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with my heart pounding within my chest.

And with the sound of her voice skips a beat.

I take on harder feats everyday.

And rumble this ground beneath my feet.



our feelings connected from across this land.

Our souls entwined to the core.

reading each other like an open book.

Our hearts thirst for more.



Doing things we never thought we'd do.

Having feelings we never thought we'd feel.

going one day without one another it torture.

What is happening couldn't be more real.



Heads spinning, hearts melting.

dreaming of our future life.

Dare I say, I long for the day.

That we call each other husband and wife.

It could today, it could be tomorrow.

it could be 2 min. or 2 weeks.

But you'll know when you hear her voice.

For the heart knows and seeks.



butterflies in your stomach.

the feeling weird but exiting.

feeling like you must pass a test.

like you must constantly impress.

while the flame keeps igniting.



you don't want to stop.

For fear of her interest fading.

At times it does feel degrading.



But making her feel alive is energy all in it's own.

hearing her laugh, feeling her love, don't want to put down the phone.



the explosion when we meet promises to be like no other.

Last first kiss, shared by true lovers.

Took a long walk through the pouring rain.

Figured it would help ease the pain.

The rain drops coming down sound like bombs as they fall.

63 miles of battlefield and I walk them all.

water from the sky weighing down my hat.

Cold and upset on the playground swing I sat.

Thinking long and hard about how fucked life can be.

Trapped in a nightmare, so much for being free...

Blood flows down my walls.

no one hears the scream.

I look at my trenched hands.

And know it's not a dream.



My blackened soul continues to twist.

I become yet another name on a list.



But I've run out of tears to shed.

Now what was left is finally dead.



So I laugh to death.

And still don't die.

Sometimes I wonder.

Why do I even try?



I followed the rules and was left for dead.

Then I broke the rules and just like was said.



I have no place in this modern world so unclear.

So I wonder what I'm still doing here.

You told me I was a miracle.

That I am the man of your dreams.

You say I've won your heart and soul.

I've saved you in every way so it seems.



Even when we are finally together.

Even if you say I don't have to try so hard.

I'll exceed your expectations.

I'll keep pushing the bar.



I make you melt so easy.

But that's how it's supposed to be.

When I'm so damn in love with you.

And I know you're love struck for me.



I give you the will to move forward each day.

Our energies linked from so far away.



The toughest fight of our lives.

But we know we're gonna win.

The closer we get.

The more we want to sin.



I want to amaze you everyday.

To make up for so much lost time.

I want you to see what you mean to me.

I love you to death for being all mine.

never far from my thoughts, always in my heart.

To think of what she goes through tares me apart.

I have a lot more to mend of her than she does me.

her taking that southern leap is key.

Once that happens, I can heal her soul.

Show her that I can make her whole.

until then all I can do is wait for my shot.

Watch as the outside world rots.

just when I think I've been left behind.

She pops out of nowhere and still wants to be mine.

Faithful and in love for eternity I will be.

If that's what it takes for her to always love me.

All the way across the country.

Yet it feels like you are right by my side.

We knew the risks and jumped without a second thought.

Now we just hold on for the ride.



I can feel when you are sad.

Brings tears to my eyes.

But when you are happy.

I feel beyond alive.



I hate having to wait.

But I know tis for the best.

and when we finally collide.

My heart will beat out of my chest.



I count the days til our life together begins.

For that day, we finally win.



I miss hearing you laugh.

Sensing a smile on your face.

It's rare with you there.

And somehow I still make your heart race.



Once we are together, I'll show you the heaven you missed.

And It'll start everyday, with a nice passionate kiss.

I broke my rule, but to who's expense.

Never before have things gotten this intense.



As I wait with tears of blood running down my face.

I wonder, do I belong in any place?



Or was my birth just a fuck up as much as a sin?

It seems I cannot lose, but I cannot win.



I was told to wait, things will be okay.

I go without her another day.



I know I can last the test of time.

I could wait forever for her to be mine.



The question is will fate and destiny collide once more?



Will the heart and mind be triumphant this time.

And will the soul follow through.



Between heaven and hell I stand on that line.

There is no end to what I can do.



The scars from past battles lost still so fresh.

And the intensity from how well we mesh.

Holds a bond stronger than life itself.



My mind twisting from the suffering we must both endure.

You more than me, I know this for sure.



But wait I shall, for eternity if need be.

All that I want is for you to be free.

Staring evil in the face as he laughs, slaps me around.

Knowing I can't do anything being shackled to the ground.

The cold concrete beneath my feet, anger building up.

Rage in my eyes as they open wide, soon to irrupt.

Seeing where I am opposed to where I need to be.

Trapped under water for eternity.

Aquarius drowned by is own sea.

I understand now I was never meant to be free.