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It is what it is...
well that phrase took new meaning today....
...i really am all alone.

I realized that today on my 5 1/2 hour trip, on foot, while i was lost...
Pissed, cold, dehydrated, and crying...
i relized... im all alone.

its just a piece of paper...that much is true.
it hurts, but, im strong, i'll survive.

I finally told him I knew the secret.
He should have known I knew.
Some people are so dense.
Welp, it's out there now.
I'm not sorry.
Wish you the worst.

Todays the day i was born...
...I honestly don't celebrate it anymore.
haha, realized it when animal crossing gave me a cake.

Yesterday was bad.
Blood was in my vomit, in my stool, and tear ducts.
todays better...ish.
Not as much blood, but still enough.
I refuse to go to the DR.
It is what it is.

I don't regret who I am, or the things I've done.
but that don't mean i cant be sorry for them.
If i sent you a message today, it means something.
Be cocky and write in your journal if you want.
I've self grown.
Have you?