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Let me put this on my profile and BAM suspended
17:01 Dec 30 2008
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Users:

LordNoctemAnus (pedo pedo pedo)

TaintedPoison

angelhell

Slayer38 (annoying little fucker)

vortex21 (pervert)

TwilightDreamer (obsessed that one is, bloody hell!)

TheVenus (obese bitchola)

LadyKem (needs to lay off the french fries, my god!)

NocturnalMistress (I just plain don't like her for no good reason)

transylvania90210 (whiny)

LadyChordewa ('holier than thou attitude', and a lecturer)



If you're one of my disliked users you must actually be worse than everyone else! Wow, congratulations! Now fuck off~





then she changed it to this come on! Like this is any better. come on VR I was told to drop it and i did yet she keeps attacking. I have not said one word to her since the day I made the mistake of sending her one of my custom bites, and this is the 2nd time she has done this type of bullshit and she is still here. what the fuck. all you people say is just let it go. but let some one attack one of you like this and poof their gone!



Users:

LordNoctemAnus (He's an ass, among OTHER things.)

TaintedPoison

angelhell

Slayer38 (Annoying little fucker.)

vortex21 (Has mental issues, among OTHER things.)

TwilightDreamer (Obsessed that one is, bloody hell!)

TheVenus (Obese bitchola.)

LadyKem (Needs to lay off the french fries, my god!)

NocturnalMistress (I just plain don't like her for no good reason)

transylvania90210 (Whiny.)

LadyChordewa ('Holier than thou attitude', and a lecturer.)



If you're one of my disliked users you must actually be worse than everyone else! Wow, congratulations! Now fuck off~

OK People I just took over a profile that was given to me by a member of my house
15:48 Dec 30 2008
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The name of my other profile is TrueVampyre. his ex girlfriend had the pass word and was rating everyone 1's just let me know and i will go and re rate you all stop yelling at me as if i did it. thank you! and sorry she was being such a bitch to every one!

PRIVATE ENTRY
05:52 Dec 29 2008
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

Come on people if your going to talk shit and spread a rumor
16:43 Dec 28 2008
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Email to Self

Let me start off with his story was to far fetched. He said you manipulated a girl online from vr, telling her that her parents didn't love her and got her to come live with you, and even divorsed your wife. then she saved up enouph money to leave. and then commited suicide. And to watch out because you will manipulate me too.



I don't find you manipulative, but Blade reached deep in my mind, stories like that are sick, and I found you to be to honorable to do anything like that, even with the small little things I've called you out on. So I had to tell you but like a cowared I didn't, that isn't something you ask someone out of the blue.





On 06:16:33 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



he said he thats what some girl told him but what did he say about some girl living with me all I know is he said she was like 14



On 06:11:55 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



I wrote the second paragraph first, but it's important for you to know, I've thought about it, and I know that I should have just let it go.





Ryu,

No you don't dissrespect me or play mind games. You treat me very well, but he kept warning me over and over to watch out for your manipulation, you should now, if it meens anything to you I don't find you manipulative. I shouldn't have qutioned whether the house was there, or if it was satanic. As far as the girl his story was way to far out there for me to beleve, but just like the last rumer I go to the source, and because I havent known you that long, and Kc has I had her ask you, tell you, so you would know what that guy was saying and perhapes confront him, You should know by now I question everything. I am curiouse and I never just let something go without looking all into it.



On 05:54:14 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you should know the house is real, and as far as the little girl come on do i disrespect you? ever?



On 05:52:58 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



I Know, I didn't know what to think after what i heard from him, and i can trust KC.



On 05:50:48 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you could have come to me



On 05:49:55 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Glad to hear, have you talked to bladeofhonor?



On 01:43:39 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



The Coven has been quite and drama free lets keep it that way













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Sorry I Just told the story I Heard to a friend of mine that asked if your house was legit, I Didnt know except what that girl told me when I joined a few months ago here.



If its not true I Appolige to You.! But I cant ask that girl anymore cause she commited suscide a few months later, probley a loony bin but just telling you how I got the Info. like you asked for.



On 05:38:28 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



dude let me tell you she lied big time bro



On 05:34:12 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Some girl told me that story a few months ago, when I First joiined .



On 05:31:45 Dec 28 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



so I hear a lot of things like I had a 14 year old come live with me and oh and the house is not real lol I just have to know where you get your info from?

