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Ive honestly been crying for the past hour... a few things have hit me hard recently...





1st thing Dad:

biggest thing is that my dad and i are really close. hes is my best friend and i call him buddy instead of dad.... he has had heath problems since before i was born. a few months before i was born he fell through a window and messed up his shoulder really bad.... he has had 7 surgeries and it still doesnt have full range of motion in that arm. when i was about 13 a lawyer t-boned my dad because she ran a read light... my dads right knee smashed into the dashboard and he still cant walk right because of it. he has had 3 surgeries on that and the cartilage is all gone so it rubs and hurts him everyday...and the doctors wont replace his broken knee with a replacement because he is too young. he just recently had surgery to fix the ligaments in his right ankle so that he can walk normally. without it hurting him as badly. this past month he had surgery to fix a hernia... I love my dad a lot and i worry about him everyday. my parents are separated... my dad has recently told me he is moving to another state....without me to be with his girlfriend... she is really cool and i like her but my best friend and dad is moving away....this in its self is hard for me to handle...



2nd thing college:

neither of my parents finished college when they were young. so my mother is enforcing that i will graduate as soon as possible no matter what.... i have 12 credits this semester. they are not hard but with everything else going on im getting stressed.



3rd thing job:

Ive never had a job before... and the manafer where i havnt even been working a week is already mad at me.... they asked me to do something ive never done before and then get mad when i ask how....





4th thing mom:

my mother and i DO NOT get along... but since dad is moving i have been sent back to her house to live.... this stresses me out a lot... i cant stand being near her... she wanted a girly girl and got stuck with me...





all of this put together equals me having a hard time dealing with my life.......