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i loved u i felt u

but u most of not

felt me





i waited for u

i cared for



i gave u my heart

when i was

not hole to

began with



u filled it iwth ur love

but only to find out it was a lie



u took my heart

and smasked it into

a thousand pieces



just liek a flower vase would

when it hits the

floor



u tell me hat is was my fulat.

i dont see how it was



ur the one that cheated

ur the one that lied

u know i love u

but i cant love when theres no heart to give.





vcuz of u i will never love agin

thank u for telling me and showing

me that i am someone made to wlak

along.

Somewhere There's someone who dreams of your smile, And finds In your Presence That life is Worthwhile.. When you are Lonely, Remember this is True, Somebody, Somewhere.. IsThinking Of You.

THIS IS SO GOOD AND SO TRUE... If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% Yes,and B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l 2-5-1-21-20-9-6-21-12=97% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the love of God will take you L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the top! Have a nice day....

see the scars that lie once before a freah open cut.

well htey have been sitting fr a while wating to share with the world for what lies inside.



ths sweet sound of it when it goes drip drip drip.

it tastes good to.

but i dont do it for the tast or the sound.

i do it cuz i have to. the only way i feel good aobut my slef





tolet out all my pain so it doesnot build up inside.



oh look now the scars are open, here comes the persnt form inside,



16 freshly opened scars that goes...........





DRIP, DRIP DRIP....





theres no help for it now.

i found, u held me in ur arms. u told me that u loved me. i wish i could hear it again. u talk about death as if u want to leave me here. i dont want to lose u, and if i do i will die along with u. my soul and heart will leave my body. for te sake of love. i love you. i am here for u. but i guess that u didnt see that. i will wait for u. and only u.



i hope that u do see that. i cry and pray that u will be safe. and that every night that u lay ur head and body in a worm bed, and not a cold coffen. i need u. i cant live with out u. i will stand by ur side u are my othere side. i can relate to u in may ways. and more.



so i am waitng to see if u come back to this responce.





I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL.



I HOPE HTAT U GET THIS OR AT LEATS READ IT.

i talk but no words are found.

i sing the song that is writen inside.

but u never hear it.



i have no voice for u to choose to hear

i sit in all the blood alone.

its every where.

its driping off the fine tiped fingers.

just another story waiting to be told



but no one hears it.

i cry into the half lighted sky

thats lies above.



hoping someone will hear me.

and no one comes,

i walk donw the path alone



i have done this all my life.

so i am used to the fact

its only half light up



i here the bushing in the

breeze i wonder at times.

is that a song or

just the wind agian

i am tried of beign alone



i might be in a crowd but

when u look at the picture

u see everyone taling. i am not



i am alone in thougth mind

no one getes me.



i am a child that was never

sposed to happen.

someone thats has no partener,

nor a family in life



i wa neer wanted and

never will be



so i will walk down

this half light path

of mine with the

brieeze blowing around my

hair so it comes acroos my

face,



as i think to myslef

" i wil ljust have to get used

to the fact i will be the only

one to hear the songs a words

that sing within"



at tiems i just wish thats

all

i have given thy heart with opens arms,

loved with thy mind and sprit towarrds u.



i have asked for nothign inreturn. they speak of tales htat u have done. my mind is wondering of fear. i love thi. with all thy heart. i wait fur ur calls. to see if ur still here. they come.



i dont know who to beleave. the man i love with they heart and more. ore the ppl ur flex the golden tales thats spin on the tread wheel.



yes we are aprt in distacne. but one day. we will spend together. hoping that what ever tales that are spun on the spining wheel never are true. i will love u and always. will.

i hope that u will see that.





this is to someone on here. u know who u are.



love always,

tri

you know what

has happend...

Not only in our-

lifes togehter...

but mine lived

alone



you know all the

pain I've been

through



but theres more

to the story

the story of

fear



that almost well.....

basically controls my life



i dont think that

you understand

it all....



the pain

and fear...



Only if,

only if you.....



knew the affect

of sleepless nights

days apoun days.



the fear of

him-self...



coming back and

trying it

one more

time



i'm tire of laying

and worry-ing of

him but...



of you as well..

me and you in

our-lifes

together.



when we lay down

you holding me

in your arms



falling a sleep into a

far-away land that

is sposed to be a

happy place



for me its a place

of death...



with him waiting

there for me

to come

back



i guess it

more then

one fear...



of the taring of

the inside...

with all the yelling



and no stoping

when i

scream no



but the fear that

you'll done this act

of death and pain

in my eyes...



and also that your'll

love me less...



not only as a

person



but as your

wife



so i just hide

the fears

deep inside



and put on a

smiling face...



then go on with

my day



but only if..



only if you

understood it

completely



ONLY IF

love is ...

love is somethign that is give.

given to everyone.



but the love you have

give me is special

its one of a kind



the kind that will always

last in my own heart.

even after the death

has pasted



the way you live

the way you write

the way you speak .....

cure and hold me

in my dreams.



makes me love you

i am a slave in the chains

of love



and u hold the key to the heart

that lies deep

inside



so many things i want to say....

som many thins i wnat to do...



but " I LOVE YOU,"

is all that comes out



the fact of the love

its self is the fear

into death



but the fact i know

you love me....



shades our all fears

of darkness



lets just hope that

darkness never comes



lets hope and know

in the...



Chain of Love.



love always,

tri