Straight outta Darkness
03:34 Dec 28 2008
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Straight outta the darkness, crazy motherfucka named Lord Ryu

From the house called Noctem Aeternus

When I'm called off, I got a sawed off

Squeeze the trigger, and bodies are hauled off

You too, boy, if ya fuck with me

The police are gonna hafta come and get me

Off yo ass, that's how I'm goin out

For the punk motherfuckers that's showin out

Niggaz start to mumble, they wanna rumble

Mix em and cook em in a pot like gumbo

Goin off on a fake ass poser like that

with a gat that's pointed at yo ass

So give it up smooth

Ain't no tellin when I'm down for a jack move

Here's a murder rap to keep yo dancin

with a crime record like Charles Manson

40.Cal. is the tool

Don't make me act the motherfuckin fool

Me you can go toe to toe, no maybe

I'm knockin niggaz out tha box, daily

yo weekly, monthly and yearly

until them dumb motherfuckes see clearly

that I'm down with the capital H-O-N-A

Boy you can't fuck with me

So when I'm in your neighborhood, you better duck

Coz Lord Ryu is crazy as fuck

As I leave, believe you'll see a spark

but when I come back, boy, I'm comin straight outta the dark

just some shit I am playing around with
01:36 Dec 28 2008
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Here's a little somethin' bout a nigga like me

Never shoulda been let out the penititary

Ryu would like ta say

That I'm a crazy mutha fucka from around the way

Since I was a youth I smoked weed out

Now I'm the mutha fucka that ya read about

Takin' a life or two

That's what the hell I do you don't like how I'm livin

Well fuck you!

This is Noctem Aeternus and I run it

My man Sek will fuck you up in a minute

With a right left, right left you're toothless

And then you say goddamn they ruthless!

Everwhere we go they say [damn!]

Noctem Aeternus fuckin' up tha program

And then you realize we don't care

We don't just say no, we to busy sayin' yeah!

To drinkin' straight out the eight bottle

Do I look like a mutha fuckin role model?

To a kid lookin' up ta me

Life ain't nothin but feeding and money.

Cause I'm tha type o' nigga that's built ta last

If ya fuck wit me I'll put a foot in ya ass

See I don't give a fuck 'cause I keep bailin

Yo, what the fuck are they yellin







Noctem Aeternus! That's what they're yellin

"It's not about a salary, it's all about reality"

Noctem Aeternus!. That's what they're yellin

"Hopin you sophisticated motherfuckers hear what I have to say"







When me and my posse stepped in the house

All the punk-ass niggaz start breakin out

Cause you know, they know whassup

So we started lookin for the bitches with the big butts

Like her, but she keep cryin

"I got a boyfriend" Bitch stop lyin

Dumb-ass hooker ain't nuttin but a dyke

Suddenly I see, some niggaz that I don't like

Walked over to em, and said, "Whassup?"

The first nigga that I saw, hit em in the jaw

Sek started stompin em, and so did Matt

By that time got rushed by security

Out the door, but we don't quit

Mat said, "Let's start some shit!"

I got a shotgun, and here's the plot

Takin niggaz out with a flurry of buckshot

Boom boom boom, yeah we will be gunnin

And then you look, all you see is niggaz runnin

And fallin and yellin and pushin and screamin

And cussin, I stepped back, and I keep bustin

And then I realized it's time for me to go

So I stop, jumped in the vehicle

It's like this, because of that who-ride

N. A. is wanted for a homicide

Cause I'm th e type of nigga that's built to last

Fuck wit me, I'll put my foot in your ass

See I don't give a fuck, cause I keep bailin

Yo, what the fuck are they yellin?





Noctem Aeternus! That's what they're yellin

"It's not about a salary, it's all about reality"

Noctem Aeternus!. That's what they're yellin

"Hopin you sophisticated motherfuckers hear what I have to say"



"We'll tell you exactly how we feel, and don't give a fuck to what you have to say





Homies all standin around, just hangin

Some Feeding, some just bangin

We decide to roll and we deep

See a nigga on Dazed and we creep

Real slow, and before you know

I had my shotgun pointed in the window

He got scared, and hit the gas

Right then, I knew I has to smoke his ass

He kept rollin, I jumped in the bucket

We couldn't catch him, so I said fuck it

Then we headed right back to the fort

Sweatin all the bitches in the tight ass shorts

We didn't get no play, from the ladies

With six niggaz in a car are you crazy?

She was scared, and it was showin

We all said "Fuck you bitch!" and kept goin

To the hood, and we was fin to

Find somethin else to get into

Like some pussy, or in fact

A bum rush, but we call it rat pack

On a nigga for nuttin at all

I'll go stupid when I'm full of eight ball

I might stumble, but I won't lose

I may end up dressed in the county blues

Cause I'm the type of nigga that's built to last

If you Fuck wit me, I'll put my foot in your ass

I don't give a fuck, cause I keep bailin

Yo, what the fuck are they yellin?



