I has to say goodbye to a dear friend yesterday. My dog, Katie, had cancer. I did all I could for her, but it was really bad, and she kept getting worse. It was getting so hard for her to breath. I can't believe how bad I feel, like it's my fault, and that I didn't do enough. I know it's natural, but I am in such pain right now. I have cried a river of tears. I know she's in a better place, or at least I hope it's true. I don't believe in God, or any of that nonsense. If there really was some type of supreme being, there wouldn't be Cancer. I've lost both parents to it, and now my Dog. I'm so sad, and angry too. WTF? All I know is that it isn't fair...I loved my Dog, Katie. May you rest in peace my love.
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rlugo718
16:20 Feb 17 2009
I feel so sad for you. My hubby said the same thing about god when our Scooby died. Our thoughts are with you.
ladyofdragonrose
00:08 Apr 06 2009
she is in a better place my friend. of all the animals i have loved and lost over the years, i know one day i will see them all again. she knows you did the best for her. trust me she knows and took the love you had for her with her. only way she would leave you. she knew it was her time. hugs...
martin
08:40 Aug 29 2009
I'm with you on two levels, 1. I recently took my Mom to have her beloved Maggie put down. Maggie was old and sick and seemed quite ready to move on. Maggie was very sweet....she still is in my mind. 2. I lost my Dad to cancer in 2001. I do believe he and I will reunite someday if I keep being good. That's really my main motivation for being good. He never saw me be good. I didn't clean up my act in time. I don't believe God is some old man in the sky, but I don't believe souled beings, human or animal ever cease to exist.