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The life of a Vampyric thug a true story my Autobiography





Were to start?....I have done many things in my life that if given the chance to undo I would...

I grew up in the hood in New York From Brooklyn to Far Rock away Queens, Marcy Projects in Brooklyn shit I went from project to project hood to hood.

I was in the Arts from as young as 3 yrs. old Started with Kung Fu didn't much like it so I went to Hattori Ryu Ninpo there I stayed. I trained hard for many yrs. I am now an 8th dan in Ninjutsu.

At age 11 I was sent to St. Tomas cause my mother and step father where trying to hide that they where ending it...When I came back some time after my mother and some dark skinned man came to pick me up...I just looked at him and asked my mother were dad was...She looked at me and said he doesn't live with us anymore, and this was her new man B..At first I was like yeah ok ware’s dad stop playing... but as time went on it slapped me in the face that my dad was not coming home soon after that B moved in.. my lil brother and I wasn't to happy with that but hey mom was the boss....

I remember the first time he hit us it was 2 1/2 weeks into him living with us my lil brother was doing his home work and didn't know how to spell a word so B told him to look it up, so he tried B sat beside him and found the word but didn't tell him I saw the word and went to point it out and he back handed me in the face...At first I thought I scared him I just looked at him and went back to trying to show my brother the word and bang another one right in the face but this time it knocked me to the floor my brother jumped up and looked at him...I Growled and he said so you are a fucking animal ok you think you are a tough ok you want to growl like an animal I will beat you like one my brother went at him to protect me. and B grabbed him by his throat and threw across the living room the noise made my mother come out of her room she asked what was going on and we told her he hit us ...she said why did you piss him off.

I grabbed my brother and ran in the room he was pissed and said he was telling dad, soon after that my lil brother moved in with his father and my mother tried to kill herself cause of it. my step father asked me if I wanted to come but I saw my mother needed me and Plus I wanted to make sure he never hit her. The beatings got a hell of a lot worse........



It got to the point that every day when I got home from school I got punched in the face or grabbed by the throat and pushed up on the wall and told this is for what you did we didn't see yet. My mother told me if I was bad in school I would be sent away, So I was.... the next day I went to school in my book bag I had a 38 and a 9 mm and made sure a teacher saw them when I put them in my locker..

The cops and my mother where called so when they all got there my mother asked me why I did it so I said you told me if I was bad you would send me away, can I go now...she just looked at me and asked why do I want to leave so bad.

I said I can't take it any more I can beat him but out of respect for you I don't, but I can't take it any more. The cops asked what I was talking about I said nothing it's not your problem. It’s mine!



When I got home I got my ass handed to me by him some days later I went to school I was in the gym locker room and the teacher came in and saw me as I changed they called me into the office and called B.C. S....My teachers asked me what happened I told them I had a fight they said we know you Pete we see your fights there is no way you got them in a fight you are to good with you hands tell us the truth...I said I am I got jumped by the projects on 35th St.

well my mom and B went to jail they let my mother go, but kept him a few days.. I went into a group home for boys the first one was all black kids who tried to take my things so I had to fight for my things.



I ran away to see my mother when I got back home my mother had bruises on her throat so I got fucking pissed and looked at him asking my mother did he hit you... she looked down to the floor and said no we were playing he said it's none of your business so I yelled she's my fucking mother , mother fucker my boys from the hood heard me and came in with guns drawn, my mother started to cry and said no baby we was just playing I knew she was lying so I said to him if you ever touch her to harm her ever again you will fucking die...he called the cops they took me back to the group home.. Were they put me in the worst part of the place where the boys were bigger then me..

I put two in the hospital. the next day they sent me to another place where I met someone from a gang called the decepticons he told me if I was down no one would try to hurt me again that we would have your back you would have respect I saw them on the news all the time they were feared so I asked what need I do he said rob a cop, take his badge so I did........

I made it in and found a new family one who was down for me I robed many and had a lot of money I had made the Decep crest in 24 c. gold and put it on a link chain to show others my gang pride...The group home sent me to a smaller place in Queens to separate us cause we got to powerful in there.

When I got there I had my bag.

The consoler took me to my room, I put my things on the bed.

I had my own room.

I lit up a Newport and some dude walked in named Al.

He said yo son I think you should give me your smokes, so I smiled and said why is that.

He said cause I can keep the rest of the house from taking your shit.

I look at him and said well I will give you one if you can tell me where I was and where the train station was. He said he wanted the pack I said no he went to swing so I took him down he hit my bed and saw my link and said O shit your a Decep I said yes he backed down and went and got some kid named Mickey this big ass gay black guy who was cool as shit... we all started to hang out robbing money so we could eat and buy smokes and shit.





