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Loneliness is a silent and clever killer of the heart. I'm finally not letting it get to me though. For the past few days, I've spoken to no one. Not even my love, in which I'm sorry. Ihaven't changed much over this time, however. Kindness is still my flaw and one of many strengths.

*sigh* I'm getting lazy. Bye for now

Everything just seems worse.



I have lost myself. I am slowly becoming a nitemare and letting it take over my life. I don't know who I'm becoming. Darc, Orin, or the servant. My dearest and most loved friend suffers much worse and it kills me so. I can't help or save anyone. All these locked away memories and pains, etching deeper and deeper into me. I'm starting to go insane. I fear for my love more than anyone or anything. I worry about her greatly. I struggle to live just for her.

I'm trying not succumb to my despair but it's so hard. Our souls are in pain. I hope all our suffering comes to an end.