Here's a lil gangsta, short in size

A t-shirt and Levi's is his only disguise

Built like a tank yet hard to hit

Ryu and Matty cold runnin shit







Well I'm Matty the one they're talkin about

Nigga tried to roll the dice and just crapped out

Police tried to roll, so it's time to go

I creeped away real slow and jumped in the six-fo'

Wit the "Diamond in the back, sun-roof top"

Diggin the scene with the gangsta lean

Cause I'm not the one, I don't slang or bang

I just smoke motherfuckers like it ain't no thang

And all you bitches, you know I'm talkin to you

"We want to fuck you Matty!" I want to fuck you too

Cause you see, I don't really take no shit

[So let me tell you motherfuckers who you're fuckin with]

Cause I'm the type of nigga that's built to last

If you Fuck wit me, I'll put my foot in your ass

I don't give a fuck, cause I keep bailin

Yo, what the fuck are they yellin?



Noctem Aeternus!

Get off Skidds dick
21:43 Dec 27 2008
Times Read: 951

he won't be going to your coven and he will be cutting you off........... so tell casley to just give up he is Noctem Aeternus

Funny how when you try and be nice people tend to take more then they should
18:38 Dec 26 2008
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lol you give people an inch and they take a mile.

and when you pull their card on it they flip.

You tell others to uphold the law so all the drama stops.

She is 16 people know this you are 24 you was told to wait it out. then you plan on moving to be with her, and when you are told we know you flip then the child flips. do what the fuck you want we are no longer holding your hands. if you go to jail then you go I am done with trying to help you do the right thing. she is a child look at the way she is acting when you two are told to end it because its the law. THE SAME FUCKING LAWS YOU TWO PREACH ABOUT YET YOU TWO THINK YOU CAN BRAKE!

GROW UP! I am done with the games there will be no law bending or braking play time is over....GOOD BYE X

Peopel try to hide what they plan, and do.... Like I don't know.
01:16 Dec 26 2008
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Let me tell you I know what you are doing, saying and planing to do I have SHADOWS EVERY WERE!

all I have to say is be smart. you say you love the family yet you brake laws.

the shit your doing is going to end really bad.

We have all tried to talk to you about it but I am starting to see you don't care about us like you say you do. all I have to say is, is it worth it? Jail and losing the family or may be your life think about what your doing.

to the Poser
00:51 Dec 25 2008
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Fuckin' poser

It's almost over now

It's almost over now

Yeah



You think the way you live is okay

You think posin'

Will save the day

You think we don't see

That you're running your mouth

Better call your boys

'Cause I'm coming







You can't be me

I'm a Vampyre

I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car

I'm a rebel and my .40 cal. pops far



It's almost over now

It's almost over now



Yes

You ain't heard that we swallow guys

It's too damn late to apologize

When you see the mantle or will you see the skies



It's almost over now

It's almost over now



You think that you don't have to ever quit

You think that you can get away with it

Thalkin' shit

You think the light won't be ever lit



It's almost over now

Almost over now



Something's on your chest

Better get it off

There'll be no one left when we set it off

We ain't gonna take it no more

Since



It's almost over now

Almost over now



You had plenty of time

There was no rush

But it was your dream to be like us

You're in dreamland so you don't care

And as you wait

I'm standing there

watching from the shadows.



You don't succeed cause you hesitate

You think we're fly

But we levitate

Just be yourself

Don't ask us why

'Cause if you lie we'll make you fly like an Angel!

Fuckin' poser

Please you aint shit!
00:10 Dec 25 2008
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"Fuckin Wit me"



TALK IS CHEAP MUTHAFUCKA!!!!!







grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........

What's on y'all niggaz minds

fuckin' wit' me, y'all know somebody has

told you about fuckin' wit' me, stuck in

a tree is what you will be, like a cat

and I'm the dog at the bottom, lookin' up

what's that.

Your worst nightmare is I take it right there,

you got niggaz comin' where they at, right

where? I make 'em like air, floatin' away, wouldn't

tell what he was thinkin' like Coward so I opened a way,

Went to broken away, you know he hurt before he died to us.

makes you wonder if he lost his shirt before he died, only

two knew the answer and one of us is dead, so anyone who

seeks the truth can get it straight to head!

Than you and him can discuss what I did, yeah it was

wrong dog but I slid, i'll repent one day, just not right

now, you hear my shit all on the street i'm kinda hot

right now!



Come on!



I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT

CH'YALL NIGGAZ CAUSE Y'ALL

AIN'T KILLIN' NUTTIN'!!!

THALKING ALL DAT SHIT

THAT IT'S ME THAT CH'YALL

GUNNA BE HUNTIN!



I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT

CH'YALL NIGGAZ CAUSE Y'ALL

AIN'T KILLIN' NUTTIN'!!!







