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Im writing this to you because I love you so much and I want you to know that I will do anything to be in your lives no matter what. Never forget who I am and that I am trying to be there. I never want anything more than to see your smiling faces when I walk in through the door, see you get excited when I call you and see you sleep at night. I am sorry for the pain that I put your mommy through but I had to do what I had to do to better your lives. I want nothing more than to spend time with you both all the time. But daddy has things he has to take care of first before he sees yous. But I will visit the both of yous when I can. I always cry when Im not around yous and I get heart broken when I hear that you cry out for me, I cry when you talk to me on the computer and I even cry when you get sick. I never meant to live so far apart from you but its what I got to do and I just hope you understand. I never wanted to be like this at all. I never wanted to make you cry, I want you both to be happy no matter what. I just want to see you both with smiles on your faces. I want to take yous places youve never been before. I want to see you grow old and have families of your own and be happier than you ever been. This is the life me and mommy want yous to have but what we want for yous and what yous make of your lives are two different things. Always know that I will always love u both and I miss you so very much and I will see yous again.

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Theban
21:39 Dec 24 2008

I have been in this situation and If you truly loved your children then you walk the path of the Ancients my friend and give 100%of you to them. It's only the choices which are made which decides the fate which becomes us. Take care out there.

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