [1:05 AM]: i have seen your geocities site

NoctemAeternus15 [1:05 AM]: so who are you

MacDufferson [1:06 AM]: my name is jared

NoctemAeternus15 [1:06 AM]: I know noone with that name

NoctemAeternus15 [1:08 AM]: now unless you are going to tell me how and were we know each other then this is good bye

MacDufferson [1:08 AM]: i am an advocate of the one who shall not be know only to thise who cannot except who he must be, but cannot be

NoctemAeternus15 [1:09 AM]: you play games and i have no time for childs play unless you wish to meet and talk good day

MacDufferson [1:09 AM]: ok


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This is Honor she went about it the right way!

08:14 Feb 05 2006
Times Read: 950


ok thank you



well i was wondering if you would get upset if i asked skid to move out here with me so we can be together i would understand if you do cause i know that he is your son and i know that you take good care of him as well but i dont want to ask him yet until i get permission from you first cause it would not be right to take away your son with out asking


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Hope from a sister In Noctem Aeternus there is still some Honor left.

15:28 Feb 01 2006
Times Read: 984


As Lady Night draws you tight into her arms, she wipes your tears. She hates to see you cry or hurt. To feel alone is our life and a curse it is. No matter what we try we cannot change that fact. Love you feel for another is a rarity to our kind. To feel it strongly as you, it'll tear your soul apart. I know that I have not been around that long and I know that family will hurt you. I do try to maintain in touch with my new family and I find myself wanting to fix the pains before me. I assure you m'Lord that you are never alone and loyalty to your decissions you will find in me. My heartaches for you when you are in pain, all pain. I cry for you and I will fight whatever battles may come. I will do whatever I am capable of to ease your suffering and see you once again happy and tranquil. I do not believe in blind faith yet I show it to you m'Lord. I trust you and the choices you make and I pray that I never fail you. *bows* No one could be a better lord than you. Honest, loyal, and respectful. May our family learn well from you.

Love,

Cat


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