When Niggaz hear that dog bark,

they betta run, when police hear

that dog bark they betta come, they

expect tha same thing that's life,

and they lives will be lost, there

is a price to pay, how many lives

will be lost, COME ON!

Since I run with the devil i'm one

with the devil, I stay doin' dirt so

I'm gonna come with the shovel,

Hit chyou on a level of a madman who's mind's

twisted, Made niggaz dreams caught the last

train, mines missed it, Listed as a manic

depressin' with extreme paranoya! and dog

I got sometin' for ya! hear my name, RYU! feel my pain,

niggaz wanna steal my fame, but first feel

my reign, know what it's like to suffer, never

have enough of shit, startin' off hard than

only gettin' rougher! tougher, but than came

the greese, so if you wanna say peace, tame the beast!

I did start but let it go damn kids grow up
18:06 Dec 24 2008
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Message To:



your just so cute bro, always nice speaking to you. makes my day so much better to know the site is in such good hands.



On 17:38:26 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



You're welcome.



On 17:35:12 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



yeah that was my mistake and I said sorry for it and left her alone even after she did what she did but thats the past and I was told to leave it there so thats where it will stay thanks for bringing it up tho. hugs bro.



On 17:33:09 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Well if you would have asked instead of jumping in pants first ...



On 17:29:23 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



well if her age was on her page I would have known opps her bad...oh and it's still not there and just so you know the facts when she told me she was underage I said sorry and backed off un like some. oh yeah and I even called the cops and they said I did nothing wrong and the pic was not bad.



On 17:26:54 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Well I think by sending her a picture designed for people not under 18, you started it. But hey, people see what they only want to see.



On 17:25:23 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



lol I am glad you think that because it shows what you think you know but hey people only see what they want. oh yeah by the way just so you know it was her that started that shit we just re-turned the favor as a family should you know one for all and all for one........Smiles



On 17:22:54 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Or they have their whole cult go rate one member of VR a one. But whichever works for you.



On 17:21:27 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



lol its ok because I will always be me and I really don't care if others don't like me. I think most are cowards because they hide what they really feel and bite their tongue. but hey to each their own.



On 17:17:03 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



I don't really care.



I must admit though when you do get suspended for your 'blunt' ways, I will laugh.



On 17:15:49 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



lol yeah I know I am to blunt sometimes and others get all butt hurt. but thats ok I will still be me. ;p



On 17:13:38 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Oh I don't have to be there for that. Others see you do that instead. ;]



On 17:11:39 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



oh so you can see what I say that would be say umm braking tos?



On 17:10:08 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Simply because I can.



On 17:08:54 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



lol you speak latin nice.... I know you don't like me or my coven. so if I may why do you read my thoughts?



On 17:06:42 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) wrote:



Que?



On 17:03:33 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



I see you love reading my journal, look for something more.

my poll so far so good
08:15 Dec 24 2008
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Do you think the site should have the underage members of the site have a sign under their avatar like the the site Admin So we know who is underage?





Started by: LordOfNoctemAeternus



Dec 10 2008





1. yes so there can be no mistakes 112 77.78%

2. no 32 22.22%



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LMFAO ROTF
06:13 Dec 24 2008
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my baby sent me this
06:12 Dec 24 2008
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"Hold me in your dark grips..for all of eternity. I am forever yours."

this is how things should be done. HE has my respect now!happy holidays Billy.
01:43 Dec 24 2008
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Message To: BillytheJust



you know out of the way you came at me I can and will respect that you have shown me respect thus I will do you the same. THank you if only more where like you things would be more peaceful here



On 01:39:07 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) BillytheJust wrote:



Then please be advise that the word is offensive to many and hopefully be more understanding. I'm dealing with several messages still because of it. Some words have more power behind them as others. I'm sure you will agree. But it is being dealt with.



Hope you and yours have a happy holiday. I may not be on for a couple of days.



On 01:33:02 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



to me no its not to me it is another form of Brotha and I did message the admin



On 01:31:28 Dec 24 2008 (-0 GMT) BillytheJust wrote:



You going to try and tell me that the N-word in any form is not offensive? I know the meaning of it and so do most people. Doesn't matter if "some" people use the word as slang or for a term of affection. I have heard it used in all terms and it still means the same. It be-littles someone and lowers their self-esteem.



The Sentorans will be advised to judge on a case-for-case, as they usually do. Please understand this and work with them. We will all benefit because of it. There is no need to insult one to justify another. A simple message to admin will do.



Thanks.

~ billy

you know I have had it with the censor shit it is my journal and I will post what I want
22:11 Dec 23 2008
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This is where VR members post their thoughts and that is what it is here for, people find words that offend but it's funny how some one with nazi shit can have that shit and not get suspended but when I use a none racial word that people are too fucking stupid to know the difference between the two can come and suspend mine what the fuck.

