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If you look into my soul.

Beware of what you may find.

If you gaze into my eyes.

You will be trapped in my mind.



once my heart is taken.

I can't walk away.

Until destroyed by it's captor.

I'll fight from night to day.



I ask not for much.

just honesty and love.

With just those two things.

Anyone can rise above.



confused one may be.

when they take their first look.

my eyes and heart can hide.

All the lives that I took.



My hands covered in blood.

Eyes full of tears.

I pray I never have to take another life.

For many years.



Some call me a hero, others a monster.

Labels not appealing to me in the least.

but if the ones I love are hurt by another.

The world will surely see the beast.

It puzzles my brain.

To the point I'm insane.



why someone would forsake what makes them smile.

and remain with what makes them cry.

i guess some people are so used to it.

they stay miserable til they die.



as if they love the abuse.

and find themselves having to choose.



destroying another heart in their blind path.

it never adds up no matter how you do the math.



So close I came yet alas so far.

I guess some people just don't know what they are.



Just when I thought I knew someone, I was sadly mistaken.

Yet again, love was taken.



The one who doesn't deserve it ends up on top.

This vicious cycle never stops.



Everyone always wins but me.

I wonder now, will I ever be free?

I write this now for the discovery is new.

The conclusions I've gathered all ring true.



There is a sadness in my soul and now I know why.

and it shall be there til the day I die.



I always wondered what I actually fear.

death, torture, none of that here.



but then i took a deeper look into my past.

and found what truly cuts me, at last.



My darkest moments were when I was forsaken.

Used for personal gain, then my energy is taken.



I've helped countless people.

but then been left in the dust.

not a shred of greatfulness.

my efforts feel like a bust.



one more time I will help set a soul free.

and I pray to the powers that be that she does not abandon me.



I will do my best set her free and clear her mind.

but if anything happens, will be the last time I get left behind.

I lay awake waiting for news.

Every second on the clock ticks slower then fades.

I won't rest until I know all is well.

Not until I know she is okay.



This be the single most tiring night.

My nerves shot but still calm.

Blood running slower through my veins.

Yet my heart wants to go off like a bomb.



The climax is near.

Turn the page to chapter two.

Burn the previous pages.

None of them will do.

When you care not what happens.

No matter how great the risk.

You're ready to travel across the world.

For true loves last first kiss.



I broke all my rules, but have no regrets.

I've placed my pawns, the playing field is set.



I made a good girl do bad things.

But she did them without worry.

I opened her eyes and lifted her soul.

But there really was no hurry.



We did not rush yet it happened so fast.

As if it was meant to be.

I look in her eyes and see a golden fire.

Too bright for mortal eyes to see.



I long for the day when I can leave this bay.

And cleanse my Virgo once more.

Destroy the pain that has built in vein.

And free her in thy Aquarius shore.



Ti amo Bella mia, e mi duole sentire.

come si soffre, mentre io non ci sono.

In the beginning I thought I'd felt the worst pain.

So many years ending in vein.



But little do I know it was just beginning.

In any normal persons eyes there is no winning.



My mortal heart was destroyed, burned to dust.

But I'm glad it's gone, it was filled with broken trust.



The real torture starts now that my immortal soul is entwined.

reality itself is now put in a bind.



You see the torture now isn't being alone.

the chilling facts tremble me to my bones.



Now the pain is knowing.

Not being able to get going.



Knowing the perfect woman is out there.

knowing where she is and I can't get there.



Knowing the pain we both feel.

Knowing for once we both found something real.



Now we have to fight all forces, go against the grain.

For her it is worth the pain.



my immortal heart belongs to her, that is the final run.

If that gets broken, no more lives, I'm done.



There is no turning back, my soul is all I have to give.

And it all belongs to her, without her, I'd rather not live.