My boys drive me so batty!! And they know it.
Sean is maturing into a fine young man of 13 and is learning to be patient with ......me. Now if he can just learn to ignore his little brother :)
I got his 3rd quarter report today. It is fantastic!He struggles with language and spelling and his report says his language is on grade level!!! I am so proud of him.
Patrick, may the Gods and Goddesses give me strangth please!!!
This child is going to be the end of me. His grades are ok. But he needs to put more effort into his work. I would lean to say he is being lazy........but I am concerned that he is bored. I wonder if he makes careless mistakes in class because he is bored. Or is it really that he is just pissing off and not paying attention. Speaking of paying attention.......man!! That boy....if I say his name once I say it 20 times for one thing. I told him I am not saying it anymore. If I ask or tell him to do something and he doesnt respond the next action from me will be harsh. And he doesnt respond to punishment......belt or grounding. .......sometimes to tv being taken away but I just dont know how to get through to him. This week I couldnt take it any more. I told him I will have to start looking for someplace to send him to learn respect and discipline. I just want to cry.........
Coming home from work this evening I just started crying. I don't know why. I am usually a very strong person and I try not to let anything get to me. I just had this overwhelming sense of being lost.....like I didn't know what direction I was going. No not driving....lol just things just started rushing through my mind and they were zooming by so fast I just got overwhelmed and cried my whole drive home. I still don't know what brought it on or why it happened.....
I wish I had a way with words like so many others do....I just don't know how to put it into words.
I guess just some times things pile up in my mind and I ignore situations......and once my stress bucket is full it spills out my eyes.....but, I cant shake this dang lost feeling.
Ugh! Tomorrow is another day Im sure it will have passed by then.
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Im Sorry Sweetie, Its Just your Body Telling you , You have had enough you can't take anymore . take Some time to yourself , Pamper Yourself , Just try to relax.
You are stronger than you know. Believe in yourself. x
Hang in there hun...
"laughter through tears is my favorite emotion"
And I hold tight to Truvy's sentiment frmo Steel Magnolias. I am a firm believer that everybody, especially women need a good cry now and then. I watch Private Practice EVERY week, and indulge myself to the high heavens. You just come to a point where your body and soul need to equalize. Sit down with a good tearjerker of a movie and have at it. And obviously, my fav is Steel Magnolias...lol
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BLOODLIFE
15:49 Feb 19 2010
...and they love you for it. You're a great mum, just keep doing what you do.
DedLocke
01:25 Feb 26 2010
Just remember you can be tough with him...he may cry but you can catch it in his eye, when he knows what he is doing is wrong...even when busted he gives it away in his smile...he knows...and yea as you have said before he is your little James Dean...bad part is he knows it and uses it...LOL and you always did fall for the bad guy....