Learn the difference. this is how I speak you don't like it,

don't speak to I am a thug from the hood in NY it has nothing to do with race. it is a form of speach. learn the difference

Something a Brother said to my mate! Well said my brother
20:55 Dec 23 2008
Times Read: 1,231

seems there are many that are angry and jealous and do not understand the Vampyric condition and the Vampyric Will but insist that they are in fact Vampyre and yet they are nothing but ignorant fools wanna bees and hopefulls





We are the highest law

We are Elite

We are Vampyre

we are the only God that is

The rest WILL Bow down before us

Its inevitable



They have no other choice they believe themselves to be above all else but in all reality they are but food to us let us be like the Lion hidden in the brush waiting patiently for the right moment we do not alert the herd

we will be successful



we are Masters of the world this world there world its our world



The Vampyre is the predator of humans, no human man, or woman has achieved the Vampyric condition while retaining human identification and human ethics. These must be discarded ruthlessly with no looking back! it is either sheep or wolf. It is mouse or snake. The Vampyre must choose, and will choose for failing to choose is a choice as well.

my home girl......
19:58 Dec 23 2008
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COWARDS
19:31 Dec 23 2008
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ALL you who talk shit but know nothing! you talk shit behind ones back you lack the fucking balls to say shit to my face. COWARDS

I am so sick of these babies talking shit
19:21 Dec 23 2008
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Jay, Now your Name is being said so there are no mistakes. You are one full of shit MOTHER FUCKER! ( HAPPY VR? ), who do you think you are to question what I say goes in my house you where nothing more then a weak minded pee on. who I have as a swan is none of your fucking concern. who I feed from is who I feed from.

if I wanted to feed from your girl I would and there is nothing you could do about it.



Not saying that I want to.

Grow the fuck up.

Noctem Aeternus is NOT A DEMOCRACY!

You say I tried to sabotage your relationship get the fuck over your self your the one who came crying every time she broke up with you, so I said what needed to be said and I will say it again you need to leave her the fuck alone because she is just going to hurt you again..

you mr I am a man of my word! it is over I am sick of her games I want back in this time it is for good fuck her.





Oh shit where the fuck are you now. on your knees talking shit to house members if you are going to talk speak the truth because in the end it is you that will look the fool. you tried to cast a shadow over this house from day one but I played along because it was fun watching you try to move up in rank. we knew you was power hungry and when you saw you could not take my throne you tried to get one of mine to open another house.

That too failed. so like the baby you are you run. you try to bash us. me what the fuck ever bitch.

to use Tink's words He's a baby who is BUTT HURT!

Forget Noctem Aeternus because it is only going to cause you pain..... talk shit think they wont come.. your not that big nor that good a fighter... I am sure who you think is on your side is waiting for the green light.........Think about that.....





I am fucking sick of you weak links the he said she said ENDS TODAY ANY ONE WHO THINKS THEY CAN TAKE ME COME ONE COME ALL!



You were right Voice I am the one who can stop this. THE LAWS WILL BE UP HELD!





Never Give In, Never Give Up, Never Back Down your full of shit

she's a scrag
06:25 Dec 23 2008
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Annnnd she's a scrag

:

Oh, its liiike someone whos a slut + a bogan.. or hillbillyish + IQ of not much... Basically the type of person to have a child by 15, bludges off the dole, goes out partying leaving the baby to whoever and sleeps around some more and... I DONT KNOW BUT SHE IS ONE

PRIVATE ENTRY
03:02 Dec 23 2008
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

I am sorry I am an outraged monster who can't control it's temper
19:36 Dec 22 2008
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I am sorry I am an outraged monster who can't control it's temper





I will keep my feelings in. when I feel I am disrespected, I am sorry I will not come to you it is not your place. it is mine to deal with them.

I am sorry for the drama I bring into the house and coven.

I am sorry I don't see thing the way a human does. I am trying to understand.

I do feel this way......... Those who leave instead of fighting to end the drama help the drama win. you don't win a war by walking away.

But then again what do I know, I am a monster and yes I am proud of who and what I am I guess thats why I am always so alone. I am sorry I don't fear the admin of the site, I am sorry I speak my mind. I am sorry I am not soft spoken and I guess adult like when I feel someone disrespects me or any one of my family members I am sorry I will fight online or off line when I feel one of mine has been played.



I am sorry I thought we stood at each others side no matter what.

I have learned something from all this.

you will find out who is real when things get hot.



