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Many Levels of Love
00:11 Mar 16 2008
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Love comes in many ways .

Love means so many different things to everyone.

~~You love your parents...because they provide for you, the care for you, they raised you, they gave you life....you may not like them but, in the end you will say you love them.

~~You love your siblings.....yes you do....lol they are part of you. You may not like them from time to time, but you would probably kick someones ass if they hurt one of your siblings...that is love.

~~You love your children~this love is unconditional, they will break your heart over and over again, but your love stands firm and grows every day. Your love will die and/or kill for your children........and spank them to teach them a lesson.....that is love.

~~You love your animals....no not that way...ewwww...

They are loyal and snuggly and always by your side. They are your main companion. They comfort you and are always there to listen. That is Love.

~~ You love material things, cars, clothes, houses, bling bling, ect. You love your things around you .....they make you feel good.....that is love.

~~Sometimes you Love someone as a friend- a form of caring. You don't have sex with your friends, but you love them. You enjoy spending time with them, they make you laugh, cry, they make you feel good about your self and they will tell you to get your head out of your ass too....that is a form of love

~~Sometimes you are IN- love with someone. There is heat, passion, sparks, they touch you deep inside.....your heart and mind...you want to spend time with this person and share things feelings, when your IN love with someone you give them more of you.....and it will add sex to the mix....to express more of your feelings....

I am blessed to say that I love many people. I have a wonderful family that I love all the time. I have some of the greatest friends a girl could ever hope to have. I love my children with every breath I take. I love my dearest long time companion Molly, she is my four legged fur ball. That has been by my side through thick and thin.....

I have been IN love before....luckily many times. I don't regret falling in love ......it just sucks when you fall off the wagon..lol......but as its been said......

Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.....

Anywho......not sure where I was going with this...its just been nagging me to get out of my head......maybe now I can get some sleep soon...

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Sex in the City
03:34 Mar 10 2008
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WoW.........I feel like I am living this show. I have three bff's and I don't even know where to start!!!

One, is married and her hubby is in Iraq. Before he left they were talking divorce. Well thats been put on hold till he gets back. In the mean time she is wanting to enjoy her new found freedom! She is on the prowl for something to have sex with. No commitment just good old fashion sex.

One, is married and just kicked her hubby out of the house recently. They love each other but, just cant seem to fullfill each others needs. So, she is also on the prowl.....wanting a play toy or two...

One, is single and very comfortable with it. However she is freaking out at every guy she dates. She thinks they want a commitment just because they take her out a few times or seem to call too much. She wants a relationship but, doesnt all at the same time.

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Hmmmmm I might start writing about my darlins, now and again

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BLOODLIFE
15:51 Mar 10 2008

.....and 'you' make four...LOL

A little Reality Check
05:17 Mar 07 2008
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Was at dinner with my parents and children tonight. My dad mentioned that my cousin would be coming in town in two weeks to spend some time with Grandpa. I was excited to hear she is coming home. I have missed her a lot. She lives in Michigan and we don't get to see each other much. My oldest son chimed in to my dad and said, she coming in to see PaPa before he dies, right. I, instintively (sp) snapped at him to be quiet. I snapped, ' we know its coming Sean you don't have to say it!' I felt so defensive even with him. I later told him I was sorry for snapping at him. He said he was fine. But, I know I hurt his feelings a bit.

I am real about it......I know Grandpa will be dying soon. I guess I just deal with it different than others.

I haven't lost anyone close to me as of yet. I have been extreamly lucky. I feel that I am strong enough to deal with it....People are just gonna have to deal with me. lol....

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