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Those Times Are Gone
14:45 May 28 2016
Times Read: 380




The aroma of barbecue along with feeling of the cool wind

The sun behind the thin white clouds

The scent of soil and the freshly cut grass

Music playing and the family joking

Wind blows the smoke off the grill and into the air

Those old dogs sitting by the grill waiting for Dad to drop something

These are the nostalgias I miss

The times we spent together as a family

Those times are gone

Now it’s the vague light in the house

The scent of cigarette smoke

No laughing, no joking; silence

Inside while I eavesdrop to other families laughing

Mom’s at work, I’m with her friend in a shadowy house

Waiting for Mom to come home at midnight

Dad’s down south with his replacement family

Mom’s at work leaving her daughter at home

I miss the good times:

The father-daughter dance

The delightful flavor of Mom’s home-cooked meals

Those times are gone

Now I’m at home waiting, yearning, remembering…

The Man Who...
14:44 May 28 2016
Times Read: 381

I remember him very well

The man who went through hell

The man who watched the world behind a closed door

The man who’s heart was sore

The man who was hated for the wrong reason

The man who watched every season

The man who loved too much

The man who no one would touch

The man that I searched

The man who’s heart lurched

The man that feared all

The man that was afraid to call

The man that stood next to me for years

The man who witnessed my first tears

The man who loved me more than ever

The man that always said never

The man that yearned for the light

The man that lurked in the night

The man who watched death before him

The man that was hated by them

The man that did not believe in fate

The man that always felt hate

The man that I tried to fix

The man with his emotions in a mix

That man I fell in love with and kissed

The man that I missed

Pain
14:41 May 28 2016
Times Read: 382




I sit here, cold and lonely

Waiting for the end so solemnly

The world as I know it, slipping away

Nobody will know the pain I’ve faced today

But in the midst of my terminus, I couldn’t help but think

Of all the ones who sink

The ones who sink in the depths of their pain

And still fight and face the rain

I remember my mother with her courageous heart

And my father with his intricate art

The memories fade into mind

And I can’t believe how I am being so blind

I see my brother smiling at me with joy

And I see my mother bringing me a new toy

My world is swirling around inside my head

As I lie here wishing to be dead

How could I be so selfish and not think of them all?

The ones who stay and call

God has given me this life

And now I take it with a knife

I should be ashamed of my choices and mistakes

For I am only human who wants and wants and takes

What will my family do once I am gone?

For the Devil is a con

I must get up and fight

I must do what is right

My life will not end now, for I have much to live for

No matter how I feel, no matter how sore

My end is far from now but I shall wait

When I face God for making this huge mistake

Defiance
14:37 May 28 2016
Times Read: 384




I remember the beginning of the end of my life

When my world was taken from me

My mother’s body lied out in front of me covered in blood

And a man with different eyes

He spoke of the darkness and immortality

He told me the connotation of his life and mine

For he seemed to know it all

I was changed into something more than man, more than creature and animal

I was a supernatural force that thirsted for blood

My power was beyond the rest and all had feared me

But regardless of my royalty, my reflection was revolting to me

Looking in the mirror was like seeing a monster in the flesh

Evil had a face and it was mine

I faced my master and challenged him with confidence

But I was taken down and blood was shed

As I ran in the cold I could hear the knives ripping flesh behind me

I found a safe haven and stayed there in the warmth

Years had passed in my freedom but nightmares haunted my slumber

My life had become dark and depressing because of my past

For I dreaded my future

I feared that my master would return with a vengeance

Master did and he succeeded in taking all that I loved

For loss is what drives us and it is what driven me to take down the empire

I watched as their world began to tumble down

I drove a knife through my creator as he drew his into mine

My world had ended

But at the same time, a new one had begun