I want you all to ask your self if this is what you want, because I am a dick I love to fight and that will not end I do not have fear of any man or woman I will speak my mind and I will stand up for what I feel is right and I will not back down. if you can't stand at my side right or wrong this is no place for you. so go now don't look back.

I love you all have a good life.





I guess I have to make something clear Noctem Aeternus has members world wide just because someone is the head of a chapter does not mean their word comes before mine. there is BUT ONE LORD OF NOCTEM AETERNUS and that is me.. make no mistakes about that.



Look I want members who are about the house and not put others before this family if you can't do that, this is not the place for you. I am sorry if you feel that is to much.

but I give all that I am for the family and I expect the same from the members of this family.

I guess I am jealous of my family and defend it with my life.

NO ONE WILL DISRESPECT THIS FAMILY!



I am sorry for my feelings and what I expect out of my house members.

the reason I am posting this is to give you all the chance to understand what I want and if you feel that this is not right for you now is your chance to leave.





Yours in Blood and Shadow

The ONLY LORD OF NOCTEM AETERNUS

Ryu Noctem Aeternus.

For a lost Little brother
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people make me smile like their 1's hurt
02:08 Dec 22 2008
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yo son she is going to hurt you, but you wanted her so I hope the hoe is worth it. because you walked away from your family for a girl who drops you every other second. well fuck that hoe. you said there was nothing for you here in VA well lol not anymore have a good life kid,

Noctem Aeternus Gear finally I have the samples things are looking up
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I apoligize if the quality of these isnt up to par..but this is just to give you guys a quick looksie!

how does one come back from this?
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I feel that this is wrong to get un suspended.

I don't understand how one comes back from this.

in my view it is just fucked up.





User is SUSPENDED until: Infinity

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I agree with what you said 100% The thing is that when you block you can still see what they say in your rating box and most if not all know this, when I have gone to the Admin about it I was told I was being childish. so block does not work always
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XxLadyDarkRaynexX



Hmm very interesting that people give advice that they don't follow them selves.



Yes being in an online community has it hero's and villains if you may. Someone will always want to point out character defects in ways that are malicious, just to make them self look better, as they hide behind there fake mask.

Xzavier well said
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I'm not entirely sure this has to do directly with the theme of the Dark Network but I do agree that some take it upon themselves to force/alter view points.



Between regular members (non-VR Staff) the constant child like behaviour is indicative of ones own lacking of self control and discipline. I find it greatly disturbing when one side cries fowl when the points of views they support are getting lambasted and yet when an opposing ideology attempts to engage in civil debate the once oppressed now become the oppressors.





( I love this part )







The vast majority of "spokes persons" are guilty of hypocrisy and whats worse is when they claim a hypocritical action of theirs is nothing more than a legitimate response. I don't care what you believe or what you don't belive but I'll be damned if what I believe gets attack by emotionaly driven individuals with little to no factual bases. It distresses me to see so many claim to support the free exchange of ideas, tolerance, having an open mind etc one day and the next day all they do is attack with preconcieved notions and without a willingness to admit they may be wrong.



Although it's more rare there are several admins (from acolytes up) who will blatantly use their position to either cut down oppositional posts in a thread or will use their power to publicly go against VR TOS and open up threads with the intent to stir up trouble. What is even more outrageous is when an "innocent'' member gets banned or censored because they were simply following the heard and doing what others had done in the past with no "punishment."



It's hard to have a forum or public site in general that can effectively combat loud, obnoxious, rude, mean etc members without cutting down on the rights of the "good" members. It's even more difficult to engage in honest debate when some that do have actual power use it to deffend either their own agendas or a friend of theirs.



In the end we as rule abiding, intelligent and ethical members must maintain our own high standards so that others may follow. We must stay out of the ick and mud as much as possible to, hopefully, show others a better way.

If things get to bad to bare then self-deletion is always an option. Obviously I hope it won't come down to that because I would hate to loose some of you folks :)



We should also though understand that Admins are NOT perfect people and some act in very unethical and just plain old mean ways. Admins give their time and effort in the hours and weeks of work, all for free and we should support them. As an example LadyC, Sevenn, MBK, Joli, Morrigon just to name a few. Those who are acting in an unethical, unprofessional way should be reported. But make sure that it's not some personal thing trying to get VR Staff involved with your own personal "he said she said" crap will get you banned.



Sorry for the rambling hope it made some good points :)

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Free your mind
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Coffee-house propaganda
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FAT KINS lol
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for you
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lol
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For my Boy ShadowSage The TRansformers Stop motion
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The Custom Alter I made for Falon
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I am making custom Vampyric Altars
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I am making custom Vampyric Altars





Basic is starting at 100$ Plus shipping and handling.

I will post the pics of the one I made for jenny to give you an idea of what they will look like.

They don't have to be vampyric themed altars...

They can be Wiccan, or whatever your heart so desires-but the more detail and extras put into it, the more it will cost.

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You'll be missed My sexy Sheila!
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I am deleting my profile ryu i have hurt people on here and i really cant take the heartache anymore i am truly sorry!

Leave me the FUCK ALONE you fucking retards
19:46 Dec 09 2008
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I dont fucking speak to you, and yet you keep coming to me to fuck with me, the admin tell me to block you I do but I can still see what the fuck you say to me. leave shit alone. you fucking punks

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HHHPPPP.............
14:15 Dec 09 2008
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Him



And



Her?

Lady Kem
08:44 Dec 08 2008
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A world that threw me away today

Today to run away?







baby you did that. you know I thought I knew you.

I thought you showed your childe how to respect. I thought you loved me, Loved the family..........

It was not us that threw you away, but you who threw us away.

By hiding who you really are. In doing so you threw us away.....You put us all in grate danger by lying about your age.

I gave you all of me... I gave you a seat at my side, your own branch of the family. I had such high hopes in you I put all my faith in you. All my trust All that I am.

The family went to bat for you...

we came to you asking you the truth, in doing so we gave you the chance to come clean you told us you were 21.

You even went as far to show us a doctored birth certificate you even did that to Cancer. We went to Cancer for you. Just to find out you lied. That was a slap in the face.



One of your students disrespects an elder, No not just one but two. You said you loved me and that I was a grate teacher, and many said the same about you. YOU LEARNED OUR WAYS FROM me.....

You allow one of your childe to speak to me the way he did? IF you tought him right he would have seen that you lied and came forth with it. He has no honor I thought you did.



My Childe you must regain your honor, I know you can... I have faith in you. I have seen you do grate things.

Do whats right....

Not just for our people you claim to love so much, but for your self....

Become the Grate leader I know you can be..

Show our family you know you did wrong and will make amends for your misdeeds.

Don't let your dark side consume you.

take control of it and do what needs to be done.

We all make mistakes, it is what we learn from them that makes us who we are.

Learn to face all things with honor no matter the cost

in the end things will always come to light.

I hate to say it but the truth will set you free.



Yours in Blood and Sahdow

Ryu Noctem Aeternus

funny shit
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Vibrator Boyfriend

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Back where you belong
09:26 Dec 05 2008
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There's so many reasons that I find to run to you

But I can't

Cause there's so little loving in the family now that your gone

And thinking about it, I want things back how they used to be

Cause there's no way around it, nothing good comes easily

So much between us and we both know that your wrong

So I keep on waiting till your back where you belong



So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else

There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away

Are you finding it hard it out there all on your own

Having to face each night alone

Knowing you are the one with that lied,

I need And I miss you more each day



So many feelings emotions running away with me

Cause it's you I believed in and your love for the family

So much between us and we both know that your wrong

Now I keep on waiting till your back where you belong

Back where you belong



So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else

There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away

Are you finding it hard all on your own

Having to face each night alone

Knowing you are the one that lied

I need And I miss you more each day



So I keep on waiting till your back where you belong

Back where you belong

I don't know
14:33 Dec 04 2008
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I don't understand, I wake up to her crying I ask what I did she says it's not me. that she just wants to jump off of a cliff.

I am trying to understand that she is with child maybe thats it. she has called out of work 2 days now I know my family they are going to fire her.

I guess I am going to have to find a sitter for my son and find a job. that brings more money in because we have so many fucking bills and when she loses her job and she will we are fucked..............

I really have no clue on how to make her happy.

I hate seeing her like this what am I to do.

I don't want to fight with her I really don't.

I fucking hate fighting, she knew how I was before she moved in. and now I have let things get out of hand when I was alone I always had just enough to make my bills now it's like I am fucking up so much. I need to do something for our family I just don't know were to start what to do I am so fucking lost.

I love her so much I just want her to be happy and I can't seem to do anything right.

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It's really not. My heart is just gone. I know I'm going to be torn away from the family, I'd rather just stop caring then get suicidal tendencies or be an emotional wreck. I told you, I fucking love you guys, but I'm not going to argue with you because I know what I did wrong!



On 20:23:28 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



so its that easy to just walk away......................



On 20:21:51 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



I just didn't want to wait. I understand I put you guys through a lot. I understand that I am probably going to be excommunicated. I guess I'm not going to be in the coven either, so I'll just look for another one. I do care for all of you deeply, but I understand my crime and the decision you will make.



On 20:17:32 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



ma why did you lie from the get go I was cool with you back then baby you know the law...... you would have just had to wait 2 more years... fucking chris is hurting really bad. baby I thought I could trust you.. all the shit you was saying about us being a family was all bullshit we dont lie to each other ma and you did



On 20:15:05 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



Of course I did. You guys were my fucking life. And I knew that if you found out you wouldn't talk to me.



