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I sit here and think of what it is to love someone and bring them into your family no make a family with them, then push them out cause the family hates them. you try and tell the fam that we are going to fight but we make up, cause we are family. but to no end I still sit alone. I made this family to have others like me around. yet I still sit alone. I pushed her away cause they were upset with her and that made me upset with her what A FUCKING ass I am. I let my own children brake up my family. YALL ALL FAIL TO SEE! she is part of me as I am part of all of you with her gone she takes the best part of me with her....

my softer side the side that kept you all alive.

I fliped on her for you all! how can you say you love me yet you's push a part of me out?

you's put her down infront of me knowing it hurts me.. she is a dam good fucking person I took out all on her when you's fucked up who got it the worse? she did some of you knew what yous did should have gotten you's killed but yet yous say all the times she pissed me off and she was still part of the house? how can you's say that when you all have fucked up and I still held you in my arms? she got us the place she got us the ultilitys she did all that for you's not cause you's asked her to but cause we are family that is what family is about and you know what she is back if any of you's say anything ill to or about her you are out I don't care who it is do you understand me! I am not loseing the first part of this for one who is new or has not done as much for the house like the pillars of our house says we come from all walks of life we must respect that and if you can't GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE HEART AND LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ALL LET HER DOWN WE LET HER FALL!!!!!!!!!!

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

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Dec 14 2005



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Thanks, because of you I wrote something and now it is getting published. LOL



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The only good thing that happened to me today.

My Poem is being published and it was selected for an award.



This was written for my Lord, Brother, and Friend when he was going through trying times.





I know you are going

through some tough times

and you may not know

where to turn



won't you let me be your friend



I can listen

when noone else will

I can be your

guiding light in the dark



won't you let me be your friend



I have a shoulder

you can lean on

you can cry, talk, yell,

or just sit in silence



won't you let me be your friend







Written By:

Angela Ooley

Sept. 30, 2005