Al took me to C. I. Brooklyn to meet his girl Lourdes.

I met her cozen Guillermina she was so fucking hot and tiny she had the face of an angel but she was older then me so I lied to her and told her I was 17..

I remember we went to the mall man I was cold all I had on was a tank top and it was march in N. Y. so it was fucking cold.. She came out of a store with a goose and handed it to me.

I look at her and said what's this for she said ( My man is cold and I don't like that , My man should be warm it is my job to take care of him so here PUT IT ON NOW! )I smiled cause in my head I was thinking DAM! She likes me I am HER man shit life gets no better.. We went back to her house she cooked for me and it was GOOD! it was my first time eating P. Rican food it was the bomb...well when I got home one of the consoler came in my room and tried to lay hands on me so I stabbed him and ran away.

I lived under the board walk in C. I. Brooklyn for a yr and I still went to school no mom to wake me up and tell me to just went cause I didn't want to be this way forever and die with nothing,

Plus there was hot food I took a shower on the beach robed people so I had money.

My first job was working at a fast food place on the board walk above were I lived..

One morning Guillers mother was walking her dog and saw me sleeping and said YO! Rico wake up baby why are you sleeping out side baby why are you not at home so I told her what had happened and she took me in knowing I was a gang banger My girl made sure I had food when I got up came home from school and dinner when I came home from work..

She was my first and I hers.. It was like we was married and shit it was cool as hell.. I was 12 she was 16 but she didn't know that...I loved her to death there was nothing I wouldn't do for her and her mother she had three brother rob was my fav. He was cool as shit the baby of the boys was a pain in the ass Ben the middle one was fun to beat on..

I met other out there and started to hang on the board walk I started my own chapter of Decep we ran the board walks from 35th to bay 6. Those were the days lol grins I met so many girls had sex under the board walk on the rides and all it was a blast..

One night I came home and Guiller said there was a school fair and she needed $200.00 I was like dam why so much she said she wanted it it was for school ( Now she was a geek always into her books not a thug like me so I told her ok mami I got you I called the boys and we hit the trains when we got there I told her to pick the vic. well some guy was eye balling my shortie that shit pissed me off so I said him he will be the first walked over to him and said you like what you see. he said yeah why you got beef ...I said no no nothing like but you have beef and pulled out I put my gun to his head and said run your shit we took his chain, his Walkman and cash and then kicked him off the train. this big ass white man walked over to me touched my cheek and said to me if you didn't have all your boys with you I am willing to bet you would be a pussy. I smiled my girl looked up at me and said Papi no be good Please....... I told all my boys to get off the train when the doors opened I hit him in his throat with a side kick knocking him off his feet , put my foot on his chest and said who's a pussy? Someone called the cops so I ran. I met up with my girl and boys later we had a laugh and robed more heads...



I want you to understand I did what I had to do.

I was 12 trying to get paid the only way I could so I could eat...



There was this one time my boy max came to get me all freaked out and shit saying he needed my help.

He told me he had lost a lot of drugs and his boss would kill him if he didn't come up with the cash...so we went looking in all the places he went but we came up with nothing... by 3 in the morning he told me he was robed but didn't know how to tell me cause he didn't want me to think of him as being weak...

So I asked him if he knew who did it he said no, we called the rest of the crew got them together to look and hit all the spots we knew that niggas would do shit like that. so I asked how much he had lost he said a G I was like that's all tell Boss you will work it off , he said na man you don't know him, I looked at him and said I got you bro we will get the money together lets hit the trains...

Well at that time there is no one on the trains really the sun came up I got a beep from Max’s girl Liz she said she was on the beach with some dude saying he robed some kid for his drugs, so we told her to keep him there till we got there.

On the way there Max told me Liz was pregnant and he needed to do what he had to for the baby and all, he wanted was to make enough money to get the baby what it needed till he found a good job so he could stop with the drugs... I was like that's cool FAM do you son..





Well when we got there we met up with her and this dude and as we walked up Max said that's him he saw us and bolted but Max pulled out and hit him in the leg dude fell we started to stomp the shit out of him...

The cops saw us and saw Max had a gun so they started popping off we jumped off the board walk and ran under it some of the bosses niggas where there and saw us and started after us as well popping off at us.. As we came from under the board walk a cop shot Max with a Shotgun his legs kept going and his upper body hit me and we fell I had blood all over me Max was crying saying take care of my girl bro I was holding him saying don't go ,DON"T GO!!!!The cops surrounded me made me lay face down in his blood and shit.... I got locked up but let go two days later cause I had nothing on me and I told them that the guy we was fucking up robed his girl...