On 20:11:50 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



why did you not just be real baby why did it have to come to this why baby? did you really love us me chris?



On 20:11:07 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



What do you want me to say?



On 20:10:38 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



is that all you have to say do you not care what hurt you caused baby?



On 20:08:56 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



Do what you must.



On 20:03:56 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



why baby why would you do this baby why?????????????????do you know what you meant to me TO CHRIS?



On 20:03:20 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



I understand.



On 19:58:13 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



you lied to us Laura I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU CHRIS TRUSTED YOU! WE ALL FUCKING DID WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT JUST FUCKING TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!



On 19:52:40 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LadyKem wrote:



He told me not to call anybody but him cuz of his minutes, so you're gonna have to ask him if I can.



On 19:32:30 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



call me on skidds phone

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I DIDN'T READ HER FUCKING PROFILE!
12:25 Dec 03 2008
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you know I fucking hate when people jump the gun, and yes I sent her one of my bites but I didnt read her profile and that was my wrong doing. but if I would have known her age I would not have sent it or even said hi.



this dude is a punk and lacks the mind to know when a mistake has been made. I am just glad he is not close because I would have hurt this kid had he step to me in person like this. I said I was sorry to the girl and to him but he kept going.

fuck it what can I do? Nothing but READ PROFILES and move on............









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Date: 22:12:11 - Dec 03 2008

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Comment: You are a balding pedophile with a pubic hair moustache. You are an unfaithful hypocrite and you are a fraud, a complete fake. You are an ignorant bitch who will die and fry in hell. This small msg will not stop your belligerent ways and you will forever be a nothing. Your one accomplishment in life is playing a fool. You are a social midget and a physical midget as well. You achieve absolutely nothing and you are a maggot. A four year old could kick your ass. You need to watch wtf you say to another guys girlfriend because that guy could be an accomplished serial killer or may have a ridiculously bad problems with anger and revenge. If you want to hit on 16 year olds then go to the mall. dont be a complete dripping mangina pussy and do it over the net because had you lived by me I would maybe rip out a throat or two. I hope you feel very enlightened. You receive a 1 and a dick in your ass and a knife threw your scrotum sack. Later bitch.







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your gf is bitching at me.



On 11:21:12 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



what ever man your still upset and I understand that



On 11:20:44 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Your moral compass points to eleventeen.



On 11:19:12 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



what I called because I didnt know her age and when I found out I felt wrong so I did what I felt was honorable



On 11:16:14 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



You just called the cops on yourself?...Im starting to feel bad for you.

You are a moron. You sent a harassing msg. That is wrong.



On 11:10:14 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



the police where just here because I called them, they said I didnt send any pics or ask her to meet up so I did no wrong.



On 10:58:55 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Im pretty sure something that sexual is exactly what it seems.

You were being a fuck off and she didn't want to hear that BS from you.

You egg headed dick face.



On 10:53:47 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



she is underage I dont care to know.................you know if you would have came at me another I would have said sorry but the way you come off is wrong my intent was not to get with her at all but to say hi. and you both took it wrong. and if I knew she was a child I would not have.



On 10:51:24 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Sadly, you'll never know.



On 10:49:14 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



who the hell is she?



On 10:48:46 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Really? So when they see the msg and your pathetic excuse?

Anyways, you lose. Go chase preteens.

Stay away from Stephanie. Shes mine.



On 10:46:35 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



like I said you do what you feel is right I know I didnt know how old she was and thats that they can hook me up to a lie detecter and I will pass



On 10:45:29 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



It doesn't matter. You disrespected one.

Thats enough to be reported.



On 10:44:29 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



do what you gotta do........... I have so many females that will come and say I never disrespected them



On 10:43:22 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Stfu, youre being reported anyways. You knew damn well that she was underage.



On 10:42:21 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



aint no homo here homeboy



On 10:41:25 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



your last gf genius. I dont care for brainwashed lies from your coven.

My gf does not look over the age of 18 and you are being unfaithful.

And untrustworthy. You lose, homo.



On 10:39:06 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



my girl is not 18 she is 20



On 10:34:55 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



Naw man. Dont give me that bull shit answer.

You had a girlfriend who was only 18.

You fuckin knew the age, its on her profile.

So is the fact that Im her bf. Care to explain why you disrespected me?



On 10:31:50 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) LordOfNoctemAeternus wrote:



I didnt know her age



On 10:26:22 Dec 03 2008 (-0 GMT) Makarov wrote:



So why are sending younger girls perverted msgs?