A few months after her and I go to the white part of the beach and I was putting the blanket down and some man comes up to her calling her a spick telling her to go back where she comes from and spit on her she slapped him and as he went to hit her I ran up and hit him with a mallet and kept beating the shit out of him till she pulled me off when I was done with him he was a fucking bloody mess

( now I know some of you are saying why did I take it that far , Well all I kept see was Max saying take care of my girl and I lost it ) we ran back to our part of the beach I went to get us drinks and got surrounded by the cops I popped my drink and said can I Finnish first and one cop hit me upside my head with a night stick dropping me and the rest beat the fucking shit out of me.

Then when I got to H.Q. they cuffed me to the bars of my cell and the rest of them fucked me up saying you like beating on people , how's it feel .



They beat me so bad I could not see..

My girl and my master came to see what was up my girl broke down crying after seeing what they did to me. My master said when he gets out I feel sorry for you's cause one on one you will lose so when he left they beat me some more. I was in the hospital for 3 weeks then I went to court was locked up for 18 mons.

That shit sucked.

Out side the window in my cell I saw these girls who live across the way they were playing hand ball and man they looked good they would flash me and say shit o man that shit sucked.

I only had two fights inside.

Most of the time I stayed in my cell drawing shit for my girl trying to keep my head so I don't look soft, but the first time my mother and my girl came to see me man all that shit went out the window!

Like a fucking baby I broke lol just like a lil bitch. It was the hardest shit to see them and know that I could not go home with them..

inside was not that bad I mean it was like living in the PJ,s but the diff. was you had no were to run when you had a fight you fought hard....

We saw movies eat cookies and shit like that there where crews and shit like that.

I was good being a Decep I had it made...

There was this 9 yr old who came in for boosting a car we scared the shit out of him told him if he came back he would be our bitch lol I took him under my wing made him go to school yeah we had school in there. well when I went back to court I was let go they asked why I did what I did so I told them I gave my word to my boy who was killed by a cop to look after his girl and the man spit on her they asked him if that was true and the ass said she was in the wrong place.. That shit set my ass free...........I was told to stay out of shit for 6 mons. And it will be as it never happened. Grins I was bad as hell when I got out I just ran from the cops..

To me that shit was fun...

the summer after that I was singing and this man came to me saying you could do that and get paid I was like bullshit , He said no for real look there is this talent show if you win you get a record contract.. I talked it over with my girl she said go for it Papi so I did..



I got pretty big had money did lots of shows it was fun at first do to all the fans man the hotties just came out of the wood work.

I got laid all the time but not from my girl do to the fact I was never home I was going from place to place to sing I was on the road more then anything it was nuts as time went on my Girl went to school to learn medical shit I was so happy for her she was doing good in my head I was like yeah a doc and a singer wow money in the fam dam. But as time went on we grew apart we never had time for each other..

Then one day some girl comes to us and says yo this is you daughter she looked at me and said it better not be mother fucker....

Well we took the test needed and she was her name was Christine Melissa she was 4 mons old. My girl stayed.

Well one night I took her to one of my shows to well show her off the lights where so bright and hot she could not breath and the music was so loud I couldn't hear her well one of my back round dancers saw her and motioned to my manager he came to get her looked up at me and in his face I saw pain and fear so I ran to her my partner grabbed me I flipped him ran to her the music stopped someone said call 911 by the time they got there she was gone.. It fucked me up big time her mother said if I had not been singing she would still be here... I got so depressed I stopped for some time Guiller and I went our separate ways that put me deeper in my darkness...so I went into my arts more seeking to fight always so I went to the underground fights hoping I would get killed in one..

I got better in my arts to the point all I lived for was the fight, the smell of blood the fear and energy...

I was sick in the head I didn't understand my need for blood but when I had it I got stronger...

My partner Jeff said that the label wanted us back in the studio or else so we went back for our 2nd release the night of our record release party ant got to drunk and tried to drive he was killed that fucked up my head even more... his Mother said if he wasn't singing he would still be here.

So I left even more fucked up in the head.



I spent a lot of time with my grandmother; man she was the best one in the world sweet but with a bite... my Grandmother was the first white lady in the PJ,s one of the first families to move in to Marcy 474 Marcy ave apt 4a man I miss her and being there. Now why?

she was so cool I used to go home to her with new guns and show her and she would say show me how it works and she could never cock them she tried so hard, her lil old face would turn all red and shit then she would say here you do it for me..

Now with the deceps I had them on lock; man they did what ever I said we went to the beach I had them hold my grandmothers shit they would go shopping for her she called them my club lol she was the best.

She made life fun ( I miss you Grandma ) anyways when ever I got into shit from the cops she was always there; shit sometimes before